The depth of pain ...

The depth of pain ... The depth of pain ...

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Status: Finished

Genre: Other

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The inner demons of one broken hearted soul that has lost its other...

Summary

The inner demons of one broken hearted soul that has lost its other...

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Submitted: August 23, 2012

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From the inner depth sof my core, the physical unrelentingly unites with the metaphysical. I am left overwhelmed with the unexpected realization of what is being lost. My inner core shakes, perpetuating its tremors through my body to my finger tips. Flashbacks of moments shared now become a noose contricting me to suffocation, memories like reoccuring shards of glass invading my whole. I can not escape, I am held by his strength. He knows it not, but he has ultimate control. Unrelentingly this deep despair spirals as it slowly takes my wits with it - I am in a dark abyss. Not a single soul can comprhend her pain, in fractions it comes and goes. Like a demon waiting to strike, waiting for that lifes slumber to attack and remind that life is a lie. All those that live it are liars... and the truth comes back to haunt us. The life you want to live always in the bacground taunting you with what you cant have. Weakness and cowardness over power the pain. Fear of being rejected by all and yet acceptance of all still leading to deep sorrowful lonliness...

A lonliness mocked by those that envy you the life your inner core rejects, the depths of sorrow concealed, the mourning disguised. Each day a small death occurs, the first casualty being happiness, followed by a hunger to live...


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