Letter to an absent master.

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: General Erotica  |  House: Booksiesilk Classic Group


He had chosen not to see her any longer. He had chosen not to communicate with her in any way. It hurt her terribly and she felt she would not get over it. How could someone discard a loving person so callously? How could anyone do that? Well, he had done it, he had been able to do it without qualms so that proved she had a lot to learn.

 

She had to learn love was not always part of the territory, she had to learn it meant little or nothing to some people, be these doms, subs, or just vanilla ones. And during this process,she learnt it meant something to her and that it was more than “just something”, it meant a lot. 

 

As she started to heal, she decided to write a letter, a letter to the absent dom. She got pen and paper and this is what she wrote:

 

Dear absent dom, 

I am writing this letter you may never read but the Universe will. I am writing this letter you never asked for because you only asked for my body and its responses but I could have given you more, only that I had no chance to do that.

I understand that your world is far more sophisticated than I could ever comprehend and that you have needs I can´t satisfy, not because of any reluctance on my part but because of your choice of not having to do with me any longer.

I can´t say it has not hurt me, it did and a great deal. It has made me question my worth and my attractiveness, my values and self-confidence. And through this hard blow, I have emerged, bleeding but also winning. Winning in self-confidence, in resilience, in self-love.

Because you see, in loving you so much I had forgotten to love myself, in obeying your rules I had forgotten to obey my own and this I learnt painfully, crying and crying over memories.

This is the letter you will not read, once beloved master. I used to be proud to be your sub but through this discard, I could only be ashamed. How could I trust again, how could I believe you again? How could I expect aftercare and guidance when you were yourself lost?

This is my letter of relief, my letter of forgiveness, to you and to myself. And now I shall burn it and scatter its ashes to the winds of memory.

Your lost sub.


Submitted: June 28, 2020

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Amy F. Turner

Lovely as always. The sub here shows remarkable growth. And so the sub is free to find a more worthy master for all the sub may give.

Sun, June 28th, 2020 9:22pm

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Thank you so much, Amy! I am so glad I conveyed the message well! Love, Lizzie.

Sun, June 28th, 2020 4:13pm

Sarah C

Beautiful writing! I really enjoyed this.

Sun, June 28th, 2020 10:49pm

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Thank you so much, Sarah C.!Love, Lizzie.

Sun, June 28th, 2020 4:12pm

DampKitten

Jeeze, I thought she would put the letter up on a billboard with his picture. I'm sure somebody at the office would have reminded him to call.

I saw this old movie once...it had Glen Close and Michael Douglas when they were young and energetic. I can't remember the name of it, but Michael's character was married and having an affair with Glen Close. He decided to cut things off. All I remember her saying to him was, "I'm not going to be ignored!" Then she boiled his rabbit. That kind of shit will get a guy's attention.

Okay, I'm writing from a psych ward. I admit that...

Mon, June 29th, 2020 3:00am

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Hmmm...the movie you are talking about is "Fatal attraction". She does not boil his rabbit, she boils his little daughter¨s rabbit. So, not only she murders an innocent animal but she pains an innocent child. Those two actions make me hate this woman!
My sub would not do that, she would suffer with dignity and go on with her life, for sure. She burns the letter as a symbol of the passion she once held for him.
Thanks for reading and commenting, dear Damp Kitten. Love, Lizzie.

Sun, June 28th, 2020 11:59pm

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