My Thoughts

My Thoughts

Status: Finished

Genre: Romance

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Status: Finished

Genre: Romance

Summary

Her different cues and how she does what she does.

Summary

Her different cues and how she does what she does.

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Submitted: January 30, 2017

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Submitted: January 30, 2017

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has so many little ways to make me return her gentle and sincere smile; you would think she’s When I see her, her smile, her breathy whisper like laughter, she is the sweetest, cutest thing in the world. But, there is also her other side, though it doesn’t show itself often or manifest in a very noticeable way it’s there even if you don’t notice it. One would think that the things I find cute and the things I find sexy are total opposites, but apparently, they can be the same person.

When she is giddy with happiness or glee, she will make this sound that is kind of like a muffled, extremely stifled scream. It resembles the sound boiling water makes but much quieter. She smiles with her eyes closed, which looks weird on the outside but is actually a gesture of happiness and love for her. Haha, she says she adopted the habit from her cats, she said it’s their way of smiling and kissing you because they’re happy. She also has a habit of tilting her head slightly to the side when she smiles, especially with her eyes closed or when she’s feeling nostalgic or bittersweet. She entirely made up of the stuff. But it turns out that she also experiences a range of emotions with the same intensity, though it’s hard to tell from the outside.

She hides her sadness so well, even from herself, it seems to disappear as she pushes it away and ignores it. She may eventually cry once or twice after bottling it up for a while, or she’ll forget it even existed in the first place. When she’s mad it could go two ways: one is she will stifle it to the best of her ability, or two: she will let it show that she’s annoyed with you ever so slightly and you’re left to interpret her movements alone. I don’t even think she knows how to deal with her anger, much less express it in a healthier manner. So she just is how she is, and that’s fine with me. She can be how she is or begin to mature more, either way doesn’t affect my emotions towards her.

And then we are left with one of her most interesting emotions: L-U-S-T. The way she expresses her lustful thoughts and feelings depends. She can either quietly think about her fantasies, she may even write them down for later. Perhaps she’ll experience them on her own or maybe even without my knowing; while in bed with me. But she tends to tell me about what comes to her mind, and we try to recreate them, adding in my own pleasure is something she almost always makes sure of for certain. She is always considerate of me, just as she said in our vow; I will always be in her mind and train of thought weather I want to be or not.

She is greatly affected by my actions as well, I don’t know all of the things that set her off about me but I do like how I affect her. Ha, I could just be sitting there and if I look at her she suddenly becomes some sort of being that I am unfamiliar with but want to know more of in the best possible way. And I suppose I can recount a few situations where I was also that way, with her being more accepting rather than curious. Sometimes I think she thinks she knows everything in the world about me and I’m not opposed to that. It’s like, even if she wasn’t expecting it, she just flows right along with whatever I come up with and somehow does exactly what I want her to even if I don’t tell her.

We were in our backyard and she was sitting next to the pool with her legs in the water, I guess she was lost in thought because she had this far away look on her face as she stared off into the distance. And I suddenly realized, oh. She looks really tempting right now. So, my body moved on its own and I walked across the stucco floor as the sun shone down upon the white ground. All at once, I turned her head to face mine and kissed her passionately as my tongue familiarly moved its way into her mouth. She reciprocated my passion at equal strength but I didn’t relent. I grabbed her right wrist with a little force and held her to the ground and she immediately switched tactics from equal to submissive, retracting her tongue back slightly and made the strength in her arms weaker without fully relaxing on purpose. How does she know? It’s like she it finely tuned to me somehow and I want to know how, damn it!

I pulled my head away just enough for our mouths to part and for us to breathe. “How do you do that?” I asked demandingly, she gave me a wary, seemingly innocent look, still playing in her role she asked: “What do you mean?” with a unknowingly fake ‘please don’t hurt me’ look in her eyes with a hint of playfulness creeping ever so slightly through her eyes. “That, that!” I exclaimed, “How do you know? You always know and adjust so quickly to what I want. How. Do. You. Know?” I asked both bewildered and demanding. Her act dissolved into a atmosphere of full on playful demon and she shoved me away, and then pulled me back. She had switched our positions and she had one way or another twisted my arms above my head and was holding them in place with her forearm, pinning them down. I was suddenly aware of her knee directly between my legs, she leaned in closer to me with our eyes so close I could feel the emotions coming out of and connecting with her hazel eyes connecting to my light green ones. My breath caught as she opened her mouth, “maybe I’m just that obsessed with you that I spend all my time thinking about the ways you might act and I should respond. Every. Day”. Fear crossed my eyes. ‘Oh God. I’ve married a sociopath’ I thought as I remembered I had to breathe and took a shaky breath.

She noticed my terror and her eyes and demeanor softened, she chuckled gently and her breath tickled my neck as she spoke, “I didn’t mean to frighten you”. She pulled away and sat back up as she looked in the other direction. I sat back up feeling a slight sense of loss. I looked away wondering what I was afraid of and still feeling wet from the feeling of her leg between mine. She turned her head over to me with a blank stare, she casually and swiftly ran her nail up my spine. I shuddered in and out in ecstasy as if a cold chill had gone down my spine. I heard her chuckle and felt a hot presence directly behind me, “I still know how to make you hot and bothered down there though, right?” she asked in a sultry voice. She bit my ear and held its edge as she licked it with her tongue while it was still in between her teeth. I think my entire body must have turned a shade of red at that point because I could feel my body heat up as if in response to her question. She wrapped her arms around me from behind, my center chest and breasts were on fire and my nether regions felt indescribably good with a mix of burning pleasure that was so hot it felt cold and this was just the beginning as my breath became heavy and moist.

I felt her arms that were wrapped around my neck and chest, I felt her left arm sink lower onto my waist just above my right hip. I felt myself stringing and trying to hold it back as best I could without losing this feeling of absolute pleasure. “I-If you go any lower… I won’t be able to hold it back!” I relayed my worry. “Don’t worry, I’ll go slowly” she said and made good on her promise. I could feel her carefully finding the right pace at which to move, enough to drive it, but not push it over the edge. She stimulatingly traced the crease of my leg and groin with her fingernail gently gliding over that area. She put two fingers to my mouth and I separated them with my tongue, coating them in saliva. I felt her head lean closer and she kissed my neck then continued to suck on my neck, licking and grazing it with her teeth. She continued to explore my mouth with her fingers, tasting like salt and metal.

I felt I was getting close and she slowed to a stop and pulled her fingers out of my mouth. She slid her fingers down from my chin to my left breast and circled my nipple with warm spit, leaving a trail. She continued to run her fingers down my abdomen and finally slowed and circled my clitoris and kneaded it. “Ngh..” I moaned, starting up my burning sensation once again as she continued downward and upward, stroking me. Everything burned and felt so good at the same time! Knowing I was hitting my climax, she pushed her fingers into me at just the right time and opened it with her other two fingers and my back arced in response. My breathing held for a moment and I had an second orgasm

 

 

 

 

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Lizzy Carton


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