I am so sorry that this chapter is so short. It just didn't fit in with chapter 25. I tried to combine them together but it didn't work.
Chapter 24: Lance and me.
"No." I said again.
"Please, Beth. I'm on my knees." Lance said smiling up at me. I shook my head and kept my arms crossed.
I was sitting on Lance's bed looking down at him on his knees in front of me begging me to agree to be a part of the band. It has been a week since he's told me about it. "No." I said again. Lance pushed me back onto the bed and kissed me hard while holding my hands down onto the bed. I moaned in his mouth. I actually liked it when he was rough with me. Lance made me into such a bad girl. Sorry that sounded awkward.
Our lips parted as he looked down at me. "I won't go any further until you agree."
"Why would you want me to be in a band with you?"
"Because Andy is joining in and we need a lead. And you seriously have an unforgettable voice. I want you. I need you." He said. His eyes bearing into mine.
"I can't. I'm scared to."
"Beth, I'll be right there beside you. Right there. I swear to you. You can count on me." He said nodding.
"What if they don't like my voice?" I asked. That's why I was scared. What if I wasn't good enough?
Lance smiled and brushed his lips against mine before kissing me and then pulling back.
"So what if they don't? Do what I did in my eighth grade talent show. The audience booed my guitar playing and at the end of the song, I held up both my hands and stuck up my middle fingers. Then I got cheers."
I smiled at him. "You'll be right beside me?"
"Right beside you, sweetheart." He whispered. I looked into his eyes and saw the sincerity in them. I nodded. "Okay. Okay. I'll do it." I finally said. Lance smiled widely. "Fucking awesome. You are just….amazing." He said. I giggled at his excitement. I placed both my hands on both sides of his face and his lips came down to mine. I could feel his need poking me in my stomach. Getting Lance excited got me excited. I lifted myself up and pulled my shorts down and my panties and I didn't even have time to take my shirt off before Lance was inside of me.
He didn't need condoms. I had my mom get me birth control pills. I should have been got them. Lance's eyes stayed on mine the whole time he was fucking me. He was so unbelievably gorgeous, I couldn't even look away from his face. Lance sucked on my neck while my fingers gripped his hair and I was moaning in his ear. "Oh, baby." I moaned and closed my eyes. I would have normally been embarrassed to say that but this felt so good. I didn't care at the moment.
I cried out in ecstasy when I came. He whispered my name as he came five seconds after me. My eyes were still closed. This was the most intense orgasm I had in a long time. I could feel Lance softly planting kisses around my neck and my lips.
"Can I ask you a question?" He asked as he rolled over to the other side of the bed beside me. I turned on my side, faced him and nodded.
He licked his lips and sighed. "When you saw him, did any past feelings come back?" He asked. His brown eyes stared into mine waiting for my answer.
"Maybe a little. When I first heard his voice….I……. But then I realized what he put me through. And It made me angry. It made me realize that it was never meant to be between me and him."
"Did you feel anything when you first saw me?" He asked indifferently. I shrugged. "You….weren't really what my focus was on at the time." I admitted.
He nodded. "But my focus was on you that night. I looked out at that audience. I saw you out there in your black fishnets. Your shirts. Your beautiful long hair. But I followed where your eyes were and I saw that they were on Logan. I knew that there was no competition so I stayed away at first. At first." He said.
I nodded and smiled. "I'm glad you're not staying away now, Lance." I said. He smiled and grabbed my hand and kissed my knuckles and then looked into my eyes. "I love you, Beth." He whispered.
I smiled. "I love you too." I said back. Lance brought me into his arms and held me as we both drifted off to sleep.
I woke up after taking a two hour nap. Lance was still sleeping. I decided to get up and sit at my desk. I closed my eyes for a second. It was time to get started on my first song. I already decided the name of it.