The night went by fast, and by the time i awoke, i had multiple tats on my forearms and back, the forearms had barbwire and vines, the back had a twisted cross, and somehow i managed to get both Candice's and Marvin's names tattooed on my upper shoulders, both of them, then there was a wiccan sign on my foot, those spots hurt. Once again i was being snuggled by Marvin and Candice, both seemed to cling to me. Both also seemed eager to kiss me whenever possible, and took turns doing so. We snoozed till about 3 in the afternoon, then departed for AJ's house. Marvin holding my hand, squeezing it occasionally, smiling warmly. We got there and opened the door, sat down, AJ packed a bowl, and lit it, i wondered for a moment about last night, what we had smoked, and asked Marvin about it. He looks at me and says, it was crack. I blinked some, and looked at him, he merely smiled, and kissed me, holding my hand. Then Candice spoke up, " uh, you guys are missing out." I took the pipe, and took a hit, blew the smoke in Marvin's mouth licking inside, he moaned, and kissed hard. I couldn't believe i was becoming attracted to a man, it seemed unthinkable at first, and for a man in my status and position it definitely was, but so far, it didn't seem to matter.

As time passed, two more bowls were smoked, then Marvin brought out the pills again, smiled at me, and lovingly put one in my mouth. i swallowed it as he kissed me again, using tongue. Candice had my lower half, i heard AJ laughing, looked lazily at him with one eye. laughing he said " Big L is right, dayum dawg, you got girls and guys climbin on you." I ignored this and went on kissing Marvin, the pill taking affect. Candice, taking care of lower half, i seemed more focused on Marvin, his movements, his touch, his lips, which i couldn't stop kissing or licking. Eventually, he got on top of me, and started rubbing down there, while Candice was licking. I moaned alot, and felt lightheaded, but loved every minute of it. I ignored my cell, kissing and touching, Marvin pushed my head to his lower half and put my mouth on it. I found it to be an interesting sensation, i put it all in. He moaned, and pushed it deeper. I felt hot inside, and wanted more, i thought about how it might be like if he exploded and it got hotter. He kept moving it in and out, and before i knew it, he exploded, and i took it all, face feeling hot. Normally, i'd question it, but it didn't matter due to the circumstances, and the fact i was drugged and feeling amazing. I felt like exploding too, the way Candice was going, but i wanted Marvin to have it, so i moved it to him, motioning for him to take it, which he did. The sensation was unlike anything i experienced before, like i was on fire, and wanted more of it.

I think that's when i started seriously considering my sexuality, i kept thinking about Marvin, and kissing him made it more solid in my mind. I invited him over to my house, and he brought some bicardi and we drank, sitting together in my living room, holding each other, kissing hard and making love. I felt my core burning, and my heart racing each time we touched. I wanted him more and more, and it showed, he felt the same he admitted. I made love to him for hours and he did the same to me, it was a dream turned reality he said, and i loved him for it. The more we kissed, the more the fire burned inside me. And when it was time for him to go, i found myself wishing he didn't have to go, but he told me there'd be more time later, as AJ had set up tonight to be a rave in his house, a mini one. Kissed me and hugged me goodbye, promised to text me when it was time, though maybe earlier. I smiled dazed at him as he went, and called a cab, i found myself thinking the oddest thing, have him move in with me. The thought made me jump internally, what was i thinking, he wouldn't agree would he? i didn't think so, and more importantly, how would it look to people. Plus i had to think of my position as a catholic priest, but even that seemed fleeting in my mind at the thought of his touch.

Candice called later, shortly after Marvin texted me saying they were on their way, she sounded kind of buzzed, but i disregarded that and replied that i'd be waiting and to just knock when they got here. I had already worked on my sermon and faxed it over to the church for later. By the time they got there, i had dressed myself in casual attire, loose pants and a T-shirt. Candice was there when i opened the door, i locked up and we left. On the way there, Candice seemed extra eager to be with me, trying to sit on my lap, kissing me, and squeezing me down there. I didn't mind it, it made me go red, and the sensation i got was intense, but i could feel Marvin's hand on my ass, and that brought images to my mind, ones that made me shiver in anticipation. We arrived and AJ tossed me a bag of glowsticks, "pop em." is all he said to me. So i did, and set them where he told me, some were tapped to the walls. Marvin working closely with me, Candice on the other side. Jazz worked with AJ, looking occasionally over at us over her shoulder. As soon as everything was set up, guests arrived, then there came one that made me freeze for a split second, i swear i'd seen her before. The goth woman. Though she looked different, something about her seemed familiar, but she gave no acknowledgment that she knew me at all.

The party started off great, popping pills, drinks, and kissing on Marvin and Candice, Marvin more so. Then the goth woman sat down on the couch opposite us, and started drinking vodka, and smoking a pipe. My mind seemed to stop at the sight that followed, she was nude! I stopped moving for a minute to watch, she licked her own nipple, i twitched, and held Marvin closer. She looked over, and winked, i blinked a lot at that, gulped. She came over and kissed me deeply, licking inside my mouth, i could feel her tongue ring as i licked her tongue. Suddenly i wanted her, i wanted her on my lap. So i pulled her on top, and sucked on her, starting with her lips, and working down. She moaned and writhed in ecstacy with each kiss. Then i got down there, and sucked. She let out a short moan, and held me there, her taste, was familiar, but i ignored it. She moved to take me down there, and stopped, as she licked some. I moaned and gave her a pleading look, why did she stop. I noticed her eyes change color, or maybe i was just really high or drunk, she kissed me, and let me go. I grabbed her wrist, "please don't go, kiss me some more." i pleaded. She looked down at me, and knelt down, kissing me down there. I let out a short moan, a wave of pleasure going through me. " P-Put it in, please." i begged. She acknowledged me and did so. The moments that followed were amazing, even if they did feel familiar, i didn't know how it could be, but i didn't want it to stop.