the way to the hearts deep based on true events

the way to the hearts deep based on true events the way to the hearts deep based on true events

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Status: Finished

Genre: Romance

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This is a story based on true events. Its my love story. Please excuse the misspelled words and the bit of confusion. I was in a hurry to get it finished and my phone won't let me go back to fix anything. So please bear with my stories until I figure this all out. Thanks for your patience. Enjoy.

Summary

This is a story based on true events. Its my love story. Please excuse the misspelled words and the bit of confusion. I was in a hurry to get it finished and my phone won't let me go back to fix anything. So please bear with my stories until I figure this all out. Thanks for your patience. Enjoy.

Chapter1 (v.1) - the way to the hearts deep based on true events

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This is a story based on true events. Its my love story.

Chapter Content - ver.1

Submitted: September 07, 2012

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I met my now husband sometime during the winter in 2009, and this is the story of our love, the good bad and ugly.

I was dating someone at the time, maybe I thought it was love, maybe I didn't even care. What I knew for sure was that persons friend was named Kenny and I wanted him. My intentions were merely to sleep with him, I thought he was sexy.Kenny came over to party because I had just gotten my GED and I wanted to have some fun to celebrate. He came over with his girlfriend and we all started drinking. I would glance over at Kenny from time to time during the whole night and a few times I seen him looking at me too. At the time, somehow, I knew he and I would end up getting together. How I knew this I don't know, but fate seemed to be pretty sure about it. The party was fun but I was frantically trying to find a way to get his cell phone number and talk to him. That's the first time fate stepped in. A few days later the person I was dating gave me his number and told me to text him for something. I did and after that it all came into play for my benefit. A few days passed and I got a text message from him, it was a chain text, asking what I would do to him if noone would find out. Well needless to say I answered honestly. I sent the chain message back to him and got a similar response. We both wanted to have sex, but that was it. We were in it for the experience and the experience only, it was mutual. I was overjoyed but confused, we had to figure out how to do it without who we were dating at the time finding out. We talked about it on and off for weeks. Everyday of the week he would come over to see me and we would drink and ride around. Of course we were never alone that didn't matter though. We would ignore everyone else who was with us and talk to each other. We talked about each others likes and dislikes. We found out alot about each other. We would ride around untilled 3a.m. sometimes later just drinking and having fun. We would text each other all day when he couldn't come over. We would always end up talking about sex before the conversation was over. This went on for a few months, my 18th birthday came and I had a party. Kenny bought me a whole carton of my favorite cigarettes. It didn't look like a big deal to the people around us but somehow as small as it was it meant alot to me. After awhile I actually started wanting more than just sex, I wanted a relationship with him. When I texted him confessing my feelings he surprised me by telling me he felt the same way. All we had to do in order to be together was get rid of who we were dating. Seems simple right? Wrong, I went about telling his girlfriend he was cheating on her and they soon broke up. Moving her out of his grandmas house was a fifteenth story. It took 2 weeks to get her to get all of her stuff out. Now it was my turn, I had to get out of person I was dating house without being noticed. So we planned how all of this would work. We would simply sneak off together. Not so easy eaither. The person I was dating was always around, never left for a minute. Kenny and I started getting discouraged by the whole thing. Then fate stepped in a second time, the person I was dating went out to get their family something for Easter. So I got on the phone and called Kenny. He came to the trailer court where I was and parked on the other side so noone would see him while I hurried to pack my things. I grabbed some clothes and personal stuff in a small bag and ran out the front door almost getting caught by the persons step dad. I finally got out of the trailer and ran for it. I seen his truck and jumped in. On the ride to his friends house where we would hide out for a few hours was awkward. We would spend every waking hour texting each other and spending time together, but we were never alone, so eaither of us knew what to think. It was a quiet ride until we got to Kenny's friend rick's house. When he parked the truck we pretty much jumped on each other. We were kissing for about 10 minutes then decided we had better get into the house before we were seen. We spent time getting high at ricks until dark. I was going to stay with Kenny the night but his grandma couldn't find out about it until he could talk to her. He pulled in his grandmas garage and told me to walk around the house to the first window and he would open the window so I could climb through. As o was waiting at the window hoping to god that it was the right window, I heard a door close and I looked up at Tue window and seen Kenny opening it gesturing for me to come in but I had to be quiet. I finally got through the window. I put my pink and white striped bag next to his dresser and sat on his bed. A few awkward minutes passed and we heard footsteps commingle down Tue hall. He had a small cabinet that was empty, so I climbed in it and hid. I could hear his grandma talking to him, all the while thinking that she sounded scary as hell. She asked him whose bag was next to his dresser and he replied that it was his, however it was pink and white. I truer not to laugh for the sake of getting caught. She finally left and I climbed out of the cabinet. All of that night we had sex probably 10 times until we got to tired to do anything. The next morning was a breeze everyone was at work so I didn't have to hide. That day I got to meet his mom, and come to find out that she is the sweetest woman ever. I also met his younger sister and his older sister and his nieces. I was starting to fall in love with him and it scared me. So I started texting my ex and eventually went back, leaving Kenny behind without knowing what went wrong. I was so confused I didn't know what I wanted. Withen 3 weeks I moved from my ex to Kenny's 3 times. The 3rd time was a charm, so we thought. Thing went good for 2 years. I wasn't ready for love so I kept my guard up the whole time, not allowing my heart to fall for him any further. I became good friends with his 2 sisters. His nieces loved me, they are the best kids. I never liked kids till I met them. Ken and I started talking about having a child of our own, and failed miserably , but it didn't matter what mattered was that we were together and we were happy. Of course there was drama. Me fighting with his ex. Him fighting with mine.it was the normal drama for people who left whom they were with for each other. Kenny loved me so much that he would do almost anything for me. I can't say I loved him like that at the time, o promised myself I would never fall for someone because I seen alot of bad stuff happen with my moms relationships and I didn't want that for myself. Ever. So I didn't allow my heart to completely open for him. It was hard trying to get his grandma on my side. She loved his ex and wanted him with her because she thought that was what was best for him. He knew better though, so sue and I never really seen eye to eye. Kenny was having a real hard time trying to get a job, on account of eaither he hated the job or the people who he worked with. And one day his uncle called and said he needed help on his chicken farm, Kenny came to love it there, he gathered eggs and worked on big trucks and trailers, something he knew of his whole life. So he enjoyed it a lot. His uncle had a horse trailer that had a living quarters in it. It sounds bad but it was actually pretty nice. We decided to move in it until we could afford a home of our own. We dreamed of having a house on a hill over looking a beautiful farm. We truely believed that dream would come true one day. I started helping Kenny gather eggs and work on some of the I was taught how to ride a horse. I always talked about how I used to smoke Meth and how Kenny would love it. He had truer coke before and I never did. So for fun we decided to do some coke, we couldn't find any needless to say. But in a turn of events his cousin had some Meth so we all got jacked up together. Kenny was sick the whole night but I felt amazing. Like I could take over the whole world if I wanted to. A few days passed and Kenny said he wanted to try it again to see if it would have the smash effect as the last time, well it didn't. He felt great. We would stay up all night jacked out of our minds and talk about our problems for hours on end then we would have amazing sex. Sex feels so good when your on it. This went on for awhile and we both started to get hooked on Meth. I didn't like who we were becoming so I suggested we quit. Kenny agreed but we never did quit. We both liked the feeling of being jacked up. We both became monsters, we would fight all the time. We met a few of Kenny's old friends who also smoked Meth so we started doing it with them to have people to talk to while we were on it. Kenny would go off hunting with the guy and I would stay and chat with the girl. Me and the girl became good friends. One day she mentioned that Kenny told the guy he didn't trust me and told him to tell the girl to keep an eye on me. Well that comment mixeded with the Meth didn't settle too good with me. She convinced me that he was controlling, which he wasn't at all he just worried. After a while of brainwashing I decided to call it quits and move on. We both still saw each other from time to time and we both still smoked Meth I started to become somewhat of a slut. I would sleep with someone because I was lacking the emotion I felt with Kenny. One day I decided I had enough I wanted Kenny back, I missed him so much. He and I moved into my moms trailer together and told my mom not to let her come to the trailer. We were still somewhat friends bit not though. While Kenny was at his grandmas a old friend of the family came to my moms, well I was still on Meth. And still very undecided about Kenny and my relationship so I slept with him. I can't say why or what I was thinking because looking back I have no idea. And I also can't use drugs or relationship problems as an excuse. Things with Kenny and I went down hill from there. He had no idea what I did, but the guilt made me not want to be with him anymore, I suppose it was being ashamed. I couldn't find a way to tell him it was over without hurting him again so I just started talking to people behind his back. One day the stress and coming down off Meth. Got to me and I snapped on Kenny. I told him it was over and when he was packing I threw a bowl of hot noodles on him and slapped him and cussed him. Before he left I told him if he didn't talk to me I would cut my throat. I had a knife up to my throat while I said it. I was so confusefuesd that I started to contradict myself. I didn't have a clue as to what I wanted. He did leave and we didn't speak for a while. When we did we fought. We finally decided to completely stop talking when I started dating someone. I would text him and say awful things. I wasn't completely. Off Meth. But I was trying to stop. 4 long months went by and I started drivedrinking because I couldn't stop thinking about Kenny. I broke up with the person I was with on a drunk raged night and emailed Kenny telling him I wanted him back. He came to pick me up and I stayed with him for a week but it didn't feel right so I left and went to my moms and started seeing my ex again. Things got rough with us and I decided I was going to be single. So we broke up once again. While partying I was pretty trashed I decided to email Kenny again. I wanted one more shot. He agreed but we were going to go slow. His family hated me but what did I expect? A few months went by and thing were going good we were happy and I was starting to come around with his family. About 5 months went by and he proposed. I of course said yes. We got married 6 months later. And to this day I am the happiest girl in the world. Kenny is my heart and soul. He is my life. He is the air I breathe. I regret alot of things I done to him in the past but seeing how much we love each other and how much we overcame and how I finally let my heart open for him, well I have to say all the bullshit was worth it.


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