Author's Note: Okay, so, I stay cleer of having a sex scene in two chapters in a row but..I felt like the last one wasn't the normal 'me'. I was kinda distant during the last chapter. Hopefully the one in this chapter makes up for it. Enjoy.
Chapter 9: Goodbye again
When I woke up, I was hanging halfway on my bed, half way off.
My clothes were torn and all over the bed. My covers were half on the floor and half around me.
I sat up and ran my fingers through my hair which was tangled.
I felt sore yet…relieved.
I turned and my mouth dropped.
There were cracks in the wall that the headboard was against.
I pinned the covers to my body as I turned fully and studied the cracks….the bed….Damn.
We were really going that hard?
I took the sheets off of me and got out of bed.
Two pairs of pajamas are destroyed. Thank you…boyfriend.
It felt good to even think it.
He's mine again.
I grab a night gown from my dresser and some panties and put them on.
I go into my bathroom and look into the mirror.
My hair is a huge tangled mess.
Oh who cares? Who will see me anyway?
I open the door and walk down the stairs.
I can hear a football game and I peek out and my eyes widen as I see Nick and Aiden on the couch watching the game.
What the fuck? I forgot I had company.
They both turned.
"What are you…" My voice was barely there.
"Leena… I need to talk to you." Nick said.
I ignored him and looked to Aiden. "I thought that you were going to leave early."
"I woke up a couple hours ago. You and that uh…guy up there kept me up pretty late."
I blushed in embarrassment. Were we really that loud?
"Yes." Aiden said. Nick looked at him and his eyebrows furrowed.
"Okay…um…" I looked to Nick then back to Aiden. "We'll talk later after I talk to my brother."
Aiden nodded and turned back around.
Nick grabbed my arm and pulled me into the kitchen.
He was angry. The pressure in his grip showed proof to that. I snatched my arm from him.
"You're back with that asshole after all he's done to you?"
"Yes I'm back with him and it wasn't him that was doing it. It was Alison. She had some kind of hypnotizing spell thing over him."
"I don't trust that bastard."
"Yu don't have to, Nick. Nobody's asking you to be with him."
"You're gonna get hurt again and its going to make me kill him."
"You're not killing anyone, Nick."
He sighed and shook his head. "He comes back into your life and accept him with no problem. I am sick of the supernatural bullshit, Leena."
"No you aren't. You're sitting, watching the game with a supernatural right now." I said.
Nick stopped and peeked into the living room and then looked to me. "Vampire?"
"Uh…well…um….werewolf." I said.
Nick gave me a look like I was stupid.
"Did he make you get high or something?"
"I'm serious. Ask Remy. He's a werewolf."
"This isn't Twilight. You can't make shit up like that."
"I'm not making it up, Nick."
He just walked away from me. I heard his footsteps walk out and the door and he slammed it shut. Damnit.
I went to the refrigerator and forced it open.
I took out the bagels and threw them down onto the table.
Aiden slowly came in and leaned against doorframe.
I looked to him.
"Well…you kept me up for half the night."
I blushed from embarrassment. "I'm sorry. I didn't realize we were that loud."
"It's cool. I could tell that the both of you really…..missed each other." He said nodding.
"Changing the subject." He came in and sat down at the table.
"No. Just trying to avoid the inevitable."
"Well we should talk about it. I want to meet that vampire who says that I'm a….thing."
I looked to him. "You can't even say it can you?"
"It sounds silly so…."
I shrugged. "How does, bacon, eggs, and sausage sound?" I asked and tried to clear my throat.
"Anyway, Remy will come out at night time and we can see if he has anymore information about it."
"I should go and let you…uh…clean up…upstairs."
"There's not even a mess upstairs."
He raised his eyebrow. "I doubt that. I could hear the cracks in the wall."
Holy damn. He actually heard that?
"Yeah, things have been….uh…enhanced…lately."
I wanted to laugh but I stopped myself.
Aiden looked at me confused. "What?"
"Enhanced?" I asked.
Aiden nodded and the he paused. Understanding appeared on his face. And he smiled. "Oh no! Not like that….only you would think nasty." He laughed.
"It was just the way you said it." I laughed with him.
I got the carton of eggs out and the bacon and placed it on the table.
"What I meant is that feelings and hearing and shit like that is more heightened."
I nodded. "Ah, I see."
I knew that there was something going on with him.
Maybe he is a….werewolf….maybe not.
But Aiden needed more proof and so did I.
I finished making breakfast and gave Aiden his plate.
I sat down and ate with him.
"He doesn't like vampires and he has a huge grudge against Christian for leaving me."
"Christian….why'd he leave?"
"His ex made him."
Aiden shook his head. "Vampires are fucking lunatics."
I stared at him. "Most are but…Christian is different."
Aiden shrugged. "If you say so."
Someone knocked on the back door and I got up and answered it.
I opened the door and Kindle stepped in. "Hey."
She walked in the kitchen and turned to me. "Whose your friend?"
"This is Aiden. He's…a friend….from uh….work." I said nodding.
Kindle turned to him. "Oh…Hi."
He nodded once toward her.
"Nick isn't here." I said.
She sighed and sat at the table in my seat. "Goddamnit."
"I just wanted to talk to him about us."
"Ah, sick of the whole 'fuck buddy' thing?"
She nodded and sat back in her chair. "Yep."
That's what happens. I know how Nick is. I know what he'll do and how he treats any girl who steps into his life.
"Well, don't know how he'll take that," Aiden said. "If there's no fucking, there's no anything."
Kindle looked to Aiden. "Dick." She said.
Aiden smirked and got up. "Got to go piss."
Kindle watched him as he disappeared then looked at me.
"He's hot but he's a prick."
"You don't even know what he has to go through."
"Is he your boyfriend?"
I shook my head. "No. That vampire I told you I was with before, I'm with him now."
Kindle shivers from disgust.
Hey, everyone has their own opinion about vampires.
Aiden came back and sat back down and continued with his breakfast.
Kindle went upstairs to wait for Nick.
There wasn't really much to do all day.
I just was trying to distract myself all day until nightfall hit.
And this tingle just came over through me as I thought about seeing Christian again.
"That's disgusting." Aiden suddenly said.
I looked up from scrubbing the dirt off the kitchen floor.
He was sitting in the chair watching me.
"No one's asking you to listen to my thoughts." I said.
He shrugged. "Can't help it."
"If you want my help, you're going to have to start accepting my thoughts then. Rather they're good or…nasty." I said as I blushed.
"He must have you wrapped around his finger…huh?"
I got up and grabbed the brush and the bucket and put it in the sink. "Something like that." I answered.
"Whenever he needs a fill or a fuck, you're who he goes to."
I turned and glared at him. "Excuse me?"
"Do you for one second think that vampires can really….love? They're dead. They don't feel shit."
"You're going to have to respect the vampires I'm involved with or you can get out."
Aiden stared at me.
"Why are you even still here? Didn't you say five o clock?"
"I wanna see what else this vampire knows about me…actually."
I poured out the water into the sink and filled the bucket back up with soapy water.
Aiden watched me carefully.
By the time I started vacuuming my room, it was close to eight at night and this guy has actually sat and watched me cleaned up.
"It's interesting. Especially when you bend over."
I shot him a glare and he snickered. "I'm kidding. Relax, Phillips."
"Don't forget that I have a boyfriend who will take pleasure in ripping your throat out."
"From the way you were crying out, sounds like that's what he was doing to you last night." I blushed.
"Please stop bringing that up." I said.
Aiden smiled smugly and shook his head. "Okay, Okay. I'm done."
I looked out of the window and watched as the sun disappeared beneath the horizon.
"What's it like?"
"What's what like?" I asked.
Aiden shrugged as he laid back on my bed. "Fucking a vampire."
I blushed again feeling heat inside my body just from the thought of it. The memories that me and Christian had together. From that first night which made it about a year ago since we knew each other.
"The best thing you'd ever feel." I answered.
"Sex is sex." Aiden said.
I shook my head and turned to look at him. "I've had sex with two men before I had sex with Christian and although I considered the moment with them two good sex, they've got nothing on Christian."
"That good? On a scale of one to ten…"
"Nine hundred and five." I answered.
Aiden shrugged. "I could tell. He skipped out before the sun came up."
I nodded. "He has to."
"That doesn't ever make you sad?" He asked.
I nodded. Okay, I do feel a little sadness that I can't wake up next to him every morning.
Aiden glanced outside. "Creepy boyfriend is coming soon."
I nodded. "I know."
"If he keeps disrespecting me, I'm gonna have to say something back."
"It's not his house, you have the right to say something."
"I'll keep that in mind, Phillips."
"Why aren't you calling me by my first name?"
"Because I don't want to. Problem?"
I rolled my eyes.
As night arrived, I took a shower and got dressed in spandex pajamas for Christian when he gets here. Yeah, we had almost-bed-breaking sex the night before but I wasn't done yet. Hopefully neither was he.
A smile came to my lips as I stared at the cracks in the wall and blushed at it.
Someone knocked on my door.
"Come in!" I said.
The door swung open and Aiden peeked in. "Can you come downstairs? I feel like the bastard will listen to you if you say not to fuck with me."
"Christian is here?" I asked.
I bumped pass him and ran downstairs. I felt like a child on Christmas. That's what Christian felt like to me. Christmas morning.
I saw his beautiful face and smiled at him.
He slowly smiled but then frowned.
"What's wrong?" I asked as I walked to him.
He took his eyes off of me and focused on something behind me.
I turned and met Aiden's ice blue eyes.
"Can you give us a second?" I asked him.
"What's the point?, Christian asked. "He's going to hear us anyway. Isn't that right…..dog?"
I looked to Christian and glared at him.
"I'll just go outside for a second. Smells like something dead in here." Aiden said as he walked passed us and opened the door and slammed it.
Everyone likes to slam my damn door.
"Remind me why he's here again?" Christian said.
"Don't worry. Is Remy coming?"
"Yes, I met up with him before I got here. He punched me in the face. A little payback for staking him."
"Where did you….hide?"
"Found Remy's hiding place and hid with him. He had humans down there with him so I'm already satiated." He said.
"That's too bad."
Christian smiles "Why is that?" He breathed.
"I was hoping you'd be hungry for me next." I said too embarrassed to look him in his eyes.
I heard him suck in a breath and I suddenly found myself against a wall and his lips smashed against mine.
Hard but I liked it. I missed it. I missed him making love to me every single day…well….night.
"I'm always hungry for you," He breathed against my lips.
He stares me in my eyes and traces his thumb over my cheek. "Yet, you're about to hate me."
"Why?" I asked, out of breath.
"I have to go to Russia."
I stared at him and pushed him away from me. Well…tried. He hardly budged. He stepped back on his own.
"You just got back to me, Christian."
"I owe Svetlana an explanation."
"You said she's going to rip your fucking head off."
"Well then I'd be getting what I deserve. I want you to understand, Leena."
"Understand that you have a death wish."
"No, I don't have a death wish. It'll be selfish if I just go on without telling her the truth of what happened to her lover.
Do you understand that I wouldn't fucking stop until I found your killer if you had one? I would hunt the bastard down until his fucking heart is in my goddamn hand."
"You're scaring me."
I shook my head. "How long are you going to be gone?"
He looked up in the ceiling for a second. "It'll take like 2 nights to get to Russia."
My jaw dropped. "What?"
"Vampire speed is faster than an airplane, baby."
"Oh, of course." I said.
He nodded. "I'll be fine…okay? I'll just explain to her what Alison did. Oh shit…." Christian sat down on the back of the couch and shook his head.
"What?" I asked.
He sighed and looked to me. "Not only, did I twist her boyfriend's head, I staked her best friend. She's going to fucking kill me."
"I told you. So stay, Christian."
"I can't. I owe her, Leena."
The door swung open until it hit the wall and it made me jump.
Remy stepped in.
He glared at me. "I told you to stay away from Werewolves."
"I wasn't entirely sure he was one. He wants to know more about himself, Remy. Please."
He turned just as Aiden entered the house.
"Tell me more and then I'm gone forever."
Remy looked to me.
Christian looked down at me. "Why do you care so much?"
I shrugged. "I just want him to know who he is."
Aiden sat down. "I'm not leaving until I have more answers."
Christian raised his eyebrow. "We can take you out in more than one piece if you'd like."
Aiden looked at me and I looked up at Christian. "No. I think he deserves answers."
"Why? We don't owe him shit." Remy said.
"But I want to help. Just please tell him anything. I know you know more." I said.
Remy rolled his eyes and stood against the wall.
"Well, the guy who studies this mythology shit told me that the whole process to turn takes like three-"
"Days?" Aiden asked.
"No. Would you shut the fuck up so I could finish?" He asked.
I sat on the arm of the couch and watched Remy. Christian stood beside me.
"Three full moons. It happens once you mature enough," He paused for a second. "First full moon when the process is in phase one, you just develop a really high temperature but you have no fever. Let's just say you're way more than the average human temperature."
"Phase two?" Aiden asked.
"Phase two…your insides start to rearrange. In this phase…your hearing is enhanced…you develop mind reading. Your vision gets clearer and shit…like a vampire's."
"I'm in phase two then." Aiden said nodding and then he looks down to the floor.
"Phase three…Is actually when you morph. Thing is, when you're in wolf form, you don't remember anything you normally know when you're in human form. Wolf form is dangerous. That's when all your anger is channeled into that form. You need to stay away from Leena when you're in that form."
"I can only phase during a full moon?"
"Guy didn't say. But I don't think you have a choice rather you want to phase on a full moon or not."
"When do I change back?"
"Guess the shit last for a couple hours."
Aiden shook his head. "So by the next full moon, I'll be a…"
"A fucking dog…that's right." Remy said.
Aiden shot him a look.
"The next full moon is a few weeks from now." I said.
Aiden looked down at the floor. "Well, thanks. I'll be on my way now."
"You don't have to leave, Aiden."
Christian gave me a look but I ignored him.
"Yeah, your uh….dead friends are getting all pissy so…." He stood up and shrugged.
Christian grabbed my arm and held me back so I wouldn't go after Aiden. He got to the door and turned to me. "Thanks, Phillips."
Aiden opened the door and shut it closed.
I looked to Remy. "He hasn't done shit to hurt you. You don't have to be mean."
"Whatever." Remy shook his head.
I looked up at Christian. "Can we talk upstairs?"
He nodded. "Come on." He grabbed my hand tighter and made me follow him up to my bedroom.
He opened the door to my room and walked in.
"Don't ignore the cracks." I said.
He looked at them and then back to me. "I saw them earlier and it makes me want to fuck again but we need to talk right now."
"What is your problem?"
"What is yours? And why are you suddenly so close to this…wolf guy? I thought you said you didn't move on."
"I didn't. Jesus, you're so paranoid."
"From what I hear, and what I know about them, you're not going anywhere near any werewolves, Leena."
"I'm sorry but you're not my dad."
"Right, he was killed. But I have to be a fucking substitute…right?"
I glared at him. "You know what? You can go on and leave and go to Svetlana and tell her what you've done to Alexander and Alison. I would just love to watch you get your ass kicked."
Christian grabbed me and pushed me down on the bed. He was staring at me as his eyes dilated.
"Don't ever talk to me like that. Ever." He whispered.
I stared into his eyes.
Goddamnit. I know what comes next. I didn't care.
I leaned up and pressed my lips against his.
He didn't kiss me back.
"Goodbye." He whispered.
"That's it?" I asked.
"For now." He answered as he got up.
I got up with him.
"I don't want you to leave angry."
"I don't want to leave you here angry." He said.
"Then stay just for tonight. Please. Stay and show me how much you'll miss me.
Christian sighed. He looked at the wall. "I feel like breaking that fucking wall down." He whispered and then slowly looked to me.
I bit my lip and nodded. "Me too."
"And baby," He was suddenly behind me tearing my pajamas off from the front, including my panties. "You have to know that spandex is too easy."
"I know." I smiled wickedly to myself.
I turned around to look at him. He took in my body and smiled. "You're so fucking sexy. And you don't even realize it. Do you?"
I shook my head and stared him in his eyes.
"What a fucking shame." He pulled my body against his and his tongue caressed the side of my neck, sending electricity and chills through me.
I shut my eyes and let his lips and tongue kiss and caress me.
Can you still read my thoughts?
"Yes." He whispered against my skin.
Make love to me.
Christian pushed me back onto my bed.
He got on the bed with me and grabbed my right leg. Caressed his fingers against it and his lips. He shut his eyes and I could feel him breathing against my skin.
He glanced at me and his fangs slipped out.
I inhaled and shut my eyes.
He bit into my inner thigh and I raised my head and moaned.
He sucked my flesh and my blood and I made no move to stop him. It felt too good and its been a while since he's bit….there.
But I miss it.
His eyes dilated and he shut them as he continued tasting me.
Christian licked the blood from my wound and I opened my eyes.
He crawled on top of me and looked down at me.
"I missed you." I whispered.
That damn smirk I missed.
"I missed you," He sunk two of his fingers inside of me. "so much." He breathed as he slowly pumped his fingers in and out.
I bit my lip, trying to keep myself from moaning too loud.
They're listening ears downstairs.
"I want you." I whispered.
He smirked. "I can tell." His eyes dilated.
He took his fingers out and placed them in my mouth so I could taste myself.
I shut my eyes as I tasted the salty and sweetness of me.
Then Christian leaned over and kissed me.
He slipped his tongue in my mouth and I moaned. His tongue fought and played with mine and he pulled back only slightly to look at me.
"I miss how you taste." He whispered.
I stared up at him…falling in love all over again.
Christian went down and his tongue dove deep inside of me and I couldn't help but cry out.
Fuck whoever is listening downstairs.
I've missed this.
I run my fingers through his hair and bunch it up in my fingers.
Christian had me weak at the moment.
His tongue was like magic as he drove it in and out.
Almost like he consuming me, my entire body.
I shut my eyes and felt him dig his teeth back into my inner thigh making me whimper and he licked the blood off and went back to tongue-fucking me.
I got close to my orgasm and Christian knew this.
He stopped and hovered over me.
"No," I shook my head. "Don't…..stop." I breathed.
He didn't listen to me.
"Still mad?" He asked.
"Yeah, but I forgot why."
He smiled and nodded as he closed his mouth around my nipple.
"Christian…please." I cry out.
He stopped for a second to look at me. "You want me?" He whispered.
He nodded with me.
I sat up slightly and helped him take his shirt off.
He unbuttoned his pants and forced them down with his boxers.
He turned me on my side before I could make a move and drove his cock inside of me.
He started out slow before, taking slow but powerful and hard thrust but then he picked the speed up…and I noticed…he started fucking me…using his vampire speed.
I reached back to clutch my fingers through his hair and let out a scream like I was being murdered. But I couldn't help it.
I was in pure…dangerous bliss with this.
"Yes!" I cried out.
I could literally hear the bed moving, scraping against the wooden floor.
But fuck, I didn't care.
Christian lifted my leg up and dove deeper inside of me until he hit my g-spot.
It made me wild, crazy, it made me want to lose control.
He nipped at my ear as he rubbed against my g-spot over and over until I was near. Then he withdrew. And pushed back in slowly.
He pushes back in and began using his vampire speed again.
I felt like heaven and earth fucking connected when I came around him.
I cried out in ecstasy and he bit into my neck.
I felt my blood dripping from me and he licked it up and I whimpered in pleasure.
"I love you." He breathed.
"I love you too." I whispered.
He went again.
He rolled me over so I was on my stomach.
I felt the tears spring out of my eyes as I cried his name out over and over and as he thrusted in and out of me so powerfully.
If this isn't the best fuck session I ever had my life, I don't know what is.