Mera Aakhari Pyar

Mera Aakhari Pyar Mera Aakhari Pyar

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Genre: Gay and Lesbian

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Status: Finished

Genre: Gay and Lesbian

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kushal meri jindagi, jisko bhagwan ne sirf mere liye bejha tha, jindagi ke safar main jab woh pahli baar mujhe mila toh main use pahchaan nahi paya par jo tumhari kismat main hota hai woh tumhe har haal main milta hai. Kushal se milna ek sapna sa lagta hai. he completes me. ab khuda se sirf ek dua ke liye haath uthate hain ki apne jindagi ki aakhiri saans uski bahaon main hi loon..............

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kushal meri jindagi, jisko bhagwan ne sirf mere liye bejha tha, jindagi ke safar main jab woh pahli baar mujhe mila toh main use pahchaan nahi paya par jo tumhari kismat main hota hai woh tumhe har haal main milta hai. Kushal se milna ek sapna sa lagta hai. he completes me. ab khuda se sirf ek dua ke liye haath uthate hain ki apne jindagi ki aakhiri saans uski bahaon main hi loon..............

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Submitted: January 20, 2012

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Abhi kuch dino pahle ki baat hai main apne cousion ki marriage attend karne ke liye US se aaya tha. barat ladki walon ke ghar pahunchi kuch ristedaar sidhe ladki walon ke ghar hi pahunche jaise ki amuman hota hi hai. Sabhi rishtedaaron se milna ho raha tha aur hum sab ko kheench keench kar DJ main le kar ja rahe the. Tabhi achanak DJ main meri najar kisi par padi. Ek handsome sa ladka badi hi khubsurti se naach raha tha. Main peeche se uske paas gaya uske kandhe par haath rakh ka thap thapaya. Woh peeche muda aur mujhe dekh kar dekhta hi rah gaya. Maine kaha aur bhai kya haal hain. Woh ek dam jhuka mere per chuye aur gale lagte hue bola bhaiya aap, aap yahan kaise, maine kaha mere cousion ki marriage hai aur tum, woh bola mere collegue ki.

Fir hum dance chod kar ek jagah baith gaye aur ek doosre ke haal chaal pochne lage. Iska naam kushal hai aur ye mere pados main raha karta tha. Kariban 10-12 saal purani baat hai. Hum govt. Accomodation main raha karte they. Main Post graduation kar raha tha aur kushal 10th main padta tha, kushal ke parents ne mujhe kushal ko padane ke liye kaha, maine kaha roz samay nikalna muskil haiagar Kushal kokoi bhi problem woh toh ye mujh se discuss kar sakta hai. Unke insist karne par main use tution padane ke liye tyar ho gaya. Ab kushal mere paas tution padne aane laga.

He was very cute, gora, short height, bahut batuni, bilkul bachpana tha usmain. Dheere dheere woh mujh se kafi hil mil gaya. Aur ab tution ke allawa bhi ghar aane laga. Padosi toh tha hi. Use jab bhe samay milta question poochne ke bahane aa jata aur mere saath baitha rahata. He was very intelligent apna syllabus usne jald hi pura kar liya. Woh ghar main sabhi se kafi ghul mil gaya tha isliye kabhi bhi aa jata tha. Agar main busy ho to baki ghar walon ke saath gappe ladata rahta tha. Uska mann hi nahi karta tha hamare ghar se jane ka. 10th main kafi achcha score kiya tha usne.

Kariban 2 saal thak hum waha rahe papa ki promotion ho gayi aur hamne bada ghar le liya aur wahan se shift ho gaye. Woh bada dukhi hua tha jab use pata chala ki hum wahan se shift ho rahe hain. Uske ke baad 2-4 baar mulakat aur hui hogi. Fir pata chala ki B.Tech karne ke liye kahin bahar chala gaya hai. Aur aaj achanak yahan shadi main mila. 15 saal ka ek chota sa bachcha 26-27 saal ka jawan ho gaya tha. Achchi height kariban 5-11, sudol badan, body bhi maintain kar rakhi thi. Gora rang, khoobsoorat chahra aurbilkul chocklaty itna handsome ki koi dekhen toh second look diye bina na rah paye.

Maine poocha aur kushal kaise ho aunty uncle kaise hain, bola kya bataoon bhai mammy papa se aaj kal mulakat nahi hoti, maine kaha kyon aisa kya hua papa toh ab retire ho gaye honge. yahin hain ki gaon chale gaye. Usne bataya ki yahin hai par milne nahi jaa sakta. Maine kaha kyon toh bola ek lambi kahani hai baad main bataoonga. Aap sunao kya chal raha hai, aaj kal kahan rahte ho akele ho ya baki log bhi aayen hain aur abhi rukoge ki wapas chale jaoge. Maine kaha sabhi aayen hai yahin par hain aur main raat ko rukunga aur baaki log ghar chale jaayenge. Usne kaha thik hai pahle mujhe sab se milwawo fir baaten karenge. Fir main shadi main busy ho gaya aur woh sabse milne laga.

Raat ka dinner hua lagbhag sab log apne apne ghar chale gaye ab ladke aur ladki paks ke kcuh khas khas log ruk gaye. Kushal jaane se pahle mere paas aya aur bola baiya raat ko rukoge maine kaha haan toh bola fir mere ghar chalo main yahin paas main rahta hoon walking distance hai. Raat ko wahan ruk jana aur subah subah yahan aa jana waise be raat ka ab kuch kaam to bacha nahi hai. Maine mana kiya toh bola kam se kam mera ghar toh dekh lo. Aap mere ghar aaoge toh mujhe achcha lagega.Uske insist karne par main tyar ho gaya. Maine wahan par apne uncle ko inform kiya aur kaha ki main yahin hoon agar jarrorat pade toh mujhe call kar lena aur main uske saath chala gaya.

Kushal najdik hi ek socity main rahta tha. Main uske saath uske ghar gaya. Usne ghar ka lock khola aur mujhe ander invite kiya. Maine kaha ki kya ghar par koi nahi hain. Woh bola nahi wife apne sister ke ghar gai hui hai. Maine harani se poocha wife woh bola haan kariban 2 saal ho gaye hain. Main surprise ho gaya. Usne poocha ki coffee piyenge maine kaha haan bana do. Coffee banane laga aur saath ke saath apni kahani sunane laga. Bola main aur kamini meri wife ek saath B.Tech main padte they. Pahle saal main jaan pahchan hui, doosre saal main dosti, teesre saal main pyar hua aur final tak shaadi ka irrada kar liya. Bola aap aur kaamini main kafi similarities hain. Aur aap hi wajah hain meri shadi ke. Ek toh woh aapke hi shahar ki hai, doosre woh aapki hi tarah bahut meetha bolti hain aur uski hansi bhi aapki hi tarah bahut pyari hai. Aur innhi batoon ne mujhe attract kiya aur mujhe us se pyar ho gaya. Main uski baaten sunke hansne laga.

Coffee tyar ho gayi hum common room main baithkar coffee pine lage aur woh apni kahani aage sunane laga. Bola collage ke final year main campus interview main hi bahut achchi company main hamen job offer mila. Aur padai puri hote hi humne office join kar liya. Idher job lagi udhar kaamini ke ghar par uski shadi ke liye dawab badne laga. kuch saalon tak toh woh talti rahi par jab aur talna muskil ho gaya toh do saal pahle humne shaadi kar li. Uske parents intercaste marriage ke khilaf they. isliye woh dar ke maare ghar main kuch kah nahi paai. Mere ghar wale bhi tyar nahi honge isliye humne kisi ko bager bataye court marriage kar li. shaadi karne ke baad hum ghar par sab ka aashirwad lene gaye. Jaise humne socha hi tha ghar walon ne hamen apnane se mana kar diya. humne yahan kiraye par makan le liya aur fir kuch samayBaad bank se loan le kar isi society main ghar kharid liya. Shadi ko do saal ho gaye hain. Abhi tak dono families main se kisi ne bhi hamen maaf nahi kiya. Thoda bahut dil paseeja hai kaamini ki badi bahan ka toh kabhi kabhi ek-do din ke liye uske paas chali jati hain.

Yeh thi meri kahani ab aap sunao aap ka kya chal raha hai. Maine kaha yaar I am still bechelor abhi tak koi aisa mila hi nahi jiske saath apni saari jindagi gujar pata aur jo mile shayad upar wala nahi chahta tha ki main unke saath saari jingadi rah sakun. pata nahi kis ko likha hai meri kismat main. kai baar toh samajh nahi aata ki main pyar main lucky hoon ya unluky. pyar milta hai fir umeed banti hai par fir khuda use mujhse chin leta hai. bahut gussa aata hai us upar wale par aur jaise hi na umeed hone lagta hoon woh fir se apni jaadu ki chadi ko gumata hai aur mujhe pyar hi pyar se aabad kar deta hai. par fir kuch khushiyan dekar mujhe udas kar jata hai.

Ghar wale apni koshishon main lage hue hain par main arranged marriage main belief nahi karta. mujhe pata hai ki us upar wale ne mere liye kisi na kisi ko select karke rakha hua hai. ya fir mujhe kisi ke liye rok ke rakha hua hai. jis din woh mujhe mil jaayega woh fir se apni chadi ghuma dega.Coffee pine ke baad woh change karne chala gaya aur aate hue mere liye bhi ek barmuda le aaya aur bola aap bhi change kar lo kal subah chale jana. Maine kaha ke ere main ab chalta hoon toh woh bola ki wahan jakar bhi toh sona hi hai. Kal subah chale jana. Uske insist karne par main maan gaya. Aur main ruk gaya aur maine kapde utar kar barmuda pahan liya. Woh mujhe bed room main le gaya aur bola kuch der aur gappen maarte fir yahin so jayiaga.

Bahut dino baad mile ho. aap ke saath aur kuch samay bitana chahta hoon. bahut saari baaten karni hain aap se. Maine kaha ki tumhari gappe marne ki aadat gayi nahi, woh bola sabse tode hi na gappe marta hoon jinse pyar karta hoon sirf unse. Fir hum bed main ghus gaye aur uski baaten fir se shuru ho gayi. woh bolta hi ja raha tha, pichle 10-12 saalon ki kami aaj puri karna chah raha tha. mainektak use dekhe ja raha tha. kushal bolasirf main hi bole ja raha hoon aap toh kuch bhi nahi kah rahe maine kaha mainsun raha hoon. bahut samay ho gaya kisi apne kibaate sune hue aur woh bhi apni bhasha main. kushal bola kyon aisa kaya hua. maine kaha ki peechle kuch saalon se US main hi hoon ghar se door apno se door. wahan sirf goron kigitter-pitter. kabhi-kabhi toh taras jata hoon kisi se baat karne ke liye. fir wapis kyon nahi aa jaate. nahi aa sakta kuch aisachod kar gaya hoon ki wapis aaya toh khud ko sambhalna muskil ho jayega.

khair meri chodo meri kahani main kuchaaisa nahi jisko sunkar tumhe khusi ho aur main tumhe dukhe karna nahi chahta. tum kaho ki tumne ye kyon kaha ki meri wajah se tumhne shadi ki. Pahle to woh tarkane laga fir mere insist karne par bola. Ki aap mujhe bahut pasand they. i was 15 jab main aapse pahli baar mila aur iss age main sabse pahle mujhe koi pasand aaya woh they aap. Aapka baat karna, hansna mujhe sab kuch bahut pasand tha, aap kaise kapde pahante ho kaise chalte ho mujhe sab kuch achcha lagta tha. Mujhe nahi pata ki aisa kyon tha. Us age main ye attraction mujhe ladkiyon ke liye hona chahiye tha par aisa nahi hua.

Isiliye main baar baar aap ke ghar chala aata tha aap ko dekhne aap se milne aur baaten karne. agar aap aas-paas nahi hote toh meri najarien aap ko hi dhundhti rahti. agar aap ghar par na hote toh main ghar ke aur members se baaten karne lagta taaki aap ka intjaar kar sakun aur kam se kam ek baar aap ko dekh sakun. fir ek din jab pata chala ki aap apna ghar shift kar rahe hain toh main pareshaanho gaya.Aap ke jaane ka mujhe bada dukh hua aap ke jaane ke baad maine aapko bhulne ki koshish karne laga par bhula nahi paya aur samay ke saath mere ander aap ko pane ki chahat aur bad gayi. Main sirf ek baar aapko pana chahta tha. Main aapko batana chahta tha ki how i feel about u. Uske baad kya hoga mujhe malum nahi tha. Main bahut bechen rahta tha. Kisi se jyada baat nahi karta tha.

fir main hostel main aa gaya. Yahan bhi khamosh rahne laga. Kai ladke ladkiyan mile but main sirf hi aur bye ki dosti rakhta. Kisi se koi intimacy nahi. Kai baar socha ki aap ko mil kar aap ko bataoon par himmat nahi hui. Fir laga ki aap patanahi kaise react karoge aur aap ka reaction achcha nahi hua toh uske baad mera kya hoga kahin mere liye jeena aur bhi muskil na ho jaaye. Isliye maine ye baat kisi ko nahi batai. Fir kaamini se mulakat hui uske ander wohi baaten thi jo aap main thi isliye woh mujhe pasand aa gayi. Us se dosti ho gayi main uske saath samay bitaane laga aur fhir pyar ho gaya aur phir shaadi. Ye sab kah kar woh kuch sanjidha ho gaya. Uski ye saari baaten sunkar main hairan rahgaya. mujhe uske liye dukh hone laga ki meri wajah seye kitni takleef main tha. main kahin ander hi ander apne aap ko kosne bhi laga ki maine fir se kisi ko na chah kar bhi ek ajeeb si taklif main daal diya tha.

mujhe fir se us khuda par gussa aa raha tha ki agar tu kisi ko us ka pyar de nahi sakta toh fir tu use bande ko iss pyar ka ahsaas karwata hi kyon hai.main thoda pareshan sa ho gaya ki mujhe pata bhi nahi tha aurkoi meri wajah se itna kuch sahan kar raha tha . Meri kya halat thi main byan nahi kar sakta. Maine kushal kahaath tham liya, maine uski ore dekha woh dukhitha aur uski aankhe jara nam thi. Maine uske dono gaalon ko apne dono haatho se pakda aur uska chehra uthaya toh woh meri ore dekhne laga. main aage bada aur halke se uske honthon ko chum liyawoh khamosh raha kuch nahi bola maine fir seuske honthon ko chuma aur use gale se laga liya. Mujhe nahi pata ye maine kyon kiya. Par maine use apne gale se lagakar use kas kar apni chaati se laga liya. woh bhi mere gale se laga aur mujh se lipat gaya.

Kuch der tak aise hi lipta raha fir mere chehre ko usne apne haathon main liya aur mere chehre ko chumne laga. Kabhi meri gaalon ko chumta kabhi meri peshani ko kabhi mere hontho par. Kafi der tak woh mere chahre ko chumta raha fir usne mere hontho ko kiss karna shuru kar diya. mujhe bhi jaane kya hua aur main uska saath dene laga.Ek bahut lambi kiss thi woh kariban 5-7 minute ki. Aisa laga mano jaise ki apni 12 saalon ki pyas ko bhujhana chahta ho.

Kiss karte karte usne mujhe bed par leta diya. Aur fir woh meri gardan ke paas mujhe kiss karne laga.usne meri shirtuttari aur meri chest ko chumne laga. Woh meri chest ko kiss karta raha fir dheere dheere neeche ki ore badne laga. Merinabhi ke paas chumte chumte usne mere barmuda uttar diya aur meri jaango ko chumne laga. Woh mujhe iss kadar chum raha tha ki mere pure badan main shar sharahat ho rahi thi mera cock puri tarah se kada ho gaya tha. uske baad usne meri under wear ko neeche kiya aur mere cock ke aas paas chumne laga aur fir apne muh main le liya. woh mere cock ko suck karne laga. Suck karte karte kuch der baad i was about to discharge toh maine apna cock bahar nikal liya.Main thanda pad gaya. Woh utha aur mere paas aakar late gaya. Usne apne kapde uttard diye aur mujhse lipat gaya.

Woh beech beech main mujhe chumta ja raha tha. Woh mujhe itna pyar kar raha tha ki main byan nahi kar sakta. Woh kuch aise behave kar raha tha jaise ki pagal ho gaya ho main bhi uske iss pagal pan main bahta chala gaya aur uska saath deta chala gaya. Maine usko apni bahoon main bhar liya. Main uski kamar ko uske badan ko sahla raha tha. Usne apne hathoon se mere hathon ko pakda aur apni ass ke paas le gaya aur apni ass ke paas lakar chod diya. Ab main uski ass ko sahlane laga. Maine dheere dheere apne haathoon ko aur neeche le gaya aur uske ass hole ko touch karne laga. Woh itne main kada hua aur dressing table se vesline le aaya aur usne kuch vesline nikali aur mere cock par laga di. Maine us se poocha ki condom nahi hai usne kaha nahi mujhe condom use nahi karna.

Main uske upar aa gaya use kiss karne laga. Kiss karte karte neeche aaya aur uske taango ko upar uthakar apne kandho par rakh diya. Fir kuch vesline lekar uski ass par lagai aur fir dheere se apna cock uski ass main dalne laga. Uski ass ek virgin ass thi kafi tight isliye usko jara muskil ho rahi thi. Par maine bade aaram aaram se ander dala aur fir kuch der ke liye ruk gaya. Uski ander ki softness ko main apne cock par feel kar raha tha aur ander ki garmahat ka maja le raha tha. Kuch der aise rakhne ke baad maine uski taango ko aage ki taraf jhuka diya uski ass jara upar ko ho gayi fir maine halke halke dhake maarne shuru kiye. Uske muh se aah ki aawaje nikal rahi thi. Main jara ruk jata aur use kiss karne lagta fir dhakke marne lagta. Kuch der main maine ander hi discharge kar diya Aur fir hum doobara se ek saath late gaye.

Puri raat aise hi chalta raha hum khamoshi se ek doosre se chipte rahe ya fir ek doosre ki aankhon main dekhte rahe. us raat main maine use teen baar fuck kiya. Aur aise hi saari raat nikal gayi hum ek minute ke liye bhi nahi soye.Subah hui hum bistar se uthe ek saath baath liya. Bahar aakar maine kapde pahne usne chai banai humne chai pi aur main nikal pada. Aane se pahle gale mile ek lambi si kiss aur maine kaha ki aaj tumhne mujhe paa liya aur maine tumhari hasrat puri kar di.

Kushal se mil kar aane ke baad main use miss kar raha tha. Par mujhe samajh main nahi aa raha tha ki main sach main kushal ko hi miss kar raha hoon ya bahut samay ke baad kisi apne se mil kar bichad raha hoon isliye aise lag raha hai. main apne dil ko tatolne laga ki main wakai main kushal ko miss kar raha tha ki ya dil ke kisi kone main ye ahsaas anuraag ke liye hi tha.

Anuraag ko neeta ( anuraag aur neeta ke baare main, maine pahle bhi aapko bata chuka hoon) ke haathon main saunp kar toh main aa gaya tha par use bhulna mere liye ashambhav ho gaya tha. use ke baigair jeena mere liya bahut muskil ho raha tha. hamesha uske khyalo main khoya rahta tha. jab tak India main tha toh kam se kam use dekh toh paa raha tha par ab doosre desh main doosron ke beech woh aur bhi jyada yaad aa raha tha. uske baigair bistar mujhe kaatne ko karta tha. kai raaten maine akhon-akhon main hi bita di thi. main har par uske liye taras raha tha. ek-ek pal mujhepahad sa lag rahatha. maine apne aap ko puri tarah se kaam main dubo diya tha par fir bhi shaam hone par ghar toh lautna hi hota tha. main apne dard ko jitna dabane ki koshish karta woh uttna hi ubhar kar bahar aa jata. Maine apna contact number bhi change kar liya. Taaki koi mujhe contact na kar sake. Main sabse cut ke door ho jana chahta tha. bahut muskilion se maine apne dil ko sambhala tha. par kushal se milkar aane ke baad mere ghav fir se hare ho gaye they.

Main kuch khoya- khoya sa tha. main apne dil ko yehi dilasa de raha tha ki main kushal ko hi miss kar raha hoon. Main ye maan ne ke liye tyar nahi tha ki ye ahsaas anuraag ke liye hai. aur ye hi samajhai raha ki main kushal ko chahne laga hoon. Ek baar mann main aaya ki kushal ko sab kuch bata doon. Par fir khyal aaya ki woh ek shaadi suda ladka hai. meri wajah se kahin uski basi basai jindagi kharab na ho jaaye.

par meri aur kushal ki kahani shayad yahan khatam nahi honi thi. Kariban 2 saal baad, USA main, ek din kuch trainees ko main lecture dene ke liye gaya hua tha, meri normal duties ke allawa mujhe kabhi kabhi trainees ko training bhi deni padti thi. Kariban 12-15 trainees they, aur different countries se aaye hue they. hamari company ki branches different countries main hain isliye iss tarah ke traning program hote rahte they. iss baar bhi kuch trainees 3-4 ke group main two weeks training ke liye aaye hue they. Jaise hi main trainees se mila, mera chehra khil utha, un trainees main kushal bhi tha jo india se yahan aaya hua tha. Sabke saath formal introduction ke baad kuch project ke baare main brief kiya aur main chala gaya. Jaane se pahle maine kushal ko bulaya aur kaha ki lunch time main mujhe mile. Main uska wait kar raha hoon.

Main apne cabin main chala gaya, cabin main jakar main sirf kushal ko yaad karta raha. Mujhe sirf lunch hone ka intejaar tha. Lunch break hua aur kushal mujhse milne aaya. Usne mere cabin ke door par knock kiya aur ander aane ki permission maangi, maine dekha ki door par kushal kada hai main apni seat se utha use ander bulaya, darwaja band kiya aur use gale se laga liya aur poocha ki kaise ho. Ghar main sab thik thak, kitno dino baad mile ho wagrah wagrah. Woh kuch shaant raha, jara chup chup. Maine kaha chalo yahaan se chalte hain kahin aur jakar baat karenge aur bahar nikal pade. Wahan se seedhe hum ek restaurant main gaye, wahan jakar maine 2 coffee order ki aur us se uska haal janne laga.

Kya baat hai kuch murjhaye hue ho, sab thik hai, kya ghar walon ne maaf kiya, aana jana shuru hua ya nahi. Kushal bola haan bhi aur nahin bhi. Maine poocha iska matlab, kushal ne bataya ki last time jab aap se mulakat hui thi us samay kaamini apne sister se milne gayi hui thi maine kahan mujhe yaad hai. kushal bola ki wahan se aate hue kaamini ki car ka accident ho gaya tha . Mujhe hospital se phone aaya ki uska accident ho gaya hai aur woh serious condition main hain, main bhagte hue hospital pahuncha, hospital main dekha ki mere parents aur kaamini ke parents pahle se pahunche hue hain. Main unhe wahan dekh kar surprise rah gaya ki woh wahan kaise pahunche. Kaamini ICU main thi maine seedhe us se milne ICU main pahuncha, woh kafi serious thi, usne mujhse kaha ki usne mere aur apne parents ko bulaya hai.

Woh boli ki maine mummy papa se baat ki hai aurun sub ne hamen maaf kar diya hai itna kah kar woh behosh ho gayi. Thodi der baad doctor ne aa kar hamen bataya ki kaamini ab nahi rahi. Meri duniya hi ujad gayi.mere aur uske parents ne hamen maaf toh kar diya tha par ab mujhe unki maafi ki koi jaroorat nahi thi. maine unse saaf kah diya ki aap log yahan se chalejaayen mujhe naab aap ki jaroorathai aur na hi tumhaari maafi ki. ab meri kaaminihi nahi rahi toh main tumhaari maafi lekar kya karunga. Main abhi bhi usi flat main kamini ki yaadoon ke saath rahta hoon. Yeh kahte kahte kushal ki aankho nam ho gayi aur mere aankho se bhi aanshun tapak pade. Maine uske aanshu poonche aur use gale se laga liya. Woh fut fut ke ro pada.

Mujhe bada bura lag raha tha ki mainUske bure samay mainuske saath nahi tha. Kuch der tak hum chup chap baithe rahe fir main kushal ko tassli dene laga. ki kisi ke jaane se jindagi khatam nahi hoti. jaane wale to chale jaate hain aur mar ka chut jaate hain par hum jo peeche rah jaate hain unke liye jeena muskil kar dete hain. par sab ka ek nischit samay hai aane aur jaane ka har koi akela aaya hai aur akela hi jaayega. koi kisi ke saath nahi jata. tumhe nirash nahi hona chahiye. agar tum dukhe rahoge toh kya kaamini ki aatma tumhe dekhar khus rah paayegi. woh kabhi bhi nahi chahegi ki tum jab bhi yaad karo tumhaari aankhon main aanshu aa jaayen. woh toh ye chahti hogi ki tum use hamesha hans kar yaad karo. coffee peekar hum dono wahan se office ke liye nikal pade.

kushal ki kahani sunkar main bahut dukhi tha maine use apne saath rahne ke liye kaha. Do weeks ki training ke dauraan woh lagbhag har samay mere saath tha. office main bhi aur ghar par bhi. Dheere-dheere main uske chehre par ek halki si muskaan ko dekhne laga. jab usko pahle din dekha tha toh lag raha tha ki jaise woh jeena hi bhul gaya hai par ab uske chehre ki muskaan wapas aane lagi thi. mujhe laga ki agar use ek support mile toh woh fir se jee uthega aur khil kar mahkne lagega.

Kisi apne ko khone ka dard kya hota hai main isse achche se jaanta hoon kyonki maine ek nahi kai baar kisi apne ko khoya tha. isliye kushal kis daur se gujar raha tha main us ka andaja laga sakta tha. woh ek baar bikhar kar sambhala tha aur kaamini ke jaane se fir bhikhar gaya tha. main use fir se bhikarte hue nahi dekh sakta tha. abhi umar hi kya thi uski aur itne kam samay main kitna kuch bhugat chukka tha. Fir koi bhi nahi tha uske paas jo uska dhyan rakhta uski care karta. Apno ke saath toh woh pahle hi rishte tod chukka tha. mujhe uski bahut chinta ho rahi thi. mujhe samajh main nahi aa raha tha ki main kya karun.

Woh ek baar meri wajah se bahut kuch jhel chukka tha. isliye mujhe uska dard aur bhi peeda de raha tha. iss se pahle bhi main jaane anjaane uske dard ki wajah ban chukka tha aur ye hi dard meri wajah se neeta bhi sah chuki thi. neeta ke ghavon par toh main apne snah ki baaris nahi kar saka tha par ab kushal ko bhikharne se rokne ke liye maine uske jeewan main kadam rakhne ka faisla kar liya.

Maine aur kushal lunch par gaye hue they maine use bataya ki india main us se milne ke baad main uske baare main kya feel kar raha tha maine kaha kiJab main tumse milkar wapas aaya toh main sirf tumhare baare main hi sochne laga. Tum rah rah kar mujhe yaad aate rahe. Us raat jo kuch bhi hua main use bhula nahi paa raha tha. Tum mere baare main aisa sochte they ye soch soch kar mujhe tum par pyar aa raha tha. Shuru shuru main toh mujhe laga ki main wasna se garst ho gaya hoon. Aur samay ke saath saath ye mere dimag se nikal jayega par aisa nahi hua aur mujhe tumhari kahi hui har baat yaad aane lagi aur mujhe pareshan karne lagi. kai baar socha ki tumhe phone karun tumhe bataaon par kabhi himmat nahi hui aur fir iss baat ka khyal aaya ki tum ek shadi suda ho aur meri iss baat se tumhari married life main asar padega.

lekin ab main tumse kuch kahna chahta hoon Pata nahi ye sab tumhen kahna chahiye ya nahi mujhe nahi maloom .kya tum apni saari jindagi mere saath gujar sakte ho. kushal ke chehre main muskaan aa gayi. Woh khusi se khil utha. Main uske chehre ki taraf dekh raha tha usne meri aankho main dekha aur bager samay khoye ekdam haan kah diya. aur fir mujhe gale laga liya.main uski ki khusi ko mehsoos karraha thauski khushi uske ke chehre par saaf jhalak rahi thi. Two weeks ki training thi, training ke baad kushal ne one month ki chutti le li. Maine India office main phone karwa kar uski chutti grant karwa di. Humne kariban dedh maheena saath bithaya iss dauran maine apne contacts se kushal ke US ki kuch companies main interviews conduct karwa diye. Hamne US main hi saath rahne ka irada kar liya. Ye dedh mahina kaise beetapata hi nahi chala aur fir woh india chala gaya fir se lautne ke liye.Kuch dino baad use ek company se job offer mila aur saari formalities ke baad woh US aa gaya. Aur hum saath saath rahne lage.

Main bhi jeewan ke registhan main chalte-chalte thak gaya tha aur mujhe bhi ek chanv ke talash thi. fir mujhe agar mera pyar nahi mila toh iska matlab ye nahi ki kisi aur ko bhi uska pyar na mile. Aur Fir ek ye hi tarika tha khusal ke kushal rahne ka. Kushal ek achcha ladka tha main use pasand karta tha. aur mujhe pata tha ki main bhi dheere-dheere use pyar karne lagungga. Use khus dekh kar mujhe bahut khusi hoti thi. uske khele chehre ko dekh kar main apne gham bhul gaya aur anuraag se bichdne ka gham kam hote-hote khatam ho gaya. mujhe pata hi nahi chala ki kab usne mere dil main anuraag ki jagah le li. Ab main use pyar karne laga hoon. aur woh mere jeene ka sahara ban gaya hai ab uske baigair jeena asambhav sa lagta hai. aaj itne saal saath rahne ke baad lagta hai ki shyad mujhe kushal ke liye hi banaya gaya tha. kushal tak pahuchne main mujhe samay jaroor laga par kushal hi meri manjil thi.


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