Before I Go Any Further

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Status: In Progress  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksiesilk Classic Group

taken from my book, "With Insanity And Medication For All"

Before I Go Any Further

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Self-climatic thoughts

Forget love

I wanna be the boss

Though my mind peaks by itself

At least it erupts on it's own

I can't make you my lady

You're not the type to lay with me

With my pee pee

Way deep down in your valley

I know you don't want me

It's only a matter of time

You find yourself another guy

Who can father your children

'Cause I won't mess with a woman with kids

I'm so over parenthood

I'm through with it

So goodbye, Sylvia

I know I don't matter to ya

I'll be as gone

__as my mind

Lost in living without ya

The cool calm breases of winter will die

And I will find

__you'll never be mine

I won't forget your perfect figure

And how much we have in common

I know you're perfect for me

But I can't have a family

I refuse to be a step dad

Just to hold your hand

Hold you close

And be your man

It's good to know

That I can love another schizoaffective

As long as they are as stable as you

I just can't handle some one esle's kids

I don't feel fit for it

I will let myself drift away from you

Before I get too close

Where I want you the most

Farewell to your beautiful eyes

That tear into me like a dagger

I have to learn to not get lost in them

I have to get you outta my head

Thee end of my desire has to come soon

'Cause I don't know what I'd do with you

And how things can work out

In love with you

__I must fall out

Before it kills me to live without

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01-11-'20 #1

D. L. Cannon


Submitted: January 13, 2020

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