his departure

his departure

Status: Finished

Genre: Erotica

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Status: Finished

Genre: Erotica

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It's been a month since his departure....

Summary

It's been a month since his departure....

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Submitted: July 17, 2016

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Submitted: July 17, 2016

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It's been a month since you departed my life.  They say time heals but I'm not to sure about that, I feel your absence everyday and it still hurts like hell. 
 
You made me promises you could not keep, you said you would never leave me. You said you'd always be here with me.  How many times had you made me that promise to me. 
 
You were gone out of my life as fast as you came in.  It was winter when you shot through my life like a shooting star bringing the warmth of your love to my dull and lifeless life.  You charmed your way into my life, my love.  You said I was different and you wanted to share everything with me.  You showed me the beauty in life and you shared your life experiences with me.
 
On a sunny Friday summer day you were gone, leaving my world cold and gray.  Leaving me alone to face this world without you...my friend, my lover, my life, my everything was no more. The beauty you brought to my life had been drained from me.  A part of me died that day as well.
 
When you left you took everything with you, my heart, my happiness...I ask God everyday why he allowed this to happen to us.  
 
I have good and bad days, today was a bad day.  I was out today and I heard your name being called, my heart raced and I looked for you everywhere but you were not there.  I realized then you were gone and I was overcome with grief, I broke down in the middle of the mall.  I wept for the man I love, the man who is out of reach to me. Like I said...it was a bad day. 
 
The nights are the toughest for me.  It's when we would spend our time together talking about our day, up coming events, your dreams, my desires. The nights are now full of despair, longing, and loneliness.  I wish the pain of your absence would cease but it doesn't.  
 
I was just exsisting, walking though life...until you came along.  You helped me to feel again.  I was like a dead flower and you were the water and sun, hope sprung in my heart once again. You reminded me of how it felt to love a man...to be desired by a man.  
 
I stumbled upon this picture today and I couldn't help but let my mind wander to happier times, our first time together....
 
 
 
I could smell the salt in the ocean breeze as the curtains were gently blowing through the opening of our bedroom door that lead out to our own private terrace.  The sound of the ocean roaring as the waves crashed along the shore was both soothing and peaceful.  The breeze was warm, as was the sun that kissed our bodies good morning. 
 
Our legs were intertwined as I opended my eyes and took in my surroundings.  I couldn't help but smile when realization hit me as to where I was.  My heart was beating rapidly as I took in the sight of watching you sleep. You looked so peaceful not a care in the world.  I wanted to get lost in those beautiful eyes of yours, the gems that make me weak in the knees.  
 
I couldn't wait to say..."Good Morning!" However I didn't have the heart to wake you, so instead I soaked up the early morning sun lying in your arms. It was my slice of heaven and I wanted to bask in the moment for as long as I could.
 
As I laid in your arms, I thought back to the night before...we were on the beach gazing at the stars twinkling in the night sky.  I was memorized by your voice that sounded like silk and gave me goosebumps as you talked softly about the dreams you wanted to achieve.
 
Our first kiss we shared, how could I ever convey to you the depth of what I felt.  The moment your lips touched mine, there was an explosion of many emotions.  Fire ignited deep within my soul.  You touched a part of me that had been lying in dormant for so long.  I had forgotten what it was like to be kissed.  What it was like to desire a man's touch.  
 
Suddenly I felt alive, I could feel again, it was lIke a wave of euphoria washed over me, renewing my soul.  Your hands felt like fire as they roamed over the curves of my body. Nothing else existed, just us as we laid on a blanket, the soft sand beneath us as you made me yours under the moon that illuminated the night sky.
 
Everything about you filled my senses.  Your scent mixed with your cologne sent my head swimming.  Every caress sent shivers down my spine causing me to desire more of your touch.  When you whispered my name I was under your spell to command me as you wished.  
 
God those lips of yours, you know you had the sexiest lips I had ever laid eyes on!  Do you know I had dreamt about running my finger over your bottom lip before I kissed you. You had no idea how aroused it made me at the thought of biting that sensuous lip as I held you close to me.  
 
I felt like a kid on Christmas morning, I wasn't sure which present I wanted to experience first. I wanted to feel everything at once...I wanted you to take me hard and fast. I wanted to feel your lips on me as you feasted between my thighs, lapping up my honey.  I needed to feel your cock in my mouth as I sucked and licked you till you released your sweet cream.
 
Mmmmm...but what I wanted most of all was to feel the length of your cock slide into my moist flower as I arched my back to feel you glide deeper and deeper into me.  
 
I wanted to feel every glorious inch of you.  God did I ever feel every inch of you...you fucked me like I had never been fucked before.   There were moments where it was hard and raw, those moments sent excitement coursing throughout my body. 
 
Then there were moments of seduction and passion.  God you left me breathless and craving more and more of you.  I never knew I could feel so deeply and experience such pleasure as I did with you.
 
I have no idea how long we were on the beach all I knew is I didn't want the night to end.  Just thinking about it now brings tears to my eyes.  I had not been that happy in a long time...I never felt so wanted and loved.
 
I felt safe and secure with you, like I was meant to be yours all along.  I miss you Mi Amor...
 
No amount of time with you would have been long enough...mi corazon.
 
I Love You...Always...


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