okay, so this started off as a short story based on a dream I had one night, but slowly developed into something else.. so i decided to repost it as a novel and continue from where i left off..
it isn't a story i can summarize i don't think.. and not just because i suck majorly at blurbs >.<
The Japanese phrase in the first paragraph means:
"Everything about you.. your anger, your smile just keeps pushing me to walk forward"
i've been watching far too much anime lately, so just pay me no mind! haha XD
**** Please review, and let me know how I'm doing with this. ^_^
just so noone says they weren't aptly warned.. the forst chapter is very graphic, and intense.. but if you can get through that, it won't ever really go that far for the rest of the novel.. i think anyway.. lol =]
Since early history soldiers were expected to do their duty in far flung parts of the world, But when the fighting is over and they are no longer needed society effectively turns their back on them. Many are unable to re-intergrate this is my story.
Alev is slowly getting back to herself after a tough breakup. Now she is starting to realize how strong her feelings are for her roommate Chrissy. That is until an unexpected confrontation brings another woman in to Alev's life. Muddy feelings lead her to seek refuge in her work space. When an outside force threatens both her work and personal life, Alev has to make decision on where her loyalty lies.
What if you saw a dream holiday advertised? You could meet people with a shared interest on an activity holiday. Yet it would be like no other one. The shared interest holidaymakers have is in watching pornography and one of the main attractions of the holiday is that you can make your own porn film. Still, somebody has seen the advert and he doesn't even have a computer but would like to go. Read this story to find out if he will make a good porn actor or not. Or see what else what will happen to him. You should read this story if you'd ever wanted to make your own porn film or you just like talking about porn.
Desire so volatile. So violent. So delicate. Desire, hides, alone, in dreams. Dreams. Desire sleeps. Seeks realms. Sleeps. Hides. Waits until the wounds heal....
Carly climbs from the wreckage of childhood memories and adult accusations. She seeks some kind of truth and explores her sexuality.