Misery, Without Company

Misery, Without Company

Status: Finished

Genre: Romance

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Status: Finished

Genre: Romance

Summary

This is a short collection of poetic works. Here is a sample: I don’t mind that I’m forgotten lots of times, Spinning around without anyone to come to find A way to push me back to stop. Anything like that would be too much of a luxury, And I don’t seem to deserve more than misery, Without company. These memories are supposed to be comforting, But instead of that, they’re numbing me

Summary

This is a short collection of poetic works.
Here is a sample:

I don’t mind that I’m forgotten lots of times,
Spinning around without anyone to come to find
A way to push me back to stop.
Anything like that would be too much of a luxury,
And I don’t seem to deserve more than misery,
Without company.
These memories are supposed to be comforting,
But instead of that, they’re numbing me

Content

Submitted: July 07, 2018

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Content

Submitted: July 07, 2018

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Misery, Without Company

 

 

I’m again alone

Just like before.

Zero hour to hate myself

For all I am.

Time has been

Nothing best but always

Leaving less

Than the day I look back on.

I could try to sleep, if I can.

 

 

My head swings low

For all the things I wish

I didn’t know

How I came to be this way.

If I’m left for dead,

How can I miss

Anything that used to show

Through faded skin

But now pushed into the open air?

I feel I may have met my end.

I’ve hit pause on replay,

Maybe not because I thought

It would, somehow, be better

The next go round,

But silently, it violently erases sound

Until I’m worn to the ground that

I should be buried in.

 

It’s gonna be a long, long time

Until I have any kind of peace of mind.

Pieces of me break away each second

I don’t have eyes not blind

To anything good to come for me.

I don’t mind that I’m forgotten lots of times,

Spinning around without anyone to come to find

A way to push me back to stop.

Anything like that would be too much of a luxury,

And I don’t seem to deserve more than misery,

Without company. 

These memories are supposed to be comforting,

But instead of that, they’re numbing me

Even more, though I never would’ve thought that I could be

Sitting here in this place with such a drawn out face

With nothing but something that looks a lot like what

I hate to see, some kind of a resemblance of someone like me,

Someone I can’t stand to be, but it’s everything I know.

No.  No.  No. 

 

 

Eyes Closed and Head Down Low

 

When your eyes are closed and head down,

And you want to run away,

Wishing you were someone else,

Hating yourself so much that it’s a rainy day

When the sun is shining bright

Enough to blind you with its rays

If you could only open your eyes,

But you’re already failing to see

Because you can’t stand the sight

Of what is around you all the time.

The blind have to lead the blind,

But you’re all alone, so you grab your own hand,

And don’t care where you go,

As long as the day will end and never come again.

You’re not even your own friend,

Because who could love you, you know.

 

If the feet under you

Would ever actually move,

You might get somewhere else.

You might get some help

To get you through your pain,

To give you a path to take,

Instead of sitting still, fighting the urge to kill

Everything that made you,

Hoping the day won’t break you

Back down again,

Pushing the will to live, wanting it all to give,

Feeling like it’s forever.

It only gives you more of the same,

Brings you another endless rain

And another finished game

Of waiting around for something to get better,

Knowing it will be around tomorrow again.


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