Remaining Myself

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Status: In Progress  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksiesilk Classic Group

taken from my book, "With Insanity And Medication For All"

Remaining Myself

-

Yes, there's things I would like to say

That I don't believe in

But you would not believe either

So why even bother with it?

I'll always just be alone

__as Hell

____on Earth

______freezes

________over

And over

__and over

____again

Until I'm dead

My bed will remain

__without a woman on it

For some unGodly reason

I can't seem to fuck anybody

But that's O.K.

'Cause I can't afford to date right now

It just would be nice

__to go in and out

____of somebody

But love isn't free

So I can forget about somebody loving me

I'll settle with only taking a pee

__with my thingy

I know no one wants to let me in them

Pussy is for the successful men

Who have gainful employment

And a home big enough

__to clean properly

And enough money to drive ev'rywhere

And park ev'rywhere too

I'm not gonna higher a maid

A maid would just rob me blind

There aren't a lot of bridges

__I could jump off of

I overthink too much

__to carry out

____any suicide plans

So I gave up on dying

I'll settle with putting words on a page

'Cause God's gonna kill me eventually

I just gotta wait

My life is full

And I don't need a woman in it

Women are nothing but cheaters and liars

__to begin with

I'll rest my oversized head

__on my pillow tonight

My dick needs love

__to rise to thee occasion

So I can forget about fucking

__anybody new

I've already went thru

__as many women that would do me

____in one life time

______that one loser can have

And I'm O.K. with that

Really

I am

I've got vaping to relax me

I guess it's replacing a woman's touch

So that I'm not bummed out

__about having no one

The winter is here

And I'm content

Not complacent

"Money before love"

I live by that motto

As the beauty of life without love

__unravels itself before me

I can be happy

Not having to worry about having

__a woman to have to impress

____and care for

Not having to compromise

And just be free to live my life

My way

Without anybody stopping me from doing so

So while all you people in relationships

With lovers who make you do what they want

I'm forever free

To be me

And since nobody will want me

I'll always be free

To live my life

The way I want to

So I'll have the last laugh

Only having to give up pussy

So I can do things my way

And in thee end, it's worth it

So go ahead and keep your pussies away from me

You wouldn't even let me fuck you my way

Let alone love you my way

So ha ha ha!

You don't own me

So you can't control me

Just go ahead and continue

To talk all your shit about me

Nothing's going to change

You're all only going to keep rejecting me

And shutting me out of society

And I'm always going to need

__to stay in my financial lane

So if you think you're succeeding

__in doing things to destroy me

Think again

And blow me

Or

Find a dick that you actually would suck

And suck it

-

12-22-'19 #1

D. L. Cannon


Submitted: December 31, 2019

© Copyright 2021 DLCannon. All rights reserved.

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DampKitten

Ya know, DL, I actually rather like this. It's a sort of self-therapeutic introspective analysis problem-solving exercise with a splash of sour grapes.

"But love isn't free, so I can forget about anybody loving me." Wow...that kind of left me speechless. In an off-hand sort of way, you're suggesting love SHOULD be free (just like in the movies). I get your point, though. Relationships come with a price. So do quick romps. Freedom is a biggy.

Some guys manage to get both, (freedom and fun), or at least they seem to. I'm never so sure if they're as free as they seem... the 'players'. Those are the guys our moms told us to avoid, so we don't mention them. Even when they're trickling between our legs.

Sat, January 4th, 2020 1:55am

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Players pay too.

Sat, January 11th, 2020 12:53pm

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