The Headless Cycler

The Headless Cycler

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Why does my anger twist and turn inside me?

I'm trying ta figure out

Why ev'ry one is stuck on dope

But I don't get an answer now

'Cause I don't smoke dope anymore

That world of mine died

11 Years ago as of tomorrow

But no fronts, please

All I have is today

And it's a long day ahead

The thoughts in my brain

They have severed my head

I look pretty silly

Like the headless cycler

Riding around, trying to spit my game

At anybody that could be called a "her"

That has tits or ass

Like the queen of my dreams

But I never even get a smile

They just walked on by

Like they don't care

'Cause they know I'd shove my dick down their throats

If they'd let me

So they never let me

And that aches and burns inside

Makes me want to die

I'm powerless over women

They all have the power

To ruin me

And they do

They ruin me ev'ryday

Stifling what little self esteem I have

That I can muster up every 5 days

With a smooth hairless head

But my hair grows back fast

And I end up being laughed at

Thee other 5 to 6 days of the week

Their laughter makes me weak

I can't sleep

I wake up in the morning

Only to go pee

And stay clean another day

But life lis meaningless

I'm currently without a muse

And I can't help it if I have no one to screw

So thee anger twists and turns

Turns into fear

And I'm on the run from it

Going nowhere

Going blind

Out of my mind

Hesitant to make a difference

In my sexless life that I now live

And even the voices wanna talk shit

"I'm sick of this shit"

When is thee end of madness's shift?

'Cause I wanna kill it

My emotions are throwing a fit

Everyday

They just escalate

And fuck with my brain

They rape my thoughts

Like it's a rape-a-thon

A big mind-fuck-o-rama

And I can't get along

And live life

I must die

A deathly death

And pursue my dreams

After I am dead

'Cause Heaven would be better than this

But I'm just never dying

And I'm not complying

To the rules of this life that i'm living

Still waiting to die

Still waiting to die

Still just waiting

And waiting

And waiting

Over and over and over again

'Cause I'm just never dead

Everyday I wake up

To a life that sucks

Nothing to do

But complain about it in a book

Oh God, why can't I just fuck a puss'?!

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07-25-'21 #2

D. L. Cannon