My life and why it sucks so much right now.

My life and why it sucks so much right now. My life and why it sucks so much right now.

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Status: Finished

Genre: Non-Fiction

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What my life has come to

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What my life has come to

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Submitted: March 04, 2013

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I met a pair of girls that I liked. One wanted me to be her man and she said that she loved me. Her name was lindsey and I liked her alot but most of the time all we would talk about is homework. Hers since I am out of  college. She would constantly ask me to help and do some for her. The other girl was just using me for sex but she swears that that isnt how it is. Abby, the second girl has 4 other men and 1 woman that she uses the same way and says  that she loves us all and that she wants us to be her family and live with her. My friends I asked about tis told me that Lindsey just uses me for good grades and that Abby just wants someone to pamper her and fuck her. I dont know what to think but I know that they both threatened to kill themselves if I leave them and that thye both hate each other and almost wound up in a fist fight over it. I dont have a girlfriend but they both want me and I cant handel that cause I hate making people sad and no matter what I do one will be upset about it. I dont know what to do... Jason is another man of Abby's. He is a good friend and I met Abby through him. He started texting me on his second cell and under the name claire. Claire said she was Jason's siter and that she wanted to talk to me for a while but she was never around when I was. So i started talking to her through texts. she wanted to meet me and go on a date and when I got there is twas Jason in a dress. He has a split personality or something and he acts like a girl that likes me then he acts like a good male friend and it weirds me out. but honestly I feel like I am not really wanted. like I am just a toy on a playground that two kids are fighting over. I feel so useless and like I should just vanish and let them move on so they dont fight over me and they can be happy. They are both just using me anyway. I dont really care too much about Jason and claire. they dont pretend to realy care. but I cant leave either lindsey or Abby cause they said they would if I left either one of them. Abby says I can sleep with whoever I want as long as I stay with her but Lindsey wants me to just be with her. Abby said if I stop sleeping with her she would kill herself and Lindsey said that if I do sleep with abby she will kill herself


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