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A Rockstar's Heart

Novel By: IceBreaker

(FINISHED) Bethany Borges is a girl who falls for a rockstar. Then it turns out that he isn't as perfect as it seems. View table of contents...


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Submitted:Mar 27, 2012    Reads: 364    Comments: 1    Likes: 3   

Chapter 2:The first touch

"Goth bitch." Muttered Stephanie Avery as I sat down in my last class for the day. I ignored her as always. I always get this verbal abuse. I'll admit that it does get to me. And it does bother me but I want to tell everyone to 'fuck off'. Stephanie was a blond blue eyed 'beauty' as most guys call her. And she has her group of skanks along with her. Malerie Davis and Nicole Pawn. Malerie and I were best friends until she realized that the way I was was affecting her 'reputation'. And according to 99.9 percent of the high school population, reputation is important.

I shut my locker and grabbed my black bag with small gray skulls on it. I was wearing black leggings with a black short skirt. Black baby doll shoes. A gray off the shoulders shirt with a big black skull in the middle. My hair was in a side pony tail.

I was bored out of my mind. Tons of homework. Lots to do. Fuck my life. Alicia wasn't here today so I had to walk home alone. I walked out of the school doors and stepped upon Stephanie who was whispered something to her friends and they laughed while I tried to ignore them.

"Vampire whore." I heard Nicole say. Stephanie laughed loudly making sure I heard it. I sighed and looked forward and saw something that made my heart drop. Logan was leaning against a red Camaro with a smirk on his face. It kind of reminded me of the scene from 'Sixteen Candles'.

"Who is that? Is he a new kid?" I hear Stephanie ask. Logan had on a long sleeved white shirt that had the words 'Just shoot me' on it. He also had on black jeans with black shoes on. He had a smile on his face that can make a girl drop to her knees.

"He's sexy." I heard Nicole say

"I got dibs." Said Malerie.

Logan slowly came over and stopped in front of me. "Hi." I whispered. He smiled.

"Hi! I'm Stephanie." She said bumping me out of the way. I sighed in irritation.

"Uh…hi, I'm Logan." He said. She smiled and twirled pieces of her hair in circles flirtatiously. She looked pathetic though. Logan then looked at me. "I thought I'd give you a ride." He said. I nodded. He grabbed my hand. It was sweating but either he didn't notice, or he didn't care. We walked to his car. Everyone was looking at us. The odd couple. If that what we were. Some people crowded around the car asking for an autograph but Logan waved them off. He opened my door for me and I got into his car. It smelled like his cologne and it made me smile.

He slipped in the car and started it and we were off.

"Nice car." I commented. He smiled. "Thanks," He paused for a second. "So, what's up with you and that Stephanie chick? Let me guess, she's the cheer leader and you're the Goth"

"Exactly." I answered.

"I hate girls like that who would just kill for attention. So damn annoying." He said.

"Tell me about it." He pulled up to a white and black two story home. It looked like mine only way bigger.

"I thought you were taking me home." I said. I was happy he didn't. He smiled. "I lied." He said as he got out of the car. I did also.

He wrapped his arm around my waist and led us to his house. But I felt a little fear. "Wait, I……I'm kind of nervous. We're not together and you sure you want me to meet your parents so soon?" I asked. Logan chuckled. "They're not here. My mom is……somewhere and my dad works at his garage during the day."

"Okay." I said. He dug out his key and unlocked the door. The inside was so beautiful. Everything was glass and elegant. "Nice house." I said. He smiled. "You haven't seen the best room yet." He said.

"The bedroom?" I guessed. He smirked. "The basement." He said leading me to a door. He opened it and led me down a case of white stairs. My basement was dark and cold but Logan's basement was beautiful. It had beige carpet. Black couches. A fireplace. A bar. And a spot for instruments.

"This is where the Daredevils rehearse?" I asked. Logan nodded. "Nonstop." He said leaning against the bar. Something suddenly crossed my mind. "How did you know where I go to school? Are you stalking me?" I asked. Logan blushed for a second and bit his lip. "I asked Andy and he told me where you go to school. I decided to surprise you."

"It was a really good surprise." I said. Logan stared at me with a grin slowly forming across his features. He led me over to the couch and I sat down beside him. He slowly leaned in and kissed me. I immediately gripped his hair. It was so soft. He continued kissing me as I laid back on the couch and his body was over mine. I closed my eyes and tried to relax the nervousness that I felt deep in my stomach. He was a good kisser. Well I've only been kissed by one other guy and it was on a bet. The kiss was short and….slobbery unfortunately. I was six.

But the way Logan was kissing me, I got pleasure out of it as his hand snaked under my shirt and he squeezed my left tit. I moaned and felt kind of embarrassed. Logan pulled back a little. "Something wrong? You look worried."

I shook my head. "It's just……I'm a virgin." I admitted sadly. I thought Logan would laugh but instead, he smiled warmly. "So….if you'd let me, I'd be your first?" He asked. I nodded. He nodded along with me and pulled back a little more.

"You do understand that I don't just want to fuck you right? I want to do that and more with you, Bethany. I really like you and I care about you too."

"I know and I feel the same way." I said. He smiled and nodded. "I'll take things slow. Tell me if I do something you don't like or if I'm going too fast." He said.

"I will." I said. He leaned back in and kissed me again. His breathing hitched and I felt his hard-on on my thigh. I made him hard? Wow. He slid his tongue into my mouth and once again, his hand went under my shirt and squeezed my right tit this time. And his other hand cupped my womanhood. It made me feel funny. Kind of hot 'down there'. I moaned again. But I didn't feel funny making sounds this time. This felt good and I wanted to show him how good he was making me feel. I felt Logan's lips brush my jawline and he began leaving soft lingering kisses on my neck. I closed my eyes and let myself get lost from his kiss. He was addictive and I didn't even know him for a whole twenty four hours.

He stopped kissing me and looked into my eyes. "You do realize that you're the most beautiful girl I've ever seen in my life right?" He asked. I shook my head.

"I don't think so. I think you could do better." I said. He rolled his eyes. "Yeah right." He said and then kissed me again.

I really wanted to know. "Why do you like me? And don't tell me that usual line guys go for: Because you're different. I'm sick of hearing that. I really want to know the reason." I liked Logan and even though he said he wasn't hanging out with me to fuck me, I needed to know why he liked me.

"Because the second I saw you in the audience, my heart immediately started beating fast. I felt nervous which is very rare for me. No girl ever makes me nervous but you. When I'm near you, I feel like I can be the real me. Not the rock star me. I could be my, funny perverted, sexy self." I laughed and he laughed with me.

"Your turn, why do you like me?" He asked. I raised my eyebrow. "Who said I like you?" I asked. He smiled. "Well you're letting me kiss you and feel you up so you must have some kind of feelings for me." I bit my lip. I don't really express when I like a guy.

"When I saw you on the stage, everything else was just a blur. You are beautiful and I just couldn't take my eyes off of you. Not even with people shoving and screaming. And then you started to sing and…..I almost broke in tears. You have a great voice, Logan." I said. He smiled and kissed me again.

"Sure you don't just want to get in my pants?" He asked. I rolled my eyes. "If I wanted to get in your pants, I would have the night we met."

"Well I can't argue with that." He said. I chuckled and looked into his green eyes. "So….did you start my song yet?" I asked. He nodded right away. "It's called Crazy about you." He got up and gave me the paper with words on it. Lyrics. The Lyrics were so good; I began to sing it out loud.

"Holy shit." Logan said. I looked at him. "You have an awesome voice, Beth." He looked at me like he just made a new discovery. "Really?" I asked. He nodded and bit his lip.

"Your voice may just be what we need."

"Me? In your band? Come on, Logan. Be real. I'm a high school goth chick with bad grades and a very indistinct personality. How can that be what your band needs?" I asked. He smiled. "We're all different in our band. Me, I'm the perverted leader who gets all the girls. Andy has a cool guy laid back attitude and Lance is a nerd mixed in with a bad boy. All we need is a sexy goth chick and it'll make our music ten times better."

"But you already sound amazing. You don't need me."

"Promise you'll just rehearse with us one day."

"I don't know, Logan." I said. I was scared to sing in front of people. It was my secret talent and having people watch and judge me was just not an option in my book.

"Maybe." I said. He smiled and then bit his lip. "I want to do something." He looked down at my skirt. I cocked my head to the side. "Like what?" I asked. He looked a little hesitant as if he was scared.

"I want to do something to you and I want you, if you feel uncomfortable at any point, to stop me. Okay?" He asked. I swallowed and nodded. Butterflies filled my stomach. He laid me back on his couch and took my shoes off. He sat them down on the floor and then placed the tips of his fingers underneath the waistline of my skirt. I closed my eyes. I can't believe this about to happen. I opened my eyes and Logan is looking at me. I nodded approvingly. He slowly slid the skirt down and placed it on the arm of the couch. He then slid my leggings and my panties off and came face to face with my womanhood. He smiled. "Do you want me to stop, baby?" He asked. He called me baby and a smile raised to my face. I shook my head. "Don't." He smiled in response, leaned down and let out a breath on my womanhood and it felt so good. I felt his wet tongue lick my clit. Swirling it around and making me moan uncontrollably. I could feel a sensational heat coming out of me. I placed my fingers through his hair as he continued to slide his tongue against my slit but it never went inside of me. His tongue moved to my inner thighs and then right back to my clit. He moaned as he continued to do this.

I suddenly heard my cell phone ring. I was about to get up to answer it but Logan kept me in place by flicking his tongue against my clit. I felt something coming. Something huge and filled with pleasure. I never felt this before. I screamed out as I burst into a million pieces of an amazing……..orgasm. This was what it feels like. I've been missing out on a lot. My heart was beating fast. I looked at him as he lifted his head up and kissed me while rubbing his hand against my clit making me moan again. I was on the edge of another orgasm almost immediately. I almost screamed while he kissed me. I grabbed onto the hand that he was using to pleasure me. I placed my hand on his and made him rub faster. I closed my eyes as he continued kissing me deeply. I came hard again and gripped his hand and moaned loudly. He looked me dead in the eye as I came which made everything feel so much better. When I was slowly coming down from the amazing orgasm I had, Logan smiled at me. "Satisfied?" He asked. I nodded and he laughed softly. I felt his erection against me and it made me feel curious. I grabbed his belt and was about to unbuckle it but he grabbed my hands and shook his head. "It's all about you today."

"It's about you now." I said and he smirked and let me unbuckled his belt. I sat up and got the belt loose and then unbuttoned his jeans. I pulled them down slightly. He was wearing black boxers. So original for a rock star. I pulled his boxers down and found a large erect thick cock. I swallowed and looked up at him. "What's wrong?" He asked seeing the slight concern on my face. I bit my lip for a second. "When we……do…..do it, will…..it…..fit?" I asked. Logan let out a small laugh. "I'm sure it will. I got to make you extremely wet. That's the key." He said while nodding. I looked back down at his thick cock and placed my hand around it.

Me and Alicia have watched pornos before. Not my idea. Her and Andy's and for some reason, they told me to watch it to get ideas for my first time. It was gross but a turn on at the same time. I stroked his cock back and forth slowly at first but when I heard Logan moaning, I stroked it faster. "Beth," Logan breathed in a soft voice. He moaned before continuing. "Please, faster." He begged. I obeyed him and jacked him off faster. He had to hold himself up by grabbing on to the back of the couch. I suddenly saw a white liquid shoot out of him and onto me and he moaned and closed his eyes. "Damn." He breathed as he opened his eyes. I smiled up at him. "Did I do okay?" I asked. He nodded. "You did better than okay, Bethany." He leaned down and kissed me. I went to wash myself off in the bathroom that was in this basement and looked in the mirror. A smile stayed stamped on my face. I opened the door and Andy and Lance came downstairs. Andy had his drumsticks and Lance had a white guitar in his hand.

"Hey, Beth." Said Andy.

"Hey, where's Alicia?"

"Hiding over my house. She didn't feel like going anywhere else. She and her parents had a fight so she left."

"That's too bad." I said. He nodded.

"Hey, Lance." I said. He nodded to me once and started playing random test strings on his guitar. Andy threw his keys to me. "Go keep her company. She'll need you." He said. I nodded.

"Thanks, Andy." I said. He nodded and sat at his drum set. Logan came over and kissed me softly on the lips while one of his hands squeezed my ass. "I'll see you tomorrow. We got to rehearse." I nodded and kissed him again. This kiss lasted longer.

"Get a room." Andy said. Logan flipped him off while still kissing me. He slowly pulled away but gave me one more quick kiss before licking his lips. "At the Stanton club." He whispered. I nodded and gave him one more quick kiss before walking upstairs and into the living room. I walked outside with a permanent smile on my face. I was quickly….extremely quickly falling for Logan Nadilin.


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