Why won't you?

On my knees at your feet is where I belong. 

Do you remember that one night, when you took me to your apartment, closed the doors, pulled down the blinds and showed me what I really wanted? 

I remember every second of it. Your fingers wrapped around my hair, your penis savoring every last inch of my throat and the chains around my wrists. You fucked my dick until I eyes welled up with tears but no, don't get me wrong, I loved every moment of it. 

You pushed me against the wall and fucked me from behind, you put your tie around my lips so tight that they hurt. And I thought I was weird for liking it, but you know, every time I think about you, I gag myself up. 

It was that night I realized what I really wanted. I realized who I really was, what my body desired and I stopped lying to myself. It doesn't ashame me anymore, because I've accepted myself, but have you? You say you have then why won't you do those things to me again? You asked me what I really wanted, I'll tell what I really want.

And I hope, somewhere, someday you'll read this and think of me. Again.

I want to be at your feet, chained up like a sex doll and only move when you ask me to. 

I want to crawl behind you, worship the ground you walk on and stop only because I want to be punished. 

I want you to slap me every time I do something wrong, even the silliest thing. I want you to grab my hair so tight that I cry out in pain. 

I want you to keep me collared, and I want you to treat me like a dog. A good, submissive dog. 

I want you to keep me naked on the ground, maybe in a cage, whatever you want. 

I want you to keep me gagged and chained up, hands bound behind my back, and legs spread apart like the dirty slut I am.

I want you to fuck me and fuck me hard. Take me anywhere, anytime in any position. I want you to choke me with your dick til I gag. I want you to explore my body, miles and miles of naked skin and I want you to mark my body. 

I want you to force me on my back, and cage my body with yours. Have your fingers wrapped around neck, your lips assaulting mine. 

I want you to control me. All of me. 

Because this, my body, it belongs to you. It's yours. I am yours and I'll go anywhere you lead. 

I'll be your slave, your sub, your conquest. I will be anything you want, anywhere you want. I will obey you, call you my master, worship you like I used to worship God. 

And I know you're getting hard, imagining me suck your dick while your eyes roll back and you groan. I know you. 

Then why won't you?