Being Told What To Believe

Being Told What To Believe

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I'm gonna slip my mind

__into some thoughts

____and think them up

Then "I'm gonna chop off my head

And walk around naked

Then

__hopefully

____some one will suck me off

And I will cum

__powerfully

____into her mouth"

Then "I'm gonna slit my wrists

__and die"

'Cause "I'm tired of this bullshit life

Nobody will ever be mine

So fuck life

I am done"

Now, I know

"I'm full of shit

And don't mean that"

But, honestly

__"I don't give a crap

____for a life

______I don't want to have"

The stupidest shit

__that any one could go thru

____I have to go thru

And I've just about had it

But

__whatever

"If you want the best

__you gotta go thru the worst"

So oh well

Though that really must be bullshit

'Cause "I've gone thru the worst

__as it is

And haven't gotten the best

Obviously

'Cause where the Hell is she?"

Now, I don't wanna sound boring

And keep trying to explain my pee pee's sadness

But "what have I got

__but utter experience

____with such a fucked up

______lack of a sex-life

That died

__before I even gotten clean

That I thought I revived

__when I fucked my second to last ex?"

But in all honesty

__"I couldn't call that 'a continuing

____of my sex-life'

'Cause of how ugly she was"

So "chop off my head

__somebody

____please

If I can't fuck beauty again"

The puzzle pieces of the good life

__musta' not all came in the box

Or I lost some pieces

'Cause all the pieces I had to it

__are laid down

But it's not the whole picture

Not even close

So if my fist a punching a post

Maybe it's because the ghost is my friend

__and he told me to

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08-28-'23 #1

D. L. Cannon