Montana Dreams

Montana Dreams Montana Dreams

Status: Finished

Genre: Romance

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Status: Finished

Genre: Romance

Summary

A one night stand could end up being more than just a painful memory

Summary

A one night stand could end up being more than just a painful memory

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Submitted: June 24, 2013

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Submitted: June 24, 2013

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In deep thought, I wait silently hoping you'll come around.

It hurts to think about how you might not ever look back, but inside I still believe you will.

I sit here drunk, remembering everything I can. Intoxicated, I struggled to leave but you pulled me back. You just seem so sad there in my dreams. I look at you and awe in your presence, you're amazing. I won't do anything you don't want, I just want to see you smile. I look inside you and see your scars, and silently kiss you. Hopefully, you see your'e not alone.

You forgot me and left me,

Still I believe in you, still somehow forgive you. . .

I see you drunk with your bottle of red wine, looking at me signaling me. You take your clothes off inviting me on the couch, I hesitate because you probably won't care about me after this, still I come over. He pulls me in the dark and kisses me. I kiss him back  painfully submitting to him. I hold back, but forces me to continue. I tear up a little and try to run, but he grabs me and tells me '' Please don't leave. I love you, I always have''. He's too drunk to be serious, to weak to leave I let him do what he wants. He makes love to me the whole night, taking my innocence away. He kisses me one last time, I fall asleep safely in his arms.

I left the next morning before he woke up, thinking he would've probably wanted that anyways. Still, I stupidly believed I had a chance, I waited for you hoping it was more than just a dream. But you never came, time passed by and I wore away waiting. I left where he said he would find me, what choice did I have? 

I didn't hear anything from you, which left me crippled. I didn't want you, and foolishly let you use me. Stupidly, I bathed in tears for you in disapointment of the case. The never ending repeat cycle of the tragedy of love and all the beautiful lies that end the same way. Inside, I still wanted to go back. I resisted but realized I had to muster the strength to walk again so I went back. 

Nothing, everything was just the same. The only difference I noticed was an empty bottle of wine and thought '' Imagine he left it here for me?''. I couldn't help but take a closer look, and noticed it had a note inside. I took it out not caring how wet it was and read what was inside. It said, '' Hey you'' and realized that's what he calls me. 

 


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