Shared Secrets

Shared Secrets

Status: Finished

Genre: Erotica

Details

Status: Finished

Genre: Erotica

Summary

An affair. A hotel meeting. We both come clean about our long hidden desires.

Summary

An affair. A hotel meeting. We both come clean about our long hidden desires.

Content

Submitted: May 19, 2016

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Content

Submitted: May 18, 2016

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I was wet, despondent and preoccupied as I made my way up to our usual room. Why they’d started to give us the same room I don’t know, Did they think we liked it. Knowledge that our meetings had been noticed. I shrugged off the thought to concentrate on my more pressing worry. I’d decided to tell him.

I was going to break the news today before we did anything. Not a kiss, a cuddle barely a look and I’d get it all off my chest. I’d planned to do it before we met again. But the moment didn't seem right – it never does does it? Or you just don’t want to be breaking someone’s happiness, bursting their pleasure bubble.

I entered the room and toyed with the idea of a shower. Take solace in warm water but instead dropped my soggy clothes in a line as I made my way to the bed. I need to hug the covers around me. An embrace of comfort ready to prepare me for the nasty thing I was going to have to do. I was ridiculous to have let it go on this long. But we’d shared so much. Found so much in common it was hard to have to let go of the little bit of escapism we’d built away from our humdrum normality.

I was just in my knickers. Bed cold initially but my body heat warmed it as I sank lower under the covers. Clasping them around me I encircled myself with them. Trying to soothe away my fear as it bubbled inside my tummy. So many of our other meetings had a bubble of excitement which had now popped and been replaced with this pit of dread. I didn’t want to ruin it. But just couldn’t go on.

I nodded off, woke to see him in the door. My face creased. Hair sticking up vertically – rain wet and pillow dried. His was the face of a man with a secret.  Excitement filled his eyes. Is it me? Am I the excitement?  Am I his little secret? Or is there more? My dread sank lower. Took a firm grip of my heart and squeezed it tight.

 

 

Say it.

 

 

Sleep fuddled tongue isn’t working. I need to say it now. Look at your face. I need to let you know before this goes any further. Choking panic seizes me as I launch into a dream crushing speech that should have been said months before.

“I’ve got something to say”

“I’ve got something to show you” you answer before I finish.

You undress as you say it and I can feel tears rising into my throat. Oh God.

Now! Say it now. I want to shout to stop. No! Just sit. Please. Even take your coat off before your trousers. Your eyes are sparkling and it kills me to look so I turn my head to face the floor as you continue to take off your clothes.

I turn away completely as I hear your trousers drop to the floor. I just can’t face your thrilled look. I’m going to crush you. Failing even here in our secret pleasure filled assignations.

Can I get nothing right in life?

I’m talking to the wall. “I need to tell you something. Please, before we do anything else.”

 From the sound of dropping clothes I can tell you must now be naked. Bed dips and you're under the covers. I turn to you – your face clouds with worry and I hate myself immensely.

“There’s something you can’t give me Gregg. I hate myself for saying it but I need more. Not sure how but it’s something I need to experience. I have for a while.“

My voice is quiet and the words catch in the back of my throat as I try to tip them out.  I don’t know how to say it, I’m making a mess of it. Tears start, making my tiny voice harder to hear.

“I want to be with a woman. Feel the press of her breast against me. I've thought about it for ages. Just that. I don’t want to sleep with her, I don’t think. But need to feel her under me.”

I’m trying to make sense of it myself as I open up. There’s no simple answer.

“I do still want to feel a man’s cock though. Spearing me.  Fucking me.  Taking me. This is where it doesn’t really make sense. And I wish I’d said nothing. And I don’t want a threesome either. I’m not sure my jealous streak could stand to see you with another woman on the end of your prick.” I move toward you in the bed. Sniffing as I finish my outpouring.

“I’m sorry I should’ve said ages ago but didn’t want to upset what we’ve got. It’s so special but likewise I couldn’t go on without saying something.  Sorry.”  

Your face changes again.

Back to glee and delight, your hand reaches out and moves a curl away from my eyes and wipes a tear away then moves the covers down. There’s still a mix of worry in your eyes with the excitement. You're searching for approval. But I don’t know what for. Until I look down in the bed, under the covers and see your detumescent cock nestling in a pair of ladies red knickers.

“I bought you a present. But didn’t know if you’d like them? “

It takes me a while to process what’s going on.

“You’ve what? “

 I tell you to get out of the bed.

Relief floods across my shoulders, I need to see you.  

I relax and as the idea begins to sink in I start to get aroused.

“Did you put them on downstairs?”


“No, travelled in them. Bit tight if I’m honest, I’ve been waiting for the right moment to tell you.”

You tail off as I kneel on the bed as you stand there.

And as you look over at me naked except for knickers and a smile you start to harden.

“I’m not sure there’s room for that is there? “

You grin back. “About what you were saying..?”

“I think you’ve answered any worries I had better with actions rather than words. Is this for me? Or you? Did you know? I’d tried to drop hints.”

“No. It’s for me. But us now.” He moves to embrace me but I move away  

“Can I try something? “ I dangle down off the bed and scoop up my bra. Hook your arms through the satin straps, ball my socks and stuff the cups.  I see you look at yourself. Pleased.

“I wonder if it'd be nice to go out later? Shop? I’ll have them and you can get some of your own?” I point at the red knickers as I say it.

 I reach across the other side of the bed and haul my bag towards me. Tip a makeup bag out.

“We’ll do this properly later too but right now I really need to fuck you.”

 A collection of powder dusted toiletries land on the bed and a lone tampon. I gently touch your cheek with a blusher brush. Letting its soft bristles caress the skin above your beard.  I smear your lips with red. Not carefully but just so you can feel the slick gloss around your mouth.

“How far do you want to go with this?”  I’m keyed up as I ask. You don't answer.

Excited.

Breath quickening and eager I grab the tampon, smear a little of the gloss over the end and tug the knickers down. Searching your eyes for approval I’m led the bob of your cock.I take a little smear from your lips as I nudge the tip of my finger over your hole, slowly slide the tampon between your cheeks. Guiding it into you. For you to feel it swell inside with your moisture.

I want you to stand. See the little string dangle between your legs. My beautiful girl. Then lie down. Let me get those tiny knickers off you and fuck you like you’ve never been fucked before.

 

 


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