What's My Plan?

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Status: In Progress  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksiesilk Classic Group

taken from my book, "Our Founded Feelings"

What's My Plan?

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What's my plan?

I don't have one

I'm just feeling this way

Because God wants me to be teased with love

__that I can't obtain

How this unmerciful Lord rocks my brain

Maybe I have a hole in me

__that I must fill before coming to you

But I can only fill that hole with you

I guess that's exactly what's the matter

This world is insane

And I don't matter

I whipped up some breakfast

__and ate it

But I know I should have been eating you

The size of your breasts is depressing

'Cause I can never have them

Their not mine

I don't own them

You can't give to me of yourself

Now my dick's in Hell

What would you do with a man's widdle pee pee anyway?

Boys have bigger dicks than me

You'll probably be taken from me very soon

And my institutionalized self

Would just be brain washed by the program

__to just accept it

And I'll be taken by somebody

__I just don't really wanna be with

But settle for her

Out of sheer desperation

She won't even meet my standards

But I'll feel she'll be better

__than having no one

Then I'll just get sick of the fact

__that she's not you

And I'll breakup with her

__when I can't take it anymore

And you'll be married by then

And I'll be as angry as ever

Abandoned by luck

'Cause God doesn't give a fuck

And I'll die inside

Just a little more each day

While you're having the time of your life

With anybody but me

But I'm just trippin', right?

This is why I don't make plans

God would only laugh

And not allow them to happen

As I write the misery into happening

There's nothing that can stop my pen

From destroying my future, but me

But I can't control my pen

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01-26-'21 #2

D. L. Cannon


Submitted: January 27, 2021

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VanillaEssence

people just love to be "chosen".
Most long term relationships are just a conveinience anyway.
Once the hot sex wears off it becomes a game of "cat and mouse" about who can get more "on the side" than their long term partner.
When a couple live together they see with their own eyes what the other looks like when they wake up in the morning.wink!

Wed, January 27th, 2021 8:29am

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Yeah? Well, I'm gonna lose anyway. I never get to keep anybody. I look like shit in the morning. One of me is Bi-Polar Type 1.(the worser type.) I'm addicted to energy drinks, and my sleep cycle shows it. In the morning, my last ex just wanted to leave so bad, that she never stayed. But probably only because she was a psychopath, who had 5 other boyfriends.

Wed, January 27th, 2021 6:43pm

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