confused

Reads: 280  | Likes: 0  | Shelves: 0  | Comments: 2

  • Facebook
  • Twitter
  • Reddit
  • Pinterest
  • Invite

Status: In Progress  |  Genre: Other  |  House: Booksiesilk Classic Group

sad

I thought you loved me. But I guess you love him and him and them more than me.

Life isnt a tragedy. But I still feel sad by your words.

I dont want you sad. But I feel bad.

I dont want you hurt. But maybe am a miser that I feel hurt.

I dont know who to ask, what tosay do ya love me like you had said.

I dont know what to say, I dont know how to breathe. I feel my lungs choking in a bit.

I feel all the more alone now. But I want you happy

But

what should I do

what do I say

My eyes feel wetter again.

Life's a sweet melody of memories

with some low notes of

bitter agony

I feel like staying alive

I feel like living it life

But then my assumptions

presumptions

mismatch

with the reality

I had guessed right

Nobody loves me

nobody cares

life is a game

but I am not saying

I dont win at all..

Faith in the good things

Faith in God

Beliefs I pool in

to calm my mind

Idk I dont like

being this delicate

emotionwise

Just let the thoughts flow

bear the tornado of mind

and there shall come

that peace

happiness is a responsibility

Coz life

is a gift of God!


Submitted: January 03, 2020

© Copyright 2021 Extinct. All rights reserved.

  • Facebook
  • Twitter
  • Reddit
  • Pinterest
  • Invite

Add Your Comments:

Comments

DampKitten

Very philosophical piece. It feels more like a poem than a short story.
I really love the imagery of this:
"Life's a sweet melody of memories with some low notes of bitter agony"
Wow! Nice alliteration too!

Sat, January 4th, 2020 2:03am

Author
Reply

I wasnt sure if I would be able to forge it into a poem so I chose the short story section for it.

Thank you so much sweetness :))
It feels good that you liked it..
Actually that line, it had come to my mind, while writing the poem 'Winter' .

Sat, January 4th, 2020 4:58am

Trixie

Very thoughtful piece. I enjoyed it.

Tue, January 7th, 2020 12:34pm

Author
Reply

Thank you :-)

Wed, January 8th, 2020 7:13pm

Other Content by Extinct

Poem / Adult Romance

T

by Extinct

Short Story / Adult Romance

Miscellaneous / Adult Romance