Living A Beautiful Lie

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Status: In Progress  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksiesilk Classic Group

taken from my book, "Must You Find Out?"

Living A Beautiful Lie


I cannot accept the things

__I cannot change

So sue me for feeling lame

All the purpose of my recovery

Has been to find a new way of life

But I haven't found one

And I'm not going to

So clueless

__I have no tools

Still empty inside

Still feel like I've died

But I'm not on the pity pot

I'm just complacent

__and fucked up

My head knows no way

__to change

And I am happy

__being stuck like this

The world can suck my dick

And if they don't

__I'm shoving it down their throats

Making them choke

__on my little worm

Because I know they won't on their own

If I die, here, with no pussy on my dick

I'll be the stupidest son of a bitch

__that ever lived

Knowing I knew how to find some one

But just didn't do it

Because I chose to go thee easy way out

In any rout

Which lead me here

To where I be

Where I breathe the vapor, free

Free from all the bias people

Who choose to be friends with all but me

But that does not make me unique

Just singled out

And thrown out

Like my dick, from their mouths

Like my dick, from their holes

Maybe it's 'cause I'm too old

Maybe there is no reason why

And that's just life

But something tells me it's only my life

And that's O.K.

I'll just shove my dick into their brains


And fuck their heads all the way

I don't care if that's called "rape"

It's their fault for not killing me

For keeping me alive

Only to have me left out

__of the kind of lives

____that they live without me

And I'll just laugh

__as I'm busting my load

Dropping off sperm in their frontal lobe

Can they blame me?

They did this to themselves

They deserve what they get



D. L. Cannon

Submitted: July 10, 2017

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Interesting poem dun once again. Nice job.

Fri, July 28th, 2017 3:33pm


Thank you.

Sun, July 30th, 2017 10:56am

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