Where am I? I look around the room; at least, I think it’s a room. There doesn’t appear to be any walls, or a roof. It was just white, all around me. Was I even in a room? The floor felt kind of spongy. I started to walk, because what else was I going to do?
I felt like I had been walking for hours. Strangely though, I wasn’t aching. Even without my walker, my legs felt light as a feather. I had no pain in my knees, and my back felt fine. What was going on? I heard a noise in the distance. It was kind of like voices babbling.
I walked toward the sound. I came across a group of people. Some stood around, while others sat on chairs, which appeared to be invisible. I walked over to a woman, who was stood leaning on a transparent table. Just like the chairs, it seemed to not even be there.
“Can you help me?”
She pulled out what looked like an I pad.
“Here, this will keep you occupied while you wait”
“Wait for what?”
“Wait for whoever is coming to meet you”
I frowned at her.
“OH, I see, you don’t know. Then you won’t need this”
She took back the pad, and came around the table.
“Please follow me”
She smiled; she led the way toward a door I hadn’t even noticed. She knocked, and it opened straight away. I followed her into a room. This was definitely a room; it had pictures on the wall, a lamp hanging from the ceiling. I instantly felt at ease. Then I realised, this was home.
I started to smile; it was like seeing an old friend after many years. The memories started to flood back. The lady, who had led me here, touched my arm.
“Jessica, take a seat, I’ll be right outside if you need anything”
I was too lost in nostalgia to care, so I just nodded. I walked over to the couch, and as I sat down, so did somebody else. I glanced over to see Ash, my best friend, sitting next to me. Ashley Howard, the one boy I had always loved. I was somehow living this memory, he was here.
“So, what are we watching, not some slushy girly shit I hope”
I sighed and laughed.
“No, I downloaded Die Hard”
He kissed my cheek.
“And that is why I love you”
My heart melted. I wanted to say it back, but I was scared. He had never indicated for one second that he fancied me. We sat and watched the film in silence. We were 16 years old; I had known Ash since I was 3, and loved him every day of my life.
I reached for some popcorn, and so did he. Our hands touched, and he turned to face me.
“Would you come to prom with me?”
He blurted out. I was sure he would ask Hazel, they had been dating for a while.
“What about Hazel?”
“I’d rather go with you”
“But you’re dating Hazel”
“I’d rather be dating you”
He mumbled, hanging his head.
I stood up.
“Ash, what did you just say?”
He stood too.
“I said I’d rather be dating you”
I was so shocked, I slapped his arm. He frowned, and started to rant at me.
“What the fuck Jess, why did you hit me, that bloody hurt, I’m sorry I…”
I interrupted his annoyance by grabbing hold of him, and kissing him. At first I think he was too surprised to respond. But I took it that he didn’t want to kiss me. I pushed him away and ran upstairs to my room, crying on my bed. He followed me up.
“Jess, please don’t cry”
He sat down next to me.
“Just leave me alone, you don’t want to kiss me, that is fine”
“But I do”
I sat up, snot and tears covering my face. He laughed.
“Even covered with all that shit, you are still the most beautiful girl I know. I’ve always liked you Jess, you just surprised me”
He used the corner of his shirt to wipe my face.
“Shall we try again?”
He smiled. He stroked my face, and moved in closer. This time, he kissed me. I lay back, taking him with me. I’d kissed a few boys, but never in my life did I think I could feel like this. It was passionate, sexy, hot and perfect. His hands skimmed over my back, gripping onto my jumper.
“Your mum and dad could come back soon”
I pushed at his shoulders, and climbed over his legs, pinning him down.
“So, should I stop?”
He pulled my body on top of his, gripping my face.
He grinned. We kissed for a while longer. He had his hands on my ass, when we heard the front door close. We both jumped up, and I opened the door. I quickly put on some music, and sat at my desk. I realised Ash was just sitting on the edge of the bed, looking rather sheepishly at me.
I frowned, and he motioned to his lap. I realised what he was saying, just as mum popped her head around the door frame.
“Hi you two, are you hungry? We have pizza downstairs”
“Yeah, I’m starving”
I stood up, and walked to stand next to mum.
“Come on Ash, before the pizza gets cold”
I smiled. His face turned ashen.
“I’ll be right down, I just need a wee”
My mum laughed, and headed back downstairs. He leapt up and grabbed hold of me.
“You bitch, what if your mum had seen my boner”
“You’re a teenage boy Ash; you have more boners than hot dinners”
“Well, I’d rather your mum not be there when it happens. Especially as it is her daughter who caused it”
I felt my cheeks redden. He landed a quick peck on my lips.
“Let’s go and eat”
He said. I was grinning wide at the memory, my first kiss with Ash. My mind whirred again, and we were 18, I was waiting for Ash to come and see me. He had no idea that mum and dad were away for the night. I had planned this for a while. I was ready and more than willing to be his.
I opened the door for him, and he swept me off my feet with a kiss.
“I’ve missed you”
He said. He had been on holiday with his parents. 2 weeks of just phone calls, it had been difficult. He glanced in the living room.
“Where are your mum and dad?”
“They have gone away for the night”
He grinned. I took a few steps back.
“Can you stay?”
I made my way to the bottom of the stairs.
“I’m sure you’ll find the couch comfortable enough”
I gave him a look over my shoulder. I saw the moment he realised I was teasing him, and he lunged at me. I ran up the stairs, with Ash at my heels. He tackled me onto my bed, and I let out a scream.
“Tell me your mum and dad are really away, or they’ll come running in here with you screaming like that”
I turned around, so I was lying under him.
“They are away; it’s just you and me all night. Think you can handle that?”
“On whether you can handle me”
He rubbed his groin against my hip, and I could feel how hard he was.
“I’ve been ready to handle you for a while now”
“God, I wish you’d have told me. I am horny all the damn time”
“It’s not funny, blue balls is a real condition”
I ran my hand between us, cupping his hard cock.
“Let’s see if I can help you with that”
I said as I rubbed at him through his jeans. He breathed heavy against my lips, before kissing me. We had fooled around a little bit in these last 2 years. Dry humping had become our thing. Ash had lost it numerous times, but I was yet to reach that height. I needed him inside me.
“I’m ready Ash, please, I need you”
I heard myself beg. He swiftly removed my pants and his own. He climbed between my legs, and looked down at me.
“I love you Jessica Lincoln”
“And I love you Ashley Howard”
He moved into position, and I took a deep breath as he slowly entered me. It did pinch; I’m not going to lie. But, honestly, I would have walked through fire for this man, so that slight pain was worth it all. We moved carefully at first. Both afraid and unsure what our bodies could do.
But once we got into a rhythm, it was like nothing I had ever experienced in my life. I was alive, every nerve ending tingled, and I needed more. I wrapped my legs tightly around him, and began to meet his thrusts with my own. He knelt up, gripping tightly to my hips, and pushed harder with each forward lunge.
I was crying out in utter pleasure. We fitted together like jigsaw pieces. I felt a tingling growing at the pit of my stomach. My nipples hardened, and my legs began to shake.
“Of fuck, Ash”
I cried, as I felt my body release. I jolted under him, as he too whimpered. I felt his heat spill inside me, making me come again. I pulled him tightly to me, and juddered all over.
He said through gasps. He slowly rolled off me, and we lay next to each other totally spent. I lay my head on his shoulder, and smiled.
“Worth the wait”
I asked. He laughed.
He replied. I laughed out loud in the room all alone. The next memory that came to my mind, was not a good one. The day Ash left for collage.
“I’ll be back in the summer, we can talk every day”
He promised. I tried not to cry, but it was useless. My dad’s stroke had meant I couldn’t go with him, he swore nothing would change, but I knew better. When he came back that summer, the first cracks began. He had a new bunch of friends, and was moving on with his life. I was stuck. I didn’t mind helping to care for my dad, but I missed out on so much.
We grew further and further apart. Each time he came home, we spent less and less time together. We never officially split up, but we both knew when it was over.
5 years passed, my dad had moved into sheltered accommodation, and my mum practically lived there too. I hadn’t heard from Ash for 4 years. I was working in the local bar. One night I was serving drinks, and I heard my name being called across the loud room.
A gorgeous man was heading my way, with a huge smile. It took me a second to realise it was Ash. He had grown so tall, and filled out in all the right places. I just stared at him. All my feelings came back in a rush. I walked around the bar, and hugged him tight.
“God, I’ve missed you”
He whispered, kissing my cheek.
A woman said beside us. He stepped back, and put his arm around the blonde.
“Jess, this is Kelly. Kelly this is Jessica, my best friend”
“Jessica, I’ve heard so much about you”
She grinned. I wish I’d known about her, and then I would have been prepared. They asked me to join them for a drink. I said I was working, but would join them as soon as I had finished. I was so nervous when I headed to their table. Ash was alone thankfully. He smiled when he saw me.
“I thought you had decided not to come”
“Sorry, I was covering for someone”
I lied. I had been sitting in the back, trying to ready myself for being around Ash and his girlfriend.
“I got you a rum and coke”
“I remember everything about you. Right down to the freckle on your hip”
I felt my cheeks flush. He reached for my hand, and pulled me in close, hugging me tight.
“I still love you Jess, I’ve never stopped”
He said. I started crying.
“Shh, it’s ok, I’m here”
“You’re not single Ash, you shouldn’t be saying that”
I whimpered, as I pulled away. He frowned. Then his face changed.
“Do you mean Kelly? Jess, she’s just my friend. There is nobody else. I came back for you. I’m home to stay, and yours, if you’ll have me”
I grabbed his hand, and dragged him into the back room. Anybody could have walked in, but I didn’t care. I pinned him against the door, and kissed him.
“Fuck me Ash”
“Anything you say gorgeous”
He grinned. He spun me around, so my back was against the door. He knelt in front of me, slowly removing my skirt and underwear. He caressed my thighs, and kissed along my stomach.
“I’ve missed your scent”
He mumbled. He lifted my leg up, and rested it over his shoulder. He ran his nose up my pussy, taking a deep smell.
“I know I’m home when I smell that”
He muttered, before running his tongue along my outer lips. I gasped, and gripped his hair. He buried his face against me, sucking my clit into his mouth. After our first time, we hadn’t had opportunity to be together again, before he moved away. So this was the first time anyone had given me oral sex. It took him mere moments to have me coming.
As I was still jolting, he stood, pulling his hard cock free, and quickly entered me. I surrendered fully to him. He must have grown since our first time, because I felt so stretched. He fucked me hard, grasping my breasts, and groaning my name. He came at the same time as me, I clung tightly to him.
“I love you”
I said. He took my face in his hands.
“I will always love you Jess”
Tears spilled over, as I remembered that moment. I had been so happy. He was back in my life, and we were together. He practically moved into mum and dad’s house with me. We spent every night making love, and just holding each other. The next memory was one of my best days ever.
It was summer, and the sky was so blue. I was just rousing from sleep, when Ash came into the room. He was already dressed, and smelling freshly showered. He jumped in our bed, and kissed me.
“Get up, get ready, and come and have breakfast with me”
“Don’t you have to leave for work?”
“I called in sick, to spend the day with you”
We had breakfast and packed a picnic, and then he drove us to a park with a huge lake. We sat on the grass and ate lunch. It was the perfect day. When we got home, he threw me over his shoulder, and carried me upstairs. We were naked and fucking in moments.
I spun us over, and began to ride him. He had his hands over my hanging breasts, kneading the sensitive flesh. I leaned back, sliding up and down his cock. He was gasping and moaning. As I started to orgasm, he shot his load inside me.
“God I fucking love you, marry me”
He blurted out. I was just at the crest of my climax, so I was unsure if I had heard him right. He gripped my cheeks.
“Marry me Jessica”
He said again. My heart burst in my chest.
“Yes, I will marry you”
He kissed and hugged me tight. Then he reached into his pants pockets.
“I wanted that to be more romantic. I’ve been waiting for just the right moment all day”
He placed a box on his chest. I pulled it open, and was greeted with a beautiful diamond solitaire ring.
“Pretend I’m down on my knee. Jessica Willow Lincoln”
I slapped his arm.
“I told you my middle name in confidence”
“There is nobody else here honey”
“Ok, carry on”
“Jessica Lincoln, I love you so much. For years, growing up, with you as just my friend, was a killer. I had wanted to tell you how I felt so many times. Then I was lucky enough to finally have you as mine”
He lowered his eyes.
“I know I almost fucked it all up. But even when I was away from you, you were all I thought about. I knew that once I had my degree I would return home to you. I just worried that somebody else might have taken you away”
“There was never anybody else”
He stroked my face.
“I know that sweetheart. I also know I will never want anybody else, ever again. You are my one and only love. I will be so proud to be your husband”
I let out a squeal.
“I’m getting married, oh my god, I’m…I mean we’re getting married”
He laughed at my enthusiasm. I jumped up, and danced naked around the room. I realised I was dancing in my living room, alone once again. I sat back down, and let more memories flood my brain. Our wedding day, was romantic, intimate and my absolute dream.
We had the ceremony in the back garden of my parents’ house. Well, it was mine and Ash’s house now. My mum had moved in with my dad, at the sheltered accommodation. They had given us the deeds to the house, as a wedding gift.
I was so proud, when my dad walked me down the aisle. He had worked so hard on his physio just to make this walk with me. I became Mrs Jessica Howard. It was, up to then, the happiest day of my life. Happier days followed soon after, the birth of our first child, Hannah, then our second, Steven.
My memory flashed forward to our 15th anniversary. Ash had booked us a weekend away. Mum and dad took care of the kids. It was the first time we had spent alone since having our children. We made the most of it.
On our last night, Ash suggested we play a game. We got dressed up, and I made my way to the bar alone. As I sat at the bar, a man approached me.
“Can I buy you a drink?”
He asked. I smiled and nodded. We were just sipping our wine, when somebody else approached.
“Excuse me, the lady at the desk asked me to tell you there is a phone call for you”
He said to me.
“Ok, thank you”
I said to Jeff, the man who had bought me a drink. I walked toward the door. As I walked through it, I was grabbed from behind, and pulled behind the large menu board, just outside the restaurant. I was pushed against a wall, face first. A hand slid up the front of my dress.
“Do you like him?”
He whispered in my ear.
“Do you like the idea of him fucking you?”
He asked, as his fingers pushed my underwear aside. He slid two fingers inside me.
“Would you like me to watch, as he fucks you, hard, from behind?”
His thumb stroked my clit, as he fingered me roughly. I was on the verge of coming, when he stopped, and pulled away.
“Go back to your fancy man; I’ll be in one of the booths if you want me to finish you off”
He walked back into the bar, leaving me breathless, and trembling. I walked over to Jeff, and smiled down at him.
“Are you alright, your all flushed?”
“Fine, thank you. Jeff, I’m sorry, but I have to go. The call was my babysitter”
“Babysitter, oh right, I see”
The fear in his eyes was almost laughable. He stood up.
“Well, I have to go myself anyway. Nice to meet you Annie”
“You too Jeff, bye”
He practically ran out of the bar, obviously expecting a one night stand, not a baby momma. I laughed to myself, and walked over to the bar. I ordered a wine, and sat in a stool. Ash wanted to play, I would play. He expected me to join him, but I would make him do the running.
I could feel him watching me. I saw him approach out the corner of my eye, and couldn’t help grinning.
He said, as he took the stool next to me.
I replied, in an uninterested voice.
“My names Dale, what is yours?”
“Can I get you a drink Annie?”
“I have one thanks”
He leaned in to whisper in my ear.
“Then how about I just make you come”
My pussy pulsed. I glanced around the bar. Apart from one woman sitting alone in a booth, it was empty. I felt his hand caress my thigh. He was being so naughty, and it was such a turn on. He moved a little closer, as his hand crept higher.
The barman was wiping down the bar, just in front of me, as his fingers forcefully entered my aching hole. I took a deep breath, but managed to keep my composure. Ash started talking to the barman. He had 2 fingers inside me, as his thumb skimmed my clit.
He knew what he was doing. I had to keep calm, and not make a sound. It was a cruel thing to do, but honestly, I had never been so damn horny. I gripped his arm, and leaned forward, when he brought me to orgasm. I muffled my moans, by sucking on my straw.
As he lift his hand away, and licked his fingers, he chatted to the man like nothing had just occurred. 2 can play this game, I thought with a smile. I leaned over, and butted into the conversation. My hand found Ash’s cock, and I slowly ran my fingers up and down him.
He glanced at me, out the corner of his eye. I was openly flirting with the barman, and he was clearly buying it. He asked if he could buy me a drink. All the while I was wanking Ash through his pants. I smiled.
“I’d love one”
Ash stood up suddenly, and grabbed my hand.
“Sorry mate, but this one is mine”
He tugged me to my feet.
“Get to my room now, while I pay our bill”
He ordered, shoving the key in my hand.
I replied. As I was walking away, I heard the barman call Ash a legend. I couldn’t help laughing. Were there women out there that were that easy? Good luck to them if there was. I got to our room, and let myself in. I left the door on the latch, and went straight to the bedroom.
I was just taking off my blouse, when he stormed in the room. He didn’t even speak. He walked up to me, and pushed my top half down onto the bed. I let out a yelp. Not a yelp of panic or pain, but a yelp of utter ecstasy. I loved it when he was rough with me.
He put his hand around my throat, and leaned over, whispering in my ear.
“You are a filthy bitch, do you know that. Your pussy was so fucking wet for me. Or was it for the barman”
I groaned, as he tore at my skirt and underwear. He shoved his hard dick deep inside me. With a firm grip on my throat and my hair, he fucked me hard. I saw stars as I came, soaking both of us with my juices. He emptied himself inside me, and then let me go. I stood and he hugged me from behind.
“I love you so much”
He breathed, as he kissed my face. My heart was racing, and my insides churned, just from the memory. I was alone in the house again. With the next memory, my heart shattered. It was in the room I sat now. Ash was in a hospital bed, on oxygen.
I was sitting at his side, holding onto his hand. Hannah and Steven sat on his other side, holding his other hand. He turned and looked at me. I leant over him, taking his face in my hands.
“I love you”
He choked out, before taking his last breath. We were 87 years old. We had led a happy, love filled, sex filled life. There was never a happier couple than us. When I lost him, a part of me had died too. I jumped up suddenly, and realised. I knew where I was.
“So, what were your memories?”
A voice I knew better than any other asked from the door. I spun around, and there he was, my love, my whole life, my husband Ash. But he was young again. I ran to him, and he scooped me up into his arms.
“Sorry I’m late my darling”
He whispered in my ear.
“I’ve missed you so much”
I cried. He lifts my chin with his finger.
“No more tears baby, I’m here, and we will never be apart again”
I touched his cheek.
I said. He frowned.
“My memories, all you”
“Mine were you”
I spotted us in the mirror, and we were both young, at our best. He smiled, and I felt content, happier than I ever thought possible. In life, we loved. In death, we had eternity to love, what could be better?
© Copyright 2017 K L Sherrington. All rights reserved.
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