He loves ATL not me

He loves ATL not me He loves ATL not me

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Genre: Gay and Lesbian

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Status: Finished

Genre: Gay and Lesbian

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We met by chance. It supost to be a one time deal but we develop a connection and beggan to built under a quick sand non stable foundation. which come first your goals and dreams or us.

Summary

We met by chance. It supost to be a one time deal but we develop a connection and beggan to built under a quick sand non stable foundation. which come first your goals and dreams or us.

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Submitted: December 12, 2011

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Submitted: December 12, 2011

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Tuesday Nite and I aint got no plans.. yes lately I been home stearing at my mputer trying to find something to do. My roommate was gone most of the time and that High rise apartment in the Quiet section of Norfolk,VA is quiet and cold. The Apt is dark like my mood, I had not been able to set a date for almost two weeks. Puzzled about the situation I got up my Desktop computer chair and headed to the bathroom full lenght mirrow. "could it be?" I took a hard look in the mirrow trying to find the a reason to blame for my dry spell, but no my body was on point. well at least that what I tell my self, you know pet talk.. I was phyne body proportion and I had my looks and charms. Fustrated I walk out my bathroom heading to the balcony to smoke. The room was glowing Orange by the strange Moon.The ciggarate did not provided much help and I was even more fustrated. I returned to my room where a single message was awaiting. BYron19 had send me a message which read "Intersted on chilling wiht you. In town only for a couple of days" his profile pic did not compleminted byron he look like a young Teddy pendergrass. Natural arch and fine eyebrows, almonds dark brwon eyes. sexy big lips wiht a smile. the Profiele read 20 y/o 165 pounds 5'7 HIV negative well Hung. Somehow despite my dry spell it did not get my attention. I walk away and laid in bed looking at that bright orange moon. Not soon enough I was typing my number and a small message "call me"

"hello" a sweet and mendly and mellow voice came out out of my phone receiver. "Im byron, you wanted me to call you" His voice was very apealing to me and surpricely he did not use any slang words, well at least not yet. I not judtamental but "what up folk" do not usually get point with me as a greeting between me and prospects. Byron whent on and told me how he was interested to speend some chill time wiht me. "No problem come over will have some drinks" I reply. the line when kinda quiet.. the conversation paused for a minute "what wrong' I ask hime. He whent on and explain me how he was living on a ship in the other side of town and he had no meaning of transportation but he had a major desire to chill wiht me. Hellll Naww my selfish and not tolerant self thought. He is like 40 minutes away. My rules has always been on not delivering my good to other people houses unless the guy was extreamly hot and I do no pick up people. but somehow that moon got me feeling soft or maybe it was the fact that I was extreamly horny, not sure but what Im was really sure it was that some how I had found my self driving across town for dick. Byron was as he had describe in the profile and his look where reflected as the picture which seem to be current "Thank you for picking me up " he look at me and flash me wiht a wide smile. His smile felt so right and rewarding, I felt like I was doing a community help by offering company to this Loleny sailor. I felt it was my duty to make sure he was satisfy in any way and somehow help my self along the way. We spend some good times in my place, Byron was real friendly. I took care of my adopted sailor by provided much plesure in his indeed hung privates. we began slowly but withing 10 minutes my clothes and his where all spread across my bedroom. He ate me out like he was savoring a tasty 7/11 sluppy. I suck him like he was going to provide me with free gassoline from his curbed and long hose. we connected and disconected for a least 40min until out body gave out wiht a explosion of our juices. I had done my patriotic duty, this sailor was now ready to head out to sea and defend america sexually satisfy. he clean up and lay back in the bed where he was looking at me wiht a curious look but did not say anything. It was flatering to me but did not think notihing else about it. We got in the car heading back to drop him off. he sang songs from the radio about all the way back. He had so much energy on him.. I dont know how he did it.. hell I was excausted from the fuck session. "well here we are"i said while I park the car next to the pier where his ship was moored. "I know I just met you but can we see each other soon?"he said while looking at me with a convensing sad puppy look. "how soon... hold up you leaving tomorrow.." he glance at his ship and look back at me "no we leave after tomorrow, I got a couple of hours off after 10 pm and I would love to spend it wiht you" he try to say it as most convincing as he could. 10 pm on a wenesday night. is he crazy... damn but he is so good looking and the sex was onpoint.. decition decitions decitions., "call me and well see." I told him. he flash me a smile and bounce of the car and headed to the pier. as he past the gate sentry he look back at me and flash me a good by smile.

all day I was thinking of reason on why I would not pick that phone at 10 pm that night. "no I will not compromise futher,, that how it start soon he will be asking you for money.. or worse he will move in and not pay rent.." I try to asure my self I had to be enforcing my rule for my own benefit. He was good but there was no future he was leaving in a military cruise for six months.. 'he is too young for me and not stable" I try to asure my self again. at 10 pm as schedule he call me and I pick up the phone to decline his invitation. but something told me to ask him from where he was calling me. He explain me he was so exided to see me that he walk 2 miles to the outside of the gate to make it easy for me to pick him up.. that did it... i got me feelin g guilty. He was so willing to see me and I was making exuses on not to. I pick him up from a rodatory payphone at a gas station outside the base.. he was happy to spend his last hours in norfolk wiht me. we went back to my place and had a sequel on sex action.. It was onpoint.. The cloock displayed 11:45 pm I had to be up heading to work at 6 Am. "look byron we got to go and drop you off. I got to get up early" I told him. but it was like I told a kid Candy was no longer aceptable for after lunch.. he was disapointed and quickly thru a bargain.. "how about I stay here with you and we get up and drop me off at 4:30 Am" he told me. He must had gone mad..hell it take me 40 min to get to his base and 30 to get to where i need to be that morning... it was irrational but I found my self agreen.. it like my mind had say no but my mouth and feeling tru a veto againsted. we spend that nite holding each other in my bed. His sking was so soft and his body warm enhance the temperature from that cold room. I drop-off Bryron at 4:45. the Pier was full of cars dropping off other sailors. "well here I am.. thank you for these two nights and I hope to see you when I get back.... better yet please, please keep in touch with me.." he wrote his email and office number in the back of a gas recipt. For a moment I felt like I was droping off my partner. it was like I with him for years not only two days. He disapear in the fog and I continued my way thinking of him all the way. as I got to work I lok at the passenger set where his number laid. 555-757-8888 Byron I took it folded and placed on my pocket.

Now Let me be real with ya.. Im a hoe or better politically correct I'm a border line sex addict. The sex wiht Byron was incrediable and he satisfy me and fill me up but he was gone for 8 months. Not even a week after his departure I decided to venture out and find me a fix for my addiction.. no not theraphy i ment I was in the prawl for some hox sex. time flew on by and I did my thing and Im sure he did his thing.. hello overseas in a all male ship... I remember my times out to see in the same type of ship.. kinda feel like I was part of the morale welfare Program. sailor get wiht me unhappy and one, two, five minutes laters they left happy and lighter. There was no way Byron was interested in me. Two nights where sex was present and indugices where fullfill do not result in emotional atraction it equal to sexual lust. Saturday morning was a bug out. it was raining I had a major headacke and not to mention this big men snoring on my bed. my head was ringing so much that the slight sound of my phone vibrating next to be bed got me up. I shook off a little bit and grasp for some air. My one nite stand date had stayed in bed wiht me, he was too drunk and I was too tired to kick him out. I had a good nite Tyrone was a human vibrator. non stop high frequency between my legs its all i felt for at least 15 min. He was ugly but bless with a good dick. he was at least 10 inches but Im not sure cus I was way past drunk. The vibration from the phone continue, I reach for it and press the accept button eventhough the number said unknown. "You sound so sexy, I miss you, been thinking about you" a sexual young chocolate voice was kinda turning me on. It did not don on me who it was until he mention his deployment was almost over and I was the first thing he wanted. "Dont play with me Byron, I know you got a seewife or sumthin' like that" Sarcastically I said. I could not belive I was questioning him while I had a men in my bed but naked and most likely waiting to eat me for breakfast. "Ill be back in a month. have my cakes ready" we continue to talk but i was interupted my Tyron poking me with his ding a ling all in my butt. He began to kiss my kneck smelling like hennesey. I shook him off trying to keep up with the conversation with Byron. "Its been a while for me and my hand is not longer providing plesure for me, I think i want some of your hot lightskin luv" I laught but it quickly turn into a moan.. damn tyron had started to eat my ass out. He sure was mad hungry beause he turn into mike tyson.. he was bitting my ass cheeck lightly. That did it he had turn me on and it was only 6.30 AM. 'Look Byron I got to go My phone is breaking up call me when you get close to....' the line was drop by me pressing end.I exploded wiht a loud moan, 'no tyrone that tickles" I try to stop him but with no result he continue to lick my ass and went all the way down my toes in a single lick. soon my legs where up in the air in a V formation. "I bet you not longer thinking on that muda fucka, fuck him he is not here all over this ass" tyrone try to make his point. I let tyrone keep at it. he was so damn good my spine beggan to arch by the minutes passing by but BYRON was in the back of my mind. Tyrone sweated his hang over, busted his nut and he was out the door leaving me in the shower pondering about in what in the hell was going on with me. I was getting done and I was thinking on someone else.. that had not happen to me before.I was sure it was nothing just plain old lust, I shook the tought out my head and relax on the steamy shower.

I was getting out the gym a month later when I got a call "Im here at the sailor center, pick me up" "byron? hell boy you need to tell me a least a week early to make plans"I was kind mad. but naturally my hands took over and made a sudden left follow by a u turn before I realize I was heading dirrectly to pick him up. Here we go again I say no and my body say shut the hell up and drive. There he was in the stunning white sailor polyester uniform.. his dark skin completion contrasted well wiht his uniform. he was looking fine but I think it really was the fact that his dick print was massive. those damn white sailor uniform are quite damn lustious and dangerous, who know how many kid around the world they are responsible for. he spoted me an begin to grin. his smile was like the chester cat in alice in wonderland. Byron got in my car look around and gave me a sloopy kiss and proceded to bite his lips. "just like fruit puch' he said in a jester matter. "lets go to your place I want to take this uniform as fast as I can and maybe I just stay naked" I look at him and frowned my face with disbelief.. he was so bossy about the matter, but it was hot."look Byron I gave up my Highrise Im staying wiht friends in Hampton" I informed him. he look down paused "well let go and get a hotel" he quickly reply. wihtin 30 minutes I was entering a cheap hotel at the Red Roof Inn. Byroon pick the hotel and payfor it for three days. The room was very generick, you know floral conforter, tv , microwave and hideous k-mart 2 for one art pieces display in the wall. I headed to the bathroom to beggan preparation, you know you cant never ever beging sex at the blues thats a no for a gay men. after I freshin up I stay in my underwear and walk out to the bedroom area. Byron was laying on the bed with his dress white uniform pants and his dixie cup hat and no shirt. i pose for him at the door frame. "so you think you sexy ?" I said it sexually raising one of my eye brows slowly. "I dont have too " he paused and unzip his pant letting his rising dick come out his pants "I got sumthing else that is irresistible for you" he said directing his sight to his dick wich was hard as a brick and swinging up and down like it had hydrolics intalled. it was 3.30 in a thuesday but it felt good like a friday nite and might as well has been a four of july because I was seeing fireworks and the temperature of that room was damn hot. we beggan real intimate by kissing trying to be romantic about the situattion. but rommantic turn to plain old nasty when he was eating me out. He beat my ask cheeks wiht his dick letting me know he was ready for the main course. now this when I will usually would lube my mangina and provide him with a condom but this did not happen. I dont know what it was wiht me that day but safety was out the window. he penetrated me ever so gentle and steadly began to speed it up. the bed frame soon was begging for mercy and the next door patron where asking for a little of consideration because they bang the wall but there was no stop. we when from the bed to the floor to the chair at the sink counter back in the floor and finish in back at the bed. Byron synch wiht me and climax at the same time. exhausted from all the hot action he busted inside of me and remain there until he felt sleep in top of me. I did not mind I was tired too. two hours later I was awake by him he was still naked with a towell in his shoulder. 'wake up lazy, lets go to dinner" he softly told me. I got up to watch him walk to the shower butt naked . his ass look so firm and his dick look quite large for not been erected. damn all of that was inside of me. I paused and repeated .. inside of me.. without protection... damn what the hell I was thinking. I got mad at my self for a minute but soon enough my self try to cool me down by makin excuses for the unsafe behabior I had committed. I not gonna Lie I did beat up my self for allowing unprotected sex happen specially because I was so sexually active. but soon after I kinda put the situation in the back of my mind, not thinking that nite was going to change the game and I would pay for allowing that to happen.

I was getting my thing ready I only had two day left before I was going to deploy at to sea for 9 months. Byron had been in town for a week and we had meet time to time in different places..including a self storage unit where we got caught and ask if he could join in into a threesome. but the third party was kinda way overweight and I was not turn on by it just found the situation funny. I was not sure if Byron was gonna continue with our ortodox thing we had going on. The day of my darture came in real quick, I say my good bye to Byron over the phone because he was real bussy moving in into a house room he rented. I did not push the issue, after all he was just a fuck buddy or something like that. but for a fuckbuddy he did sure wrote me a lilttle too much during the cruise. I was so consumed at work that I did not notice the time pass on by. I had returned to the Hampton Road area but my so call fuck buddy was not in the pier waiting for me. Byron had departure two months early for his final deployment before he got out the NAVY. this how we spend almost three years I was in and he was out. he was back and I was out to sea. I do not understand how navy sailor couple do it. I had purchase a new home at Hampton.. my first home.. I was so proud and hopefull.. I just had finish watching an episode of sex in the city where Amanda had purchase her appartment and she explain how after you get a place you soon most likely get in a serious relationship.. I was i my mid 20's and was hoping to be out the market.Byron had returned that month and had help me move in. I remember that place. It was just me and him and a few funiature. the house was practically empty with no heat and it was mid October. It was chilly but we where warmn.. we watch re-runs of Flavor flav ona small 18 inch tv I got from work. I had and inflable bed and an empty living room, but I was happy. See amanda its true I got a house a men and popeyes chicken we ate mosth of the night because of the natural gas situation. My time out to see and Byron long deployments did not change much but I did notice a disturbing trend. Byron was always ready for some x-rated action at all times anywhere but just as we ready to take it all the way home and it the safety time he would act different. It seem when we had foreplay his soldier was at atention but as soon the condom was in site his soldier would go soft. the situation got bad to the point where we became a little distant. I would had never tought of by me giving to him raw one time would had develop the situation into the major fall of of thing between me and him. It was clear He wanted Raw or no play at all.the situation had provided me with a dilema.. I know the sex was great but was it good enougt to put my life in the line. what do you do in a situation where you lusting for something that is quite dangerous, well let me tell you what I did.I simply look else where for bigge and bette and ofcouse safe sex. Byron kinda disapear out my life for a while we continue to talk and I still like him alot but the situation continue to go down the hill. He constantly share his desire for going back to the ATL and his apperances online with his profile semi naked and the word safe sex where absent kinda turn me off day by day.

Its close to a week before Byron get out and he will be moving to the ATL he has call me every other day to torture me wiht false hope of a steady relationship but he never mention on retracting for going to the ATL and we dont ever address his issues wiht condoms. I know he wanted at least one more wild sex encounter but I was not feeling it. He been staying in Hotels every other weekends spending his money but he will not ask me to stay home with me. so that nite came along "Im leaving tomorrow I want to see you" he seriously said. "Let meet up at the Hotel Im in room 12 Ill be waiting for you" he did not let me even say much trying to lead me to just acept his tempting invitation. "I got the condoms and the lube, the wine and the black and its left is you" he had made the situation real tempting. it was 7:30 pm he was 10 minutes away from my place. I had to be a work at 4:30 AM my ship was leaving for a two week at sea excersice.No I told my self he is tempting but there is no room for us.. the hotel and condoms is just a fish hook for a disasterous situation .. I roll over my bed and drank two cups of rum to fall sleep as soon as possible avoiding temptation. Any other night or any other time I would had got up and ran to his arms serching for that feeling like a feind looking for crack. but there comes a time in life where we had to recognize our shortcomming and make an attempt to take control. He had choose to leave to the ATL he has choose to leave meknowing I felt for him, why should I pleased his need if he was not mine.

the light turn red in the interseption of mercury and collisium drive directly facing the Red roof Hotel where Byron was staying for the night. it was about 3:30 AM and there was not a soul out the the empty street of Hampton. I found my self in a deep in a spell I was looking at that Hotel like it was holding an piece of my life that was lost months ago. It was like I was contenplating on going to get it back, but instead I was interupted by a loud beep. the light had turn green without out me noticing but the car behind me did. Im sure he try to be pacient about it but soon he lost his cool and started to beep. I let the foot loose from the brake and watch my car go viewing the Red Roof Hotel getting smaller in my rearview mirrow. the two weeks pass on by quick and soon I found my self back in town. My mind did wonder if Byron had made it safe to the ATL that when I reach for my pocket and decided to give him a call but this donkey of a men was speeading to get off the ship and had trip on me causing me to loose my phone in the water. yes it directly sunk in front of my eyes. blupt that was the sound of all of my contact lost in a second.

"look find me the basil or the pasta wont taste right" I shout it at my anoying coworker friend whom was getting on my nerves. It was a friday night I had company comming over. the suppermarket was kinda pack with people shooping for bargins. "hey, hey.. hey" Carlos try to call my attetion but soon he was met with my face immitating Mommie dearest distrest look "what!!!" i said. "your phone is ringing" "ohhn my bad , thank you" I reach my phone and there it was a familiar voice "what good big head, I miss you" it sounded real familiar but I had to think about it, hey after all I very popular when it comes to men. "byron?" I was sure I would not ever get in contact with him again specially because I lost his contact and the the sake of my health I could not find him in facebook, myspace and all the other public media. Poor carlos had to finish shopping by his self and drove me home in my own car because I was too busy catching up wiht Byron whom was in a relationship with someone very much like me and sound it happy. He had enroll in school and was staying in his mom house. we chatted for hours and promise each other to keep in touch we say our good byes and I walk to my kitchen to cook for my guess and he whent true the caribean cruise gate to meet with his boyfriend for a trip to the bahamas.


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