can anyone help?

can anyone help? can anyone help?

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Status: Finished

Genre: Poetry

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i saved this on my laptop as meaningless truth cuz its is the truth...but to me meaningless i guess i dont kno who cares.

Summary

i saved this on my laptop as meaningless truth cuz its is the truth...but to me meaningless i guess i dont kno who cares.

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Submitted: December 01, 2011

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Can anyone help?

Is this real or pretend? It feels as my worlds crashing down,a I'm going to fall an hit the ground. I have never made a plan for my life. I just live life day by day,but why is it I feel every plan I wanted for my life I can't follow, anything along those lines has went so unbelievably wrong. Maybe there are no happy endings. Everyone just does what they do to make their living. Life feels as a complicated math test, an trust me when I say I'm no good in that department. Is there any suggestions anyone can help me figure my wrong doing my propose for the life I was given. I've been told that I matter when nothing is meaningless, fragile I don't see my beauty. At times it's just that noting seems worth saving. I never wanted anyone to see the screwed up side of me that I locked inside of me so deep. It always seems to get to me. So many things you should know, but were to being or how to say it. I never mean to be so cold. What I really mean to say is I'm sorry for the way I am. I would fix myself...but its to late for me. I guess for me there's no hope. Nothings seems to turn out the way you want it to. My mind finds reasons to continue things that it shouldn't. Wondering to myself?....Has anyone ever felt as I do, or is it just a vast entanglement of my imagination. I don't think I'm savoring this heart that should be healing. I'm ashamed of all my somethings, because of how much I suffer. Its as I'm not fully alive. There's a limit to how much I can take, as goes for anyone I'm guessing. The melancholic state I'm in is hard on my life an myself. I feel as I'm a mote in this huge world.


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