i hate my life

i hate my life

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you would think that i would be grateful for the life that i have. yes i'm alive, yes i do not starve, but is it so wrong to feel like i'm going nowhere like the cosmic world has everything plotting against me.

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you would think that i would be grateful for the life that i have. yes i'm alive, yes i do not starve, but is it so wrong to feel like i'm going nowhere like the cosmic world has everything plotting against me.

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Submitted: June 11, 2016

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sighs, okay so its a Friday night and am home alone  in the dark looking up at the ceiling. My friends ask me do I which to go out but i refused noody wants a fat , broke girl who cant dance with them trust me. People say cheer up God got this but i feel so differently. It all began many years ago I was born in a small town to two parents one being married my dad by the way momma had no idea. when she found out she called it off and he left never to return. Life for me was never hard until my sister got pregnant and mom decided to raise the baby and send my sister to university. ps thats a story for another day. I basically raised my niece and we lived good although my mum was a single parent of two children she had a degrees and could provide. I know the misconception about single parents people who never learnt there lesson but she did she just feel for two guys and when she realized she could and deserved better she walked. Power to the alpha female. Okay back on track. so we moved to another country where I grew up and went to school, life was amazing i made good grades top of the class or somewhere in that lot never gave trouble to teachers. Me and mamma didn't see eye to eye she was so old fashion and she treated me like the demon kid i think its because of dad. yes i was wordisy but i couldnt help it. I never wanted to be a pushover. But my problems started when i met a boy i should have known guys are always the root of all evil next to money that is. He was 6 foot tall and oh so athletic what drew me to him was the fact that he was older,smarter, and he was bods as well. come on what not to love. I spent ever possible moment with him i was so in love with him possibly too much. I would do anything for him trust me. then one day it all went south we went on the beach and he asked babe we've been dating for a while can you do me a favor please and think about us being intimate. My belly rolled and rolled i spent the entire night thinking of it and the following day decided I would go by him. I knew i wasn't ready but i was so insecure i thought i was fat and ugly although all my friends always say niy you have such a lovely shape your curvy and have junk in all the right places and although that was true i still felt fat. For crying out sakes i had a belly not a six pack i had a double d cup not a b and i had more hips than butt, they look like to balls ready to roll. anyway the next day i went over to his house and we were watching a movie he leaned over and kissed me and me being the naught little tease that i was took advantage of it. i slowly moved closer slowing sliding my tongue into his mouth. oh he jilted because he only pulled me in closer moving his tongue to meet my and when he wasn't doing that my bottom lip was a piece of candy to chew and nibble on. he then kissed my neck and began sucking it and biting in it. I swear my eyes rolled in the back of my head would i really do this. Yes i loved him Des we were dating for a long period of time but was i ready was this little bombshell with daddy issues to give herself to someone else hell I didn't even know what to do. 


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