You Never Respect Me

All this
Makes me sick
So much moan and piss
Like I could ever give a shit
 
Everyone everywhere
Is always lookin at me
They stop and stare
And then blow past me
Except all the onesI thought that mattered
They try to bring me down,
Surround me like some hypocrites
Thinkin my ego'll shatter
 
But I'm livin this so much better
Than anything most of em 
Coulld've ever
Imagined I'd be doin by this point in life
But they're still tellin me what to be
What I need, what I need to be
Tryin to stop me when I try
Keep it up, no goodbye, no I miss you letter
 
Take your hate
And all the pain
I'll just wait
Until you go away
You cannot affect me
But I must say
You think it's so great
Like you have problems, but I don't
You wanna sit by, neglect me
But today,
I no longer care when you never respect me
 As of late,
I'm more ok
Than I think you think I should be
The one you still see as a child,
The one you will be so much admiring,
Is becoming more than anythng you could be
 
You can't bring me down
With all of your venom
All you really do instead of push me down
Is push me away, 
Cuz in my plans, you just ain't in em
 
I've made up my mind
That one day I'm leavin
I've waited way too long
And I'm no longer afraid
To be alone, to say goodbye to home
Because there's nowhere here
I could find any kind of anything clear or any freedom
 
Take your hate
And all the pain
I'll just wait
Until you go away
You cannot affect meBut I must say
You think it's so great
Like you have problems, but I don't
You wanna sit by, neglect me
But today,
I no longer care when you never respect me
 
Take all this hate
And eat it
And all the pain
I just don't need it
I'll just wait
Until you go away
You cannot affect me
But I must say
You think it's so great
Like you have problems, but I don't
So I won't hesitate
You wanna sit by, neglect me
But today,
I no longer care when you never respect me
 
You never respect me
All you do is expect me
To be what you want,
What you're not,Like you're so wise
And I'm not, though all I do is try
And this disguise, like I'm alright
Is so old, but it will disappear,
I won't explain
I won't show my pain
I'll just be so outta here
So do what you do
Just be you
But take your hate
And stuff it down
Hold onto it and drown
But I won't be
Anything you ever thought of me
 
Take your hate
And all the pain
I'll just wait
Until you go away
You cannot affect me
But I must say
You think it's so great
Like you have problems, but I don't
You wanna sit by, neglect me
But today,
I no longer care when you never respect me 
Take your hate
And all the pain
I'll just wait
Until you go away
You cannot affect me
But I must say
You think it's so great
Like you have problems, but I don't
You wanna sit by, neglect me
But today,
I no longer care when you never respect me

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