I won't say I'm in love

I won't say I'm in love

Status: Finished

Genre: Fan Fiction

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Status: Finished

Genre: Fan Fiction

Summary

Haru has been there and done that with Rin when it comes to dating , as a result he has been left heart broken with the missing ability to feel. So when Sousuke is his college roommate and begins to bring out old feelings that once hurt him , he is more then stubborn to deny , reject or plain out ignore them for the sake of staying unhurt.

Summary

Haru has been there and done that with Rin when it comes to dating , as a result he has been left heart broken with the missing ability to feel.

So when Sousuke is his college roommate and begins to bring out old feelings that once hurt him , he is more then stubborn to deny , reject or plain out ignore them for the sake of staying unhurt.

Chapter1 (v.1) - I won't say I'm in love

Author Chapter Note

Haru has been there and done that with Rin when it comes to dating , as a result he has been left heart broken with the missing ability to feel. So when Sousuke is his college roommate and begins to bring out old feelings that once hurt him , he is more then stubborn to deny , reject or plain out ignore them for the sake of staying unhurt.

Chapter Content - ver.1

Submitted: December 20, 2014

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Chapter Content - ver.1

Submitted: December 20, 2014

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If there's a prize for rotten judgement
I guess I've already won that
No man is worth the aggravation
that's ancient history, been there, done that!

The saying 'there's a thin line between love and hate' was certainly true. Haru had discovered that his hatred for Yamazaki had crossed that line into old territory ever since they became roommates in college.

He couldn't help but feel old feelings he thought he had lost since his rejection years ago.

The blue eyed swimmer sat at his desk in the dorm scribbling away in his sketch pad for an art assignment he couldn't finish with his distracted thoughts. Behind him lying on his own bed was Yamazaki with his eyes scanning the laptop screen with furrowed brows.

The dolphin couldn't help but press down extra hard on the pencil causing the led to snap , he was meant to draw , paint or even make something for the art theme of 'looking behind the looking glass' , whatever the hell that meant anyway.

"Oi! Nanase, quit breaking your led already, would ya?" the other male warned with concentration etched into his voice. Grunting stubbornly Haru sharpened his ever shrinking pencil once again.

"Whatever" the latter replied lamely with a frustrated gleam in his eyes. Haru couldn't help but feel unshed aggression towards Sousuke for some reason the ex swimmer pissed him off to no ends yet he caused feelings that had once hurt him before. It was exceptionally frustrating for the dolphin.

"Tch... well be quiet anyway, I'm going to Skype Rin in a minute. You're welcome to join I guess. Just don't sit too close." The other warned as he sat upright against the wall his bed faced.

Stiffening at the name and the nothingness he now felt in his stomach once again, Haru began to put his shoes on with rigid movements. He didn't want to ever hear that voice again , slipping on the usual facade he wore around everyone would hurt even more if he had to put it on around Rin , the one who had managed to damage him the most. Luckily no one except Rin and himself knew about what went down. But only Haru knew what it did to him. And the emptiness swallowing him up now was it. Sousuke could only rid of it when he was paying attention to Haru even if it was through teasing or taunting.

"I'm going for a run."

Perplexed at the raven-haired kuudere Sousuke looked up at his strange roommate "Didn't you go for a jog half an hour ago?"

"I need another one, right now" Without waiting for a reply Haru left the clueless whale shark to an empty dorm.

Haru sauntered out of the dorm with unsteady steps, his mind was racing with memories and his heart beating with unshed anger and hurt it was aching from how much he was suppressing, but he had to. He needed to stay as the emotionless kuudere.

And with this in mind he knew, he could never act on the old feelings he felt for Yamazaki, one mistake was enough for him to no longer want the same pain again.


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