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A Rockstar's Heart

Novel By: IceBreaker

(FINISHED) Bethany Borges is a girl who falls for a rockstar. Then it turns out that he isn't as perfect as it seems. View table of contents...


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Submitted:Apr 5, 2012    Reads: 295    Comments: 8    Likes: 3   

Chapter 7: Not your average boyfriend

It was eleven o clock at night when I heard something noisily tap my window. I sat up in my bed and turned on my lamp. I pulled the black curtains back and Logan was in my window. Typical boyfriend sneaks into your room. I sighed and open it. "What are you doing?" I asked. He gives me a weird smile and comes in the window. I shut it close and look at him. His eyes are half closed as he lays on my bed. He smells like alcohol.

"Have you been drinking, Logan?" I asked. He gave me a lazy smile.

"Nope. I….I….I do not drink. Drinking…..is for losers and I……… am not a loser."

"Shh. Keep your voice down and I know you're not a loser. I never said you were."

He nodded and laid down on my bed. "Come here, baby. Come…..lay next to me." I hesitate but lay down beside him anyway.

"Why were you drinking? Were you, Andy and Lance having a party or something?"

"No….I'm just sad……you know? Just sad…..baby. I……..I don't have a guitar. I don't have a baby. I'm so….fucked up."

I sat up and looked at him. "What do you mean you don't have a baby?" I asked. He shrugged and closed his eyes for a second.

"Well you're not pregnant."

"You didn't want me to be."

"What makes you think that?"

"You have a dream, I'm in high school. A kid right now will ruin it all."

"You don't want my kid, do you Bethany?" He asked. What was wrong with him? "What are you talking about? I will one day."

"No you won't." He said. His voice got lower and I started to get annoyed. I got up from the bed.

"Were you drinking because the pregnancy test was negative?" I asked folding my arms across my chest.

"I don't know. Is that the reason?" He asked.

"You have to leave. You can come back when you're sober." I said. Logan sat up.

He looked so wasted. "Okay……….I'm…I'm going to leave. I….love…..Love…….yeah." He got up slowly and went to the window. I was stood frozen in place. Was he about to say I love you or was this just a weird drunken state he was in?

He climbed out the window slowly and walked out of my backyard with his hands in his pockets. I sighed and closed my window.

The next morning was a Sunday. I was still confused about last night. Logan was upset because I wasn't pregnant. And he couldn't tell me that he loved me although I know he does. He shows it by making love to me constantly.

I walked downstairs to find him and my dad on the couch watching tv. My eyebrows pulled together as I look back and forth between them. "Beth, you slept in. I was going to come and wake you and tell you Louis is here but…."

"It's Logan, Dan." He said.

Dan? "Dan? You two on first name bases now?" I asked.

"Yeah, only thing is is that your father doesn't know my first name."

"Sorry son, getting old." Dad said.

I nodded and walked into the kitchen. I heard Logan excuse himself and heard his footsteps as he followed me in the kitchen. "You shouldn't be here." I said.

"I'm sorry about last night, Beth."

"You were mad because I wasn't pregnant." I whispered.

"No. I was just frustrated with everything because of my guitar and the band and all. My dad. It was all too much so I just started blaming you for something that wasn't your fault. I do want us to have kids someday."

"I want that too but not while I'm in high school."

"I'm so sorry. I need you to forgive me, baby." He said with pleading in his eyes. I couldn't resist really. I had to forgive him. I didn't have a choice. I sighed and nodded. "I do forgive you." I said. Logan smiled and pulled me to him and kissed me deeply.

I wish he'd just tell me that he loves me. "Last night, you were…..about to tell me you love me. I think." I said. He bit his lip. "I was?"

I nodded. He shrugged. "Interesting." He leaned against the counter. I stared at him. "You're not going to say it now?" I asked.

He let out a sigh. "Beth, I don't want to talk about this right now."

"What is with you? Do you love me or not?" I asked.

"I don't know." He said. I stared at him. I might have fallen in love way too fast. I nodded. "Okay." I whispered. I was about to walk out of the kitchen when Logan grabbed my arm. "Don't be mad."

"I'm not mad." I said. Logan raised his eyebrow. "Beth, I know you. I know you're upset."

"I'm fine." I said.

"I just…..I want us to both say it on a special occasion. Like dinner tonight. At 8?"

I couldn't help but smile. "Fine." I said. I was about to walk away and go upstairs but he pulled me against his body. "Can I have a kiss before I leave?"

I shook my head. "Logan, my dad is in the next room."

"And? That doesn't mean anything." He said with a devious smile on his lips. I smiled and tilted my head to look into the living room where I saw my dad laying in his chair about to dose off. "Over here is better." I brought him over to the hallway that leads to the back door. He pressed me against the wall and kisses me hard. His hand goes under my shirt and he squeezes my left tit. He pressed his erection against me indicating his need.

I moan in his mouth and grip his hair in my fingers. Our kissing led to me not having any air left. Logan realizes this and slightly backs away. "I'm sorry, sexy. You just taste and feel so good." He breathed.

"You do too." I said. He smiled and traced his thumb along my bottom lip. "I'll pick you up at eight."

I nodded. He gave me one more kiss before leaving out the back door.


I got dressed up in a red strapless tight dress. I had on black and red lace pumps and lace earrings and a lace necklace to match. I put my hair into a side bun and stuck a fake red flower in it. I looked in the mirror and smiled at myself. My cell phone rang and I went over to answer it.


"Hey, can we talk?" It was Alicia. She sounded miserable.

"Yeah, sure."

"Are you busy?" She croaked.

"Not now but soon, Logan is coming to pick me up to take me to dinner."

"Oh….well I don't want to ruin your date. Go ahead."

"No. Talk to me. You sound awful."

"I don't want to ruin your date, Bethany. It's nothing."

"Alicia, come on. I know you. You never sound down. Tell me what's going on."

"Andy broke up with me." She started crying.

"Why? What happened?" I asked.

She didn't answer. She was still crying. I sat there just listening. It was hard to hear Alicia cry. She is one of the toughest people I know.

"I was on Facebook and I saw this girl commenting on his status so I addressed him about it. He got mad and we started arguing. And he told me to leave him alone and not to talk to him anymore." She started crying again. I knew how deeply she cared for Andy. When they first started dating, She wrote Mrs. Alicia Allen all over her math and science notebook.

"Well what was she saying on his status?" I asked.

"His status said 'Hanging out with my girl and the band tonight' and the bitch commented and said, 'Coming over my house later?'" Yeah that would piss me off too.

"Want me to talk to him?" I asked.

"Can you, please? He won't talk to me and I've been calling and texting."

"Okay, once Logan comes, I'll ask him to swing by Andy's place."

"Thanks, Beth. This is why you're my best friend. I love you."

"I love you too."

"Have fun."

"Thanks. Bye." I hung up the phone and just as I did, I heard Logan's car honk. I checked myself in the mirror once more before I walked downstairs.

"Going out for a little bit, mom." I said. She smiled and nodded. I was a younger version of my mother although she wasn't……Goth and she was prettier.

"Be safe." She said. I nodded and walked out the door. I got into the passenger side of the car and Logan leaned over and kissed me.

My heart was racing when he pulled away. "You look great tonight." He said. I blushed as he reversed out of the driveway and drove onto the road.

"Before we go….wherever we're going, can we stop at Andy's house? He broke up with Alicia and I said I'll talk to him for her." I said. Logan looked shocked. "They broke up? Were they not all over each other the other night?" He asked turning down a side street.

"Yeah. I don't know what happened." Actually I did know.

Logan turned down Andy's street and stopped in front of his house. "I'll be back." I said as I opened the door and then shut it. I walked up to Andy's door and knocked on it. Took five knocks before he answered.

"Oh. Hey Beth." He said. He looked and sounded miserable. I knew why.

"Just get back together with her. Please? She loves you and I know you love her."

"She accused me of cheating. The girl who commented on my status was some random groupie chick. I'm not messing around with her."

"Well tell Alicia that she needs to trust you and go over her house and make up with her."

"And if she doesn't listen?"

"She just called my house crying. Me and you both know she never cries. I'm sure that she'll be more than happy to trust and make up with you. I have to go but once I get back, I want you and her talking about your sex life."

"What?" He asked confused.

"I mean I want everything back to normal, Andy." I said. He nodded. "Right, right. Okay." I nodded and turned and got back to the car.

"Well?" Logan asked.

"They'll be back together in the next ten…maybe five minutes." I said.

He smiled. "Good." He said as he continued driving.

"So, where are we going?" I asked. He looked over at me.

"It's a surprise." He said. I sighed. "I don't like surprises." I said.

"You'll like this one, sexy." He said.

"I doubt it."

He pulled up to a grassy area. He got out of the car and came to my side and open the door for me.

"What are we doing here?" I asked.

He placed his hands over my eyes. "Almost there." He whispered. I was blindly being led. I was scared I might trip. "Okay. Here we go." He took his hands away and I looked to see a huge white square blanket. And on it was a bottle of champagne,two glasses, Rose petals and a picnic basket. There were at least six outside lamps surrounding the blanket. I smiled at him.

"I wanted to make it up to you for what happened last night."

"Logan, I already told you that I forgive you."

"It was still wrong. This is all for you." He said. I smiled at him and he grabbed my hand. We walked onto the blanket and sat down. I slipped my heels off and he took off his shoes also.

He loosened his tie and opened the picnic blanket.

"How did you know someone wouldn't steal the food?"

"I had someone watch it while I went to get you." He turned to look behind him. That's when I saw Lance walking towards us. "Thanks, man." Logan said. He smiled. "Anytime." Lance said. He looked at me. "Hey, Bethany."

"Hey, Lance." He walked away and got into his car.

I looked back at Logan. "Very nice."

"I know. He's going to make me pay him later. I interrupted him when he was in his 'jam session.'" He said. I smiled and grabbed a rose petal.

"Want to eat?" He asked. I nodded as he opened the basket. "Sorry everything is in a container."

"I'm fine with that."

He pulled out a container of strawberries. My favorite fruit. I opened the container and placed it in my mouth. Logan grabbed one ate it. He leaned over and kissed me. When he pulled back, he looked into my eyes. "You are so beautiful." I blushed.

We ate and talked about his family and my family and our childhood. When we were done eating, we laid back on the blanket and stared up at the dark star-filled sky. The lamps were off and I was lying on Logan's chest. He was slowly rubbing my back. My head was underneath his chin and my eyes were closed. He let out a deep breath. "I love you." He whispered. I lifted my head and looked in his green eyes. "I love you too." I whispered back. He rolled us over so that he was on top of me and kissed me. His lips slowly moved with mine and we moaned together.

Without realizing it, my dress was being raised up but I didn't stop it. I didn't want to. I began to unbutton Logan's shirt and slid it off his shoulders. I got the tie from around his neck. He grabbed the zipper that was on the side of the dress. I lifted my body up as he slid it down. Now I was only in my white cotton panties. Logan smiled.

"Like a virgin." He said chuckling.

"What?" I asked.

"Only virgins wear white cotton panties."

"Well I'm not a virgin anymore thanks to you." I said.

He smiled "I know." He said as he kissed me again. He watched as I got his pants down and then his boxers. I lifted my lower body as he slid my panties down. He slowly kissed my neck and then began sucking on it. It felt good and I didn't want him to stop. "I love you." I moaned as I closed my eyes.

"I love you too." He said and began sucking on my neck again. He cupped my womanhood and I moaned. I was definitely wet and he was definitely hard. His lips brushed against mine. His body was on mine and his thumb traced my lips. He softly kissed me as he pushed inside of me. I moaned and he buried his head in the crook of my neck. I closed my eyes. He started slowly making love to me. Logan's eyes went back to mine and then he leaned down and kissed me deeply. The deeper he kissed me, the deeper he went inside of me. He moaned my name and continued kissing me. I was deeply in love with Logan and I wanted to be with him…..forever. I moaned loudly and Logan rolled us over. "Logan…I can't." I breathed. He kissed me and nodded. "Yes you can," He whispered. "I'll help you." He helped me move my hips and I saw the pleasure on his face as he closed his eyes. I could feel my orgasm building up and I didn't need him guiding me anymore, I was almost screaming from how good it felt. I threw my head back and closed my eyes. Just when I was about to cum, he placed his hand on the back of my head and made me kiss him. I screamed in his mouth as I came hard on his cock. He moaned in my mouth as he came. He rubbed my back softly and breathed in my mouth.

I stayed on top of him. I didn't want to leave the warmth on his body and I wanted him to stay inside of me. I laid on his chest and he kissed the top of my head as I closed my eyes and fell asleep.


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