My Dearest Megan

My Dearest Megan

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Haven't wrote for you is such a long time

Thought I'd grab the book and pen and drop you a line

I'd still like to tie you up and give you a fuck

But your marriage will always be in the way of our love

Which may be all made up

How do I know the truth?

I just miss you

And all of that stuff

That gets in my head

I wish I was dead

But this book is not done yet

Nowhere near it

I can feel the horniness of my cock

Flowing thru my veins

Driving me insane

No one gets me like you

But it's all a mirage

'Cause I can never have you

And all my feelings trap me in fear

You'll never be here

You'll never be near

You're an essential worker

I'm just a delivery boy

And a writer

I can work anywhere

But you're needed where you're at

Plus your husband keeps you from me

This isn't easy

It's harder on me

Than it is on you

That's why I'm trapped here

In my doom

The gloomy sunlight

Brings nothing but sorrow

When it's sunny, it's a desert

And boy, do I hate

The motherfuckin' desert

If only your wet vagina

Could be in my mouth

I'd suck the cream out

And make you more wetter

I just know you'd taste better

Than any other

But my love-life is over

"There is no question about it"

Your pussy is calling my dick home

But, you, I do not own

How do our privet parts ever meet?

7 years and 3 months without sex, so far, for me

And I've no one to love out here, in California

All the hot girls are either

Taken

Or a lesbian

If there is A God

I know He, or She, is laughing

I am the one person

With the most motive in the world

To go postal on people

But it's never going to be me

Killing everybody

I'm institutionalized

And have too much of a heart

To kill anybody

I just got this raging erection

Ready to fuck you

And only you

Unless somebody else can love me

But who can?

Why can?

I'm not even a man

I'm too afraid of death

To admit to myself that I'm getting closer to it

So I never age

I'll always be 8 year old inside

So no woman I ever meet

Wants to be mine

I can't have my way

Which isn't right

Am I supposed to have faith?

That I'll find some one?

I just want her to be you

I still want her to be you

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06-09-'22

D. L. Cannon