Good." He said. "I was starting to get
"Oh honey, you past that point two days ago." Lourdes
laughed. Alex laughed too but only a little.
The group of people went around the corner and further into
the garden until Lourdes could no longer see them. Alex kissed
her on the cheek.
Lourdes looked down smiling warmly. His lips were cold. It
felt nice. She couldn't tell if it felt so good because she
wanted him, or if it was the drugs.
Alex pulled back slightly waiting for her reaction, but there
wasn't one. So he kissed her cheek again. He turned her face
towards his and kissed her on the mouth. Lourdes didn't resist.
She couldn't sleep a wink last night, thinking about the last
thing that he said to her in front of the diner. They stopped
"I think your brilliant." He said.
"Brilliant." She repeated.
"What? No good?" He smiled.
She stifled a laugh. "Choose another word." Brilliant wasn't
doing it for her.
"Sensational." He said. "Sexy. Spectacular. Would you like
more?" He grinned.
"Oh yes please!" She said snuggling back up to him. He pulled
her close to his lips, then he tilted his head and spoke in her
ear. "How long are we going to keep doing
"I know." She whispered. "I mean, what do you
"You know what I mean." He said practically
Lourdes laughed, "Well I know what you mean
Just then a door slammed shut and Lourdes jerked away from
Stacy had found them. "So there you are." She said in her
mousy voice. She seemed a little drunk. They both stared up at
her. "My favorite song is playing and I was looking for someone
to dance with."
Lourdes smiled and raised her eyebrows at Alex not saying
Alex stood up and said, "Sure."
Stacy smiled at Lourdes as if she had won some battle. She
headed back to the door and waited for Alex to
Alex put his hand on Lourdes' knee. "Don't leave without
saying goodbye." He said.
Lourdes sat back against the wall. What could she do? Stacy
was obviously into Alex and she had every right to
They were single.
Lourdes knew better than to be alone with Alexsander.
Everybody would be watching. Especially
But they were past the point of no return and she was sick of
dragging this out. Alex brought out the absolute worst in
her...and the absolute best, and she never felt more
out her white cell phone. Need
advice, S. the bartender, seriously cock-blocking, what do I
there for a minute, Albear responded
that bitch out. Go and take
Lourdes stood up and went inside the party. Stacy and Alex
were out on the dance floor. Lourdes straightened out her black
tee and looked over her tapered pants, making sure she looked
okay. Her wig was itching something awful, but it was too cute to
Stacy had her hands on Alex chest trying to perform her best
bump and grind moves.
The song that was playing, stopped and Lourdes could see that
Alex was trying to depart from Stacy.
Lourdes took a deep breath and walked into the crowd of
people dancing. She approached Stacy and Alex. She quickly slid
herself in between the two of them. She was facing Alex, but she
turned slightly to Stacy and said, "My
Stacy stood there dumbfounded, contemplating what to do.
"Okay." She said. "A couple of dances, but I'll be back." She
walked away and headed over to the drinks
"Thanks." Alex said swaying back and forth to the music. "I
didn't think I was going to get away from
"You should be careful," Lourdes said, "of attracting the
wrong girls attention just to try and make me jealous, It almost
"On me or the girl?" He asked smiling.
"Both." She said.
"But it worked. It brought you over here to
Lourdes smiled. "You are very cute." She
Alex tugged on her wig again. "Please say you'll wear this
once on and once off. It'll be like going to bed with you and
your twin sister both in the same night."
buddy," she said dancing along with him, "you haven't gone to bed
with me yet."
"Not for a lack of trying." He grinned.
"Touche." She said.
The song stopped and the lights dimmed and slow music started
"Why don't you meet me out back. Nobody'll be there." He
said. "We can talk about this in further
"No such luck with Stacy on the prowl." She said pursing her
dark red lips.
"You go first. I'll meet you around back." He
Lourdes turned and made her way slowly through the house and
went out back. Currently, Stacy was nowhere in sight. Lourdes'
heart was beating so fast she thought she was going to be sick.
She was slowly trying to catch her breath, when Alex came
swinging around the corner. Her legs were stretched out in front
of her and she was leaning at an angle against the wall. If she
wasn't propped up, she definitely wouldn't be able to
Alex walked up to her without hesitating and they kissed. "We
should only stay a bit longer before one of us slips out first."
He said twirling the end of her wig.
"I don't know." She said holding on to the end of his blazer.
"Maybe this isn't a good idea."
"We're past that now." He said. "Tell me what you
"I just don't want to get caught."
"No," he tilted her chin up towards him so she could look him
in the eye, "tell me what you want from me?"
"I want to be with you." She said.
"I think we both know that." He said. "Not a lick of this is
easy for me either. So I want to make sure that we're both doing
this for the right reasons."
"But there is no right reason for what we're doing." Lourdes
"Go on then," he said, "I'll tell you what you want to hear
after you tell me what I wanna hear."
She took a deep breath. It wasn't going to be hard to express
her feelings. All her inhibitions were released. "All this
talking, all this wondering, all this waiting. Constantly
thinking about what it's like to be with each other. I think it's
pretty safe to say that we're gonna do this. I can't help myself,
I can't break the spell, I can't even try."
Lourdes sighed. "What else can I say? This lust has me
"Lust?" He asked. "Is that all it is?"
"Isn't that enough?" She smiled. "One of the seven deadly
sins? It can only lead to more trouble. I'm in over my head,
you've got under my skin..." She sighed again. "I think I fell
too far this time."
"Keep going." He whispered.
"I'm too lost in you. Even when you whisper to me, it gives
me shivers inside, you unravel me, in ways undefined. Your all I
see, I want you."
Alex smiled. He was overwhelmed by her honesty. She thought
she was going to hurl. She looked away trying to catch her
breath. Could he tell that she was shaking?
"Wow," he said, "thanks for that. I was starting to think
that we were doomed to be just friends."
"No," she said. "Not friends."
"I don't want to be friends." She said again. "You and me
could write a bad romance."
"I like the sound of that." He said grinning at her double
"Alright then." She said, waiting for him to express the same
"I want to fuck you." He said.
"Holy shit! Tell me how you really feel." She said as they
"No really." He said leaning against her, laughing but very
serious. He ran his index finger down the middle of her black tee
and stopped at the top of her pants.
He unbuttoned them.
Lourdes' heart was beating out of her chest. "No." She said,
but he was already unzipping.
"Alex what if somebody comes!"
He grabbed her face and kissed her. They made out until her
head started spinning. She could hardly come up for air, when
Alex put two fingers in her mouth. She sucked on them as Alex
moaned and whispered something in another language in her
He pulled his fingers out of her mouth and she came to her
senses. A little.
"I want to touch you." He said. "I want you to know what it
feels like to be touched by me."
"We should stop-" She started to say but it was too late. He
kissed her again to stop her from talking as he slipped his hand
down her pants and into her panties. He put the two fingers that
she sucked on, inside of her.
Lourdes tried to grab his arm and push him away. Something
was finally happening, but it was too real.
He grabbed her head by the back of her wig, almost slamming
her head against the wall, and leaned harder against
She wasn't going anywhere.
"Let's go back to my place." He said in her
"Yes." She breathed.
"You've been in every room in my flat except the one I want
to show you the most." He said.
She kissed him. He kissed her back. "When we go back there,
you'll do whatever I say."
"Yes." She breathed.
"You'll do whatever I want."
"Yes." She said again. She put her cold hands under his shirt
and started rubbing up and down on his bare chest and
"I'm going to put my tongue where my fingers are right now,"
he whispered in her ear again, "and I'm going to give it a go
until your moaning my name."
She was ready to moan his name now. He started off fingering
her slow and deep, but now he was going harder and faster. She
was so turned on she could feel herself about to cum. He was
still whispering in her ear. "Then I'm going to lick
"Alex-" She tried to say.
"Until you cum in my mouth."
She convulsed against him as he made her
She clutched his arm, squeezing his muscles hard as she sunk
her teeth into his shoulder.
He held her there until she went limp, then pulled his
fingers out of her and put them in his mouth, sucking on them
"Oh you fuckin' nasty boy." She said even though it made her
swoon. He took the fingers out of his mouth and and rested his
nose against hers while she tried to control her
"Now," he said kissing her for good measure, "Are you ready
to go home with me?"