Other Sheep

Other Sheep Other Sheep

Status: Finished

Genre: Mystery and Crime

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Status: Finished

Genre: Mystery and Crime

Summary

I am a survior of rape, tourcher and sexual assualt. I can not prove enough to get a fair trial in court this is a request to all who are fair minded to do as the Savior would do and look into this as much as they can so that no others will have to live through what I have.

Summary

I am a survior of rape, tourcher and sexual assualt. I can not prove enough to get a fair trial in court this is a request to all who are fair minded to do as the Savior would do and look into this as much as they can so that no others will have to live through what I have.

Chapter1 (v.1) - Other Sheep

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I am a survior of rape, tourcher and sexual assualt. I can not prove enough to get a fair trial in court this is a request to all who are fair minded to do as the Savior would do and look into this as much as they can so that no others will have to live through what I have.

Chapter Content - ver.1

Submitted: April 27, 2012

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Chapter Content - ver.1

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My tears have been a river that have covered my bed. I was not born to be a dramatic person. I am second of six children one dramatic girl in one family is all we could handle and my ever talkative sister Staice dubbed her self the Drama Queen. I have tried to live to be a good person. I was first in my class in high school and have gone to church almost every Sunday of my life. I was blessed though... some kids have to be made to go... I on the other hand have known that my Heavenly Father loves me and that I have an elder brother Jesus Christ who loves me too. This assurance of love and hope is how I made it through. Church was never exactly easy I grew up on the "bad" side of Tucson Arizona. Most of the other kids at church had not come to know the Savior yet. Even my own cousins would join in in bullying me and my siblings. Yet I knew and know that the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints is the only church on earth that has the full Gospel. It is the only Church that has a living prophet from the Lord and that has his priesthood. I tell you this so that when you read what I have to write you know that a church is not true if its members are perfect but if you have an assurance from the Lord that it is. Stop now if you are willing and read the Book of Mormon. Go to church meetings pray if this church is true and then if you are willing to read my words for what they are meant.... not a condemning of a religion but the telling of how the Lord blesses one women to try to do her imperfect best to find the truth. To find and share love. To protect and help others grow.And a request that you help her seek the truth.(Due to small amounts of proof and the threat of slander charges names have been changed... places have not)

I want Caitlyn to have the chance to be a mother and to be modest. She should not have adopted children right now though. What Benjamin did was wrong. No one should ever be sexually assaulted or rapped at church even if it is with some kind of technology. I have already told the stake president Some times you do not start a conversation to talk but to allow others to repent and sometimes you do not go to court to win but to allow others to repent. I have told the leaders what should be done with Benjamin and Clark I just know that their actions were not good. When I hold children I get zapped sexually assaulted. That is not the way it is supposed to feel. I do not baby sit for that reason. I do not teach preschool for that reason and while I did get sick a lot there this was a big factor in my leaving the day care. I do dress modest I do sing and I do not care if the court decided that what Clark did didn't warrant an injunction. Benjamin should never have flirted when he had a girlfriend and even if I some how got it wrong and he did not rape or sexually assault me(he was just an asessory)He knew I was being and when I told him I was happy for him and Caitlyn and to stop he should have. Then I would have had one less person to worry about and might have figured out who did it sooner.... But I do not believe that is the case. He was there or his sisters. And then Clark was added when Benjamin got bored. They've been stocking me for a long time and I am 25 and still do not have my endowments and it breaks my heart. Out of all my sisters I was the one who wanted to be a wife and a mother right away... growing up I would say I wanted as many children as the lord would give me. And these men not only do not seem remorseful for hindering my progression but they are endangering the very angels I've been trying to take care of and protect. Bishop Canata never should have allowed Benjamin to flirt like that and he defiantly should not have used something that I told him scared me to scare me when I came in to tell on Benjamin and Caitlyn. I wrote to them and told them I was coming in and the light for the first time ever in his office was messed with and then jeff was singing outside that song. Strangers in the night street lights that Sams( they guy who has porn problems and who I was trying to just get him to repent and tell me what his part in all of this was by liying to him in an email about what happened one night) was using as a way to let me know that they were stocking me.... It is so mortifying that I was not able to protect myself and that no one seems to believe me. I WAS SEXUALLY ASSAULTED AT CHURCH and TOUCHIERed BY THE VERY PEOPLE I WAS SUPPOSED TO FEEL THE SAFEST WITH. I am not perfect and still do not know all the ins and outs of how they did what or who was using the machine when but I know that it did not make me feel good. It made me sad and scared. And it physically hurt sometimes. I have lied in my life and that is the truth but I am not lying about this. I sat down next to Clark Wager at church and was sexually assaulted. MY pelvis was zapped by some kind of machine.... I am not talking a charge made from rubbing your feet on the floor but something more generated like the little thing you put on your hand and shake with to zap someone as a prank. It hurts especially when they use it on my breasts and my inside my body... think I am going to far well what about an oblation it is basically using the information from the microwave what else has raytheon created. They have chemical lasers...how trained have they become at using them on humans as weapons? This is not funny and I can not save every child I had to learn that when I was working at the day care and some of the adopted parents had very questionable standards but they courts held no problem with them. If men had listened to me and did what I told them to even the secondor thierdtime I told them to then they would not have had accusations brought up before others. I do not care if you try to get me for slander. There really is nothing more you can take. I do not fear you.


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