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Submitted: November 10, 2011

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So im sittin here in the computer lab in first block. sittin next to chris.. wishin i was with him right now. cant stop thinkin about him. i feel really bad cause i fell asleep last night when i was supposed to call him back. but i think here in a little bit im gonna take myself a little nap so i can dream about him. fuck. this sucks. i gotta live out here in BFE and he lives in springfield and i hardly ever get to see him. damn. my stomach hurts really bad. good news is i just finished the rough draft of my salem witch trials bullshit essay thing we have to do. i dont know why im writing all this. i dont need to but im just soo bored. "complete freedom of stress is death."- Sigmund Froid. or however you spell that guys name. haha. the only good thing about living in the country is that you can do soo much stuff that you cant do in the city. like riding 3 wheelers and 4 wheelers and dirtbikes all night and going to the river whenever you want cause its just at the end of your road. or having bon fires and listenin to your music really loud in the house because nobody is gonna call the cops and make a noise complaint and when you look outside in the middle of the night and look up and all you see is stars. its so beautiful. and whenever you wake up in the middle of the night to a bunch of coyotes howling and shit is amazing. and when you live in the city your whole life then go live in the country  then go to the city to visit every once in awhile you notice that city stinks. it has a nasty smell. i lived in the same house my whole life in springfield then my mom moved from republic to fairgrove and i moved with her. that was at the beggining of the summer. and it was the best choice i ever made. yeah life in springfield was easy cause we had a lot of money and i had a lot of friends but here in fairgrove we dont have money, i mean fuck we live off of the government and i dont care. id rather live out here with no money and no car to go see my friends and not always having everything i need, living with my little brothers and my mom rather then living in the city with everything i ask for, everything i need, a preppy school with smart people in it (lol) and knowing that i dont have to worry about how im gonna get through the next week, because ive been without a mom and never seeing my little brothers for a very very very long time. now my brothers look up to me and do what i do and want to go where i go and say what i say and act how i act. and it feels so great knowing that im looked up to and knowing that no matter what i do to fuck up ill always two little boys in my life that will always think the world of me. and dont even get me started on that bitch i have to share everything with. her name is kerstin. shes my cousin. her and her dad live with us. and i have to share a room, bed, bathroom, some clothes, makeup, and even a phone with her! she gets on my last fucking nerve everyday and im pretty sick and tired of it. we live in a trailer (not a double wide) and there is 6 people and 7 dogs. my brothers have to sleep in the living room on the couches cause kerstins dad jonny has a lot of shit and filled up two rooms with it all. but soon were gonna clean out those rooms and kerstin is gonna take my old room (smallest room in the whole place hahahah) i keep the room im in, my brothers are movin into the room thats connected with mine but jons gonna build a wall inbetween the rooms and my mom and jon keep what they got. ok so last week my mom was talkin to me and kerstin and she said '' i dont want you guys doing the dishes anymore cause you dont do them right so im gonna start doing them'' we said ok. but one day over the weekend she was busy and asked me to do the rest of them so i did. and up until a couple days ago shes been doin a good job with them. but right now i dont even know if we have any clean dishes and last night i was cleaning our room and kerstin was hangin with her bf brett and jn comes in and say christine you need to do the dishes. and im like uhh no. mom said she doesnt want us doing them anymore and im cleaning the room and i did the dishes last anyway so its not even my fucking turn to do that shit. so kerstin tell him that she'll do them whenever brett leaves and jon says ok. so i fell asleep at like 9:45 last night and kerstin didnt go to bed til like midnight and brett left at like 9:40 so she wassupposed to do the dishes. right? HAHA thats funny. i wake up and get ready for school, walk in the kitchen, the fuckin dishes are piled up and we dont have one clean dish. and jon looks at me and say when you get home from school you need to clean this place up before you get on the phone, im like i cleaned the room last night? its not my fault kerstin didnt do what she was supposed to do. and he said well its a goos thing shes suspended from school cause shes gonna clean stuff up around here but when you get home you need to finish cleaning your room. even though i did it last night? but watch when i get hom today nothing in the house will be done. if anything itll be more messy. but fuck its almost 9:04 and that means i got to move on to next block, here i come pshycology with mr. carroll, woohoo. im just gonna sleep in there and dream about adam. like always.


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