Random Diary Pages

Sunday morning walk

The day is breaking, the weather will be fine today. My steps on the cobblestones sound strangely. I spent the night alone, tempted to call Ryo. But ultimately, no. I preferred to try to fall asleep again, before going out for a walk. It was the best.I could do.

My thoughts go astray as I walk aimlessly through the park. I pass a jogger, without looking at him. I end up sitting on a bench and lighting a cigarette.

Ryo... Manly, handsome, charming. But nevertheless insecure.  Maybe too insecure to admit his desire...  I'd better give up on him.

A dog approaches me, I stroke him before his owner calls him back.  Just another Sunday morning.