All That You Ignore by Jason Wallace

All That You Ignore by Jason Wallace

Status: Finished

Genre: Romance

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Status: Finished

Genre: Romance

Summary

I’ve already forgotten what it’s like to ever Have something more than just this pain. I’m ready to be forgotten And to know that I don’t have to remain In this, all of this, all of it, all that I can No longer know how to endure. I don’t grow stronger. I just look in me for a cure To this sickness, this sentence, this emblem Of everything so impure. I’m everything impure, and I’m all that you ignore.

Summary

I’ve already forgotten what it’s like to ever
Have something more than just this pain.
I’m ready to be forgotten
And to know that I don’t have to remain
In this, all of this, all of it, all that I can
No longer know how to endure.
I don’t grow stronger. I just look in me for a cure
To this sickness, this sentence, this emblem
Of everything so impure.
I’m everything impure, and I’m all that you ignore.

Content

Submitted: July 07, 2018

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Content

Submitted: July 07, 2018

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You’ve left nothing here

But this souvenir,

This scar

That hardens my heart,

Tearing down into my soul,

So far,

I’ve been hidden behind the shadow

That rests near that heart. 

 

I’ve been washed away,

Worried that I don’t

Matter so much to say

That I could be anything

Like you used to think I was.

I haven’t found the way to

Be half of half enough. 

 

You’re blistered.

You’re bliss at times that I

Can no longer have for mine.

I only wish you’d

Be with me, at least, half this day

Just so I could finally get you

From all of this decay

And maybe work out my own way

To be better than you seem to think of me.

 

I wither.  I slither

Through this life that looks so much like Hell.

I intended so much more than this,

So much that I could no longer tell

Where the fantasies ended and this life wasn’t blended

With all of that and was some reality, in fact. 

I meant so very well,

But you’ve given me nothing but a sore spot that

Reminds me of how I failed.

If you could, just find some time to finally set me free.

 

This isn’t like anything before.

I’m alive and not so well

And have so little for me in store.

I used to have some happiness, somewhere in myself.

I used to not feel so empty and not compare me

To absolutely everyone and everything else.

I’ve already forgotten what it’s like to ever

Have something more than just this pain.

I’m ready to be forgotten

And to know that I don’t have to remain

In this, all of this, all of it, all that I can

No longer know how to endure.

I don’t grow stronger.  I just look in me for a cure

To this sickness, this sentence, this emblem

Of everything so impure. 

I’m everything impure, and I’m all that you ignore. 

 

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