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Chap. 3 continued...

Novel By: Nina Simone
Memoir



Take a look into the life of Lourdes... View table of contents...


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Submitted:Jul 3, 2010    Reads: 259    Comments: 45    Likes: 45   


Good." He said. "I was starting to get jealous."
"Oh honey, you past that point two days ago." Lourdes laughed. Alex laughed too but only a little.
The group of people went around the corner and further into the garden until Lourdes could no longer see them. Alex kissed her on the cheek.
Lourdes looked down smiling warmly. His lips were cold. It felt nice. She couldn't tell if it felt so good because she wanted him, or if it was the drugs.
Alex pulled back slightly waiting for her reaction, but there wasn't one. So he kissed her cheek again. He turned her face towards his and kissed her on the mouth. Lourdes didn't resist. She couldn't sleep a wink last night, thinking about the last thing that he said to her in front of the diner. They stopped kissing.
"I think your brilliant." He said.
"Brilliant." She repeated.
"What? No good?" He smiled.
She stifled a laugh. "Choose another word." Brilliant wasn't doing it for her.
"Sensational." He said. "Sexy. Spectacular. Would you like more?" He grinned.
"Oh yes please!" She said snuggling back up to him. He pulled her close to his lips, then he tilted his head and spoke in her ear. "How long are we going to keep doing this?"
"I know." She whispered. "I mean, what do you mean?"
"You know what I mean." He said practically moaning.
Lourdes laughed, "Well I know what you mean but-"
Just then a door slammed shut and Lourdes jerked away from Alex.
Stacy had found them. "So there you are." She said in her mousy voice. She seemed a little drunk. They both stared up at her. "My favorite song is playing and I was looking for someone to dance with."
Lourdes smiled and raised her eyebrows at Alex not saying anything.
Alex stood up and said, "Sure."
Stacy smiled at Lourdes as if she had won some battle. She headed back to the door and waited for Alex to come.
Alex put his hand on Lourdes' knee. "Don't leave without saying goodbye." He said.
Lourdes sat back against the wall. What could she do? Stacy was obviously into Alex and she had every right to be.
They were single.
Lourdes knew better than to be alone with Alexsander. Everybody would be watching. Especially Stacy.
But they were past the point of no return and she was sick of dragging this out. Alex brought out the absolute worst in her...and the absolute best, and she never felt more alive.
She pulled out her white cell phone. Need advice, S. the bartender, seriously cock-blocking, what do I do?
She sat there for a minute, Albear responded immediately. Stall that bitch out. Go and take him.
Lourdes stood up and went inside the party. Stacy and Alex were out on the dance floor. Lourdes straightened out her black tee and looked over her tapered pants, making sure she looked okay. Her wig was itching something awful, but it was too cute to take off.
Stacy had her hands on Alex chest trying to perform her best bump and grind moves.
The song that was playing, stopped and Lourdes could see that Alex was trying to depart from Stacy.
Lourdes took a deep breath and walked into the crowd of people dancing. She approached Stacy and Alex. She quickly slid herself in between the two of them. She was facing Alex, but she turned slightly to Stacy and said, "My turn."
Stacy stood there dumbfounded, contemplating what to do. "Okay." She said. "A couple of dances, but I'll be back." She walked away and headed over to the drinks table.
"Thanks." Alex said swaying back and forth to the music. "I didn't think I was going to get away from her."
"You should be careful," Lourdes said, "of attracting the wrong girls attention just to try and make me jealous, It almost always backfires."
"On me or the girl?" He asked smiling.
"Both." She said.
"But it worked. It brought you over here to me."
Lourdes smiled. "You are very cute." She said.
Alex tugged on her wig again. "Please say you'll wear this once on and once off. It'll be like going to bed with you and your twin sister both in the same night."
"Careful buddy," she said dancing along with him, "you haven't gone to bed with me yet."
"Not for a lack of trying." He grinned.
"Touche." She said.
The song stopped and the lights dimmed and slow music started playing.
"Why don't you meet me out back. Nobody'll be there." He said. "We can talk about this in further detail."
"No such luck with Stacy on the prowl." She said pursing her dark red lips.
"You go first. I'll meet you around back." He urged.
Lourdes turned and made her way slowly through the house and went out back. Currently, Stacy was nowhere in sight. Lourdes' heart was beating so fast she thought she was going to be sick. She was slowly trying to catch her breath, when Alex came swinging around the corner. Her legs were stretched out in front of her and she was leaning at an angle against the wall. If she wasn't propped up, she definitely wouldn't be able to stand.
Alex walked up to her without hesitating and they kissed. "We should only stay a bit longer before one of us slips out first." He said twirling the end of her wig.
"I don't know." She said holding on to the end of his blazer. "Maybe this isn't a good idea."
"We're past that now." He said. "Tell me what you want."
"I just don't want to get caught."
"No," he tilted her chin up towards him so she could look him in the eye, "tell me what you want from me?"
"I want to be with you." She said.
"I think we both know that." He said. "Not a lick of this is easy for me either. So I want to make sure that we're both doing this for the right reasons."
"But there is no right reason for what we're doing." Lourdes exclaimed.
"Go on then," he said, "I'll tell you what you want to hear after you tell me what I wanna hear."
She took a deep breath. It wasn't going to be hard to express her feelings. All her inhibitions were released. "All this talking, all this wondering, all this waiting. Constantly thinking about what it's like to be with each other. I think it's pretty safe to say that we're gonna do this. I can't help myself, I can't break the spell, I can't even try."
He got closer. "Keeping going."
Lourdes sighed. "What else can I say? This lust has me blind."
"Lust?" He asked. "Is that all it is?"
"Isn't that enough?" She smiled. "One of the seven deadly sins? It can only lead to more trouble. I'm in over my head, you've got under my skin..." She sighed again. "I think I fell too far this time."
"Keep going." He whispered.
"I'm too lost in you. Even when you whisper to me, it gives me shivers inside, you unravel me, in ways undefined. Your all I see, I want you."
Alex smiled. He was overwhelmed by her honesty. She thought she was going to hurl. She looked away trying to catch her breath. Could he tell that she was shaking?
"Wow," he said, "thanks for that. I was starting to think that we were doomed to be just friends."
"No," she said. "Not friends."
"Your positive?"
"I don't want to be friends." She said again. "You and me could write a bad romance."
"I like the sound of that." He said grinning at her double meaning.
"Alright then." She said, waiting for him to express the same feelings.
"I want to fuck you." He said.
"Holy shit! Tell me how you really feel." She said as they both laughed.
"No really." He said leaning against her, laughing but very serious. He ran his index finger down the middle of her black tee and stopped at the top of her pants.
He unbuttoned them.
Lourdes' heart was beating out of her chest. "No." She said, but he was already unzipping.
"Alex what if somebody comes!"
He grabbed her face and kissed her. They made out until her head started spinning. She could hardly come up for air, when Alex put two fingers in her mouth. She sucked on them as Alex moaned and whispered something in another language in her ear.
He pulled his fingers out of her mouth and she came to her senses. A little.
"I want to touch you." He said. "I want you to know what it feels like to be touched by me."
"We should stop-" She started to say but it was too late. He kissed her again to stop her from talking as he slipped his hand down her pants and into her panties. He put the two fingers that she sucked on, inside of her.
Lourdes tried to grab his arm and push him away. Something was finally happening, but it was too real.
He grabbed her head by the back of her wig, almost slamming her head against the wall, and leaned harder against her.
She wasn't going anywhere.
"Let's go back to my place." He said in her ear.
"Yes." She breathed.
"You've been in every room in my flat except the one I want to show you the most." He said.
She kissed him. He kissed her back. "When we go back there, you'll do whatever I say."
"Yes." She breathed.
"You'll do whatever I want."
"Yes." She said again. She put her cold hands under his shirt and started rubbing up and down on his bare chest and stomach.
"I'm going to put my tongue where my fingers are right now," he whispered in her ear again, "and I'm going to give it a go until your moaning my name."
She was ready to moan his name now. He started off fingering her slow and deep, but now he was going harder and faster. She was so turned on she could feel herself about to cum. He was still whispering in her ear. "Then I'm going to lick your-"
"Alex-" She tried to say.
"Until you cum in my mouth."
She convulsed against him as he made her cum.
She clutched his arm, squeezing his muscles hard as she sunk her teeth into his shoulder.
He held her there until she went limp, then pulled his fingers out of her and put them in his mouth, sucking on them greedily.
"Oh you fuckin' nasty boy." She said even though it made her swoon. He took the fingers out of his mouth and and rested his nose against hers while she tried to control her breathing.
"Now," he said kissing her for good measure, "Are you ready to go home with me?"



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