The Headless Cycler
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Why does my anger twist and turn inside me?
I'm trying ta figure out
Why ev'ry one is stuck on dope
But I don't get an answer now
'Cause I don't smoke dope anymore
That world of mine died
11 Years ago as of tomorrow
But no fronts, please
All I have is today
And it's a long day ahead
The thoughts in my brain
They have severed my head
I look pretty silly
Like the headless cycler
Riding around, trying to spit my game
At anybody that could be called a "her"
That has tits or ass
Like the queen of my dreams
But I never even get a smile
They just walked on by
Like they don't care
'Cause they know I'd shove my dick down their throats
If they'd let me
So they never let me
And that aches and burns inside
Makes me want to die
I'm powerless over women
They all have the power
To ruin me
And they do
They ruin me ev'ryday
Stifling what little self esteem I have
That I can muster up every 5 days
With a smooth hairless head
But my hair grows back fast
And I end up being laughed at
Thee other 5 to 6 days of the week
Their laughter makes me weak
I can't sleep
I wake up in the morning
Only to go pee
And stay clean another day
But life lis meaningless
I'm currently without a muse
And I can't help it if I have no one to screw
So thee anger twists and turns
Turns into fear
And I'm on the run from it
Going nowhere
Going blind
Out of my mind
Hesitant to make a difference
In my sexless life that I now live
And even the voices wanna talk shit
"I'm sick of this shit"
When is thee end of madness's shift?
'Cause I wanna kill it
My emotions are throwing a fit
Everyday
They just escalate
And fuck with my brain
They rape my thoughts
Like it's a rape-a-thon
A big mind-fuck-o-rama
And I can't get along
And live life
I must die
A deathly death
And pursue my dreams
After I am dead
'Cause Heaven would be better than this
But I'm just never dying
And I'm not complying
To the rules of this life that i'm living
Still waiting to die
Still waiting to die
Still just waiting
And waiting
And waiting
Over and over and over again
'Cause I'm just never dead
Everyday I wake up
To a life that sucks
Nothing to do
But complain about it in a book
Oh God, why can't I just fuck a puss'?!
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07-25-'21 #2
D. L. Cannon
Submitted: August 05, 2021
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