Title: A Friend
Warnings: Graphic and maybe some Cusses
Summary: Can A Lost Love Be Mended?
Author Notes: I do not own these characters
Severus sat behind his desk in a sour
mood as usual. Grading the poor essays, it was obvious these
wizards and witches didn't know good writing if they saw one. The
wrinkles on his forehead creased more as each essay got even more
irritating. Even Potters' essay was better then the rest, but he
graded it 'Troll' anyway. He groaned when he gave Granger's a
higher grade than anyone in the class, even Draco.
He looked up at the clock, it would
be about the time when he should get ready and meet an old friend
in what used to be their secret, special place. Now, there is
nothing so secret about this place, there is nothing even special
about it anymore-just dusted old memories stuck in still, black
and white Muggle photos. Severus finished grading one last essay.
The girl would have gotten highest grade, but her grammar and
spelling give it at 'troll'. Severus shampooed his hair and let
his it air dry. He still did simple things for this friend and
this frustrated him so. When after he was dressed, he went to the
head masters' office, telling Dumbledore that will be going out
and won't be back until late because, he's going for some drinks
in Hogsmade. That was a lie, of course, and Dumbledore knew but
trusted him enough. It's no one's business where he goes really
and why. His private life is keep as well because his sexual
preference is no one else's business. Who he still cares about,
that feeling irritates him, and it irritates him that he even
cares for that asshole.
He reaches the excluded place, and
there sits that same old house. He hasn't been here since the
summer of 1975, but now a family occupies it during the summer;
it is that family which he loathes deep down inside, hidden away
in the depths of his broken heart. He can tell his friend is
already there from the aluminous glow of the light. He is known
to be early for any meetings with friends or family. Severus held
his breath as he stood in front of the door, speculating on
weather to go in or not. He's not sure if he has the courage to
go in and see the face that captured his heart so many years ago,
to see that friend. Yes, that friend. He let out his breath and
shoved his emotions back into the box and with a key, he opened
"Am I late?" Severus asked, a small
smile hidden in his usual expression.
"No, I'm early," he replied, his icy
blue eyed friend he grinned at it.
It used to be a thing between them.
There was a suffocation of silence between the two men. Severus'
breath is still taken away by the beautiful man-his long blond
flowing hair and the icy pools that always saw right threw him.
The one who knew Severus' every thought without Legilmency the
one that understood his being.
"What is it that you wanted to see me
for, Lucius?" Severus spoke, breaking the silence that was
"I want to see an old friend that I
have seen awhile. It's been awhile since we were here when was
that? 1976?" Said Lucius
"1975," Severus corrected him,
"Aww, my friend Severus do I irritate
Severus just rolled his eyes, "Why
did you really want to meet me here." His tone flat and lacked
Lucius glided over toward where
Severus stood; he put his hand on Severus' shoulder and stared
into his eyes searching, searching for that boxed and batted
heart. Severus realized that Lucius was touching his wet hair and
a genuine smile played on Lucius' lips.
"Because I still care about my friend
and I can see," he paused, pulling a wet strand of hair, "I can
feel that you still care for your friend too."
"What about Narissica?"
Lucius closed his eyes, he wanted to
forget about her. She annoyed him, and he only married her
because he was forced to. Then, he lied to Severus, saying that
he loved her, but he pretends to for show, for his son. He does
have love for his son. He loves his son very much, and he wants
nothing but the best for him. He could smell Severus' manly sent
invade his nostrils. He opened his eyes again, staring at the sad
brown ones 'I still love you ' he thought.
The next thing Severus knew soft lips
were pressing against his own and that familiar feeling stirred
in his gut, making his knees weak. Oh, how he hated feel
Lucius still felt that spark between
them; it sent sparks all threw his body and caused that familiar
pull in his groin. He licked Severus' lips with his tongue
causing the man to gasp, and he took that moment to slip his
tongue in and taste the sweet nectar of his mouth. It was that
time he will show he still loves that man now and forever. He
held his face deepening the kiss, kissing with passion and love.
He felt arms snake around his neck tightly bringing him closer,
closer to the warm body of the person who still loved him back.
He knew and had known for years what Severus felt for him, and he
hated seeing that he was the one that broke his heart; he hated
seeing that Severus never loved anyone else but him. Seeing
Severus bet himself up over him. He could have sworn he had felt
tears but it was only a figment of his imagination. He pulled
away seeing Severus eyes still shut slightly he rubbed his thumb
gently on his cheek.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry I hurt you and
I'm sorry for all those years I lied." He stared in to Severus
Severus still had his eyes closed
tightly he opened and closed his mouth several times before any
sound came out. "Lied?" his voice was small and Lucius knew he
was fighting his emotions. He knew Severus hated to be
"Yes I lied to you that day, our last
day of seeing each other." He paused then went on, "I lied,
Severus, I lied saying I didn't love you. I always loved you. I
still love you. I lied saying that I loved her, but really I was
forced to get marry? to her."
Severus opened his eyes and stared
into the ones before him, "But you had a child with
"Yes, and I love my son with every
fiber of my being." I am sorry that I hurt you; I'm sorry and I
still love you and always will." In turn, Severus kissed him,
feverishly at first, Love shown through or broke through
Lucius was sure this time he felt
tears and he wasn't sure if it were his own or Severus.' The fact
is it really doesn't matter, what matted was that he knew the
truth; after all this time Severus knew the real reason why
Lucius had to marry. Not only, but he missed his
When Severus pulled away, he was
grinning, "I didn't know that Lucius Malfoy could be such a sap."
Lucius narrowed his eyes. "You're
going down Severus Snape."
Before Severus knew it, he was
trapped underneath his lover, was pinned on the bed, which
changed to a girlish pink and Severus sinkerd "You're goin'
girlish on me mate? Soon you'll being wearing skirts with nothing
"You would like that wouldn't you?"
He pinned Severus harder underneath him and rubbed their covered
erections together. Making him squirm, "Say It! You would like
"Yes I would like that"
"No yell it, I WOULD LIKE TO SEE
LUCIUS MALFOY IN A SKIRT WITH NOTHING UNDERNEATH!"
"Say it you sick motherfucker!"
"I WOULD LIKE TO SEE LUCIUS MALFOY IN
A SKIRT WITH NOTHING UNDERNEATH!"
"Tell me, how you like
"I LIKE IT FAST AND DEEP. MAKE LOVE
TO ME YOU POOF!" Severus yell, and Lucius grinned.
"As you wish."
They kissed deeply and with need,
hands roamed around each other's bodies. Soon both men were naked
flesh on flesh which made each man strive for more. Lucius ran
his hands down Severus' chest teasing each numb snaking his hand
way down to his aching member. Severus hitched his breath,
succumbing to the magic of Lucius' hand. Severus sucked on the
sensitive part of Lucius' neck driving him to the edge. With his
mouth, Severus worked his way down agonizingly slow, making
Lucius tighten his grip on Severus. As Severus licked and nipped
each nipple getting a whimper form his lover. Moving his way down
he sucked on Lucius' belly button making him squirm and laugh a
little, thus, making Severus grin; he teased him a bit more
before moving to his big red member as he licked the tip of his
member causing a hiss form above. Lucius moaned deeply when
Severus deep throated him with out warning. "Merlin, Snape" He
hissed, then his eyes rolled back of his head and his eyes closed
in pleasure. Snape pulled away when he felt that his lover was
close. Lucius pulled Severus up and kissed him deeply,
passionately and lovingly.
"Make love to me now, I need you
now," Severus said on Lucius' lips.
Lucius smiled tenderly and kissed him
Lucius spread his legs apart, took
his wand, and said the charm for lob. He rubbed it in his fingers
first to warm it up before he tenderly prepared Severus. By the
time he had four fingers in and was glazing over his sweet spot,
Severus was thrashing his head side to side moaning and begging
for more. Lucius spread his lover's legs more as he positioned
himself to enter his lover. He felt pure bliss as he shoved his
member into his lover's tight rose, so tight that he had almost
lost it for a second. He went slow at first so that Severus could
get used to the sensations. But it didn't take long for him to be
begging for more-deeper, harder and faster. Incoherent muttering
escaped his lips as Lucius did as he wished, trusting deep and
fast, coating that sweet spot hard. Severus cried his lovers'
name and moaned cuming all over their chests. Two more trusts and
Lucius moaned out Seveurs' name and collapse atop of him panting.
Moments later, with a cleaning charm and both men in each others
arms, and Severus smiled a real smile that only a few people
"I love you Lucius
"I love you too Severus
Both lovers feel asleep in each
others' arms, united once again and nothing will get in their way
Severus sat behind his desk in a
happier mood this time, grading papers once more-still a snarling
asshole and still giving out trolls, but a few papers got
outstandings. His mood was happier, but he never showed it to his
fellow workers and his students, especially the