I'm Not There Yet

I'm Not There Yet I'm Not There Yet

Status: Finished

Genre: Poetry

Details

Status: Finished

Genre: Poetry

Summary

taken from my book, "If It Doesn't Compromise The Chicken"

Summary

taken from my book, "If It Doesn't Compromise The Chicken"

Content

Submitted: November 16, 2012

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Content

Submitted: November 16, 2012

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I'm Not There Yet

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I stabber at the thought of apologizing

__for moving too fast

I run from the reality

__that I already have

I even did that too fast too

__I guess

You're somewhere all getting wet

I deny my arousal I felt

__when I slapped your ass

Now I'm in regret

Because, you, I will never get

To discover

Now I drain my love for you

__as I realize

'Twas lust this whole damned time

I die, eager to have my way

As I'm fading far away

Too much knowledge of what I've done

I acted like a child

In a hurry ev'ryday

To have you take away my pain

Well, maybe I can't stand

To have to fuckin' wait

To get my dick back in a hole

And do what I'm told

By my heart

I cannot measure thee anxiety

This never ending ride of my nerves

In an atomic rollercoaster

Makes me wish I had your anything

And I just never can get

Myself to even attract you

So now I stabber at the thought

__of saying "sorry" out of the blue

To spark a conversation with you

That has no basis

__on reality, at all

And I think, if I could only say

__"fuck it!"

Maybe for once, and never give a shit

Should have been a better way

To let you nest inside my life

But I guess I'll never care

Why a demon that takes no dare

Can grumble at her own choices

Knowing I'm not there

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11-16-'12 #1

D. L. Cannon


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