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Can Never Forgive Herself

Short story By: Michael68

A woman is seduced into exchanging a night of carnal desires for a chance of fame. But she risks losing a lot more than she would ever want too.

Submitted:Apr 20, 2011    Reads: 1,674    Comments: 1    Likes: 4   

Carly could not believe that she was there in the motel room with Justin Cobb, when she knew that there was only one man who had won her heart. And now she was on the verge of losing her man's trust. Her eyes stared at her reflection in the mirror, as she stood there in only her black lacy bra and matching g-string, the one outfit that her boyfriend Brian had always loved seeing her in. She just wanted to get dressed and walk out of the motel room and forget that this night had ever happened. Yet, she knew that she couldn't, because this man had driven her here and she had no idea how they really had gotten here. Mainly because of the fact that she had a few too many glasses of Champaign at Justin's art opening. And she was here, because of the fact that he had promised he would help her get her start in the art world. Of course now, she started to realize that he was not interested in her art or even helping her out. Like always, the truth would come to her too late, when she would not be able to get out of the situation that she would get herself in.

It was then that she felt Justin's arms wrap around her as his body pressed behind her. His hands fondling her breasts, as his lips caressed her shoulder. Her body stiffened as she felt her nipples throb and harden, as his touch sent a sudden rush of exhilaration coursing through her soul. She let out a sudden gasp as her eyes closed, trying to regain her composure.

"You are so beautiful. Like a living work of art before my eyes." he whispered in her ear.

"Thank you I guess." she replied, her voice shaky and unsettling.

She could feel his hands moving up her arms and then starting to pull down the straps of her bra over them. Till they had went as far as they could and then without thinking she lifted her arms out of her straps one at a time. Justin pulled down her bra, freeing her generous 42 double d sized breasts, revealing the hard nipples that were now pointing out in front of her. His one hand returned to her breast, fingers pinching and taunting her nipple while the other moved down her stomach and then in between her legs, His fingers stroking the lips of her sex through the thin fabric of her g-string. She moaned instantly as her legs parted slightly and pushed her body against his. She could feel his hard manhood pressing in between the cheeks of her bottom. Carly knew that she had underestimated what Justin could do to her. Thinking that if she did not touch him or try to act seductive, he would just push her away and that would be it. The intensity of the pleasure that he was giving her grew instantly as his fingers continued to manipulate her body. She wanted to push him away, but knew that it was already too late for her to do something like that.

Carly could not believe that he would actually say that to her, considering that he knew too well that she had told him about her boyfriend, Brian and how she would never cheat on him. But that seemed to be something that she was now going back on.

"This is what you want, not me. I was hoping that you would help me get my career started in the art world. This is just something that you told me I had to do, in order for you to help me." she whispered.

"And why would you say that you guess? I know that this is what you want. That is why you came here with me. Why in the world would you feel so scared of me right now, when all I want is to give you pleasure." he whispered in her ear.

There was something about the way that he said that, which made her feel that it was so evil. He knew that she wanted to have her career to take off and because of it she was trapped in doing what he wanted. As he said that, she could feel his fingers pushing the fabric of her g-string to one side, in between her legs, freeing the lips of her sex. Then his fingers slid inside of her, making her moan even louder as she pushed her backside against his crotch. Those fingers thrusting deep within her, as she felt her muscles tighten around them and her sex becoming damp from his penetration.

"Damn his soul for forcing me to do this….. Damn mine for letting him and cheating on Brian." she thought.

"And I will as long as you please me and let me please you. Just do what I want and you will get what you want." he whispered.Again and again she could feel those fingers thrusting deep inside her, making her body tremble wildly as her legs started to grow weak. There was nothing that she could do, for she had let this go too far now and she did not think that she could push him away now. All that she could think about was how she wanted to have him just take her right now, to give her whatever passion he had for her right now. With each thrust of his fingers inside her sex, she found her will weakening, as she succumb to the lustful desires that he had for her. A tear ran down her cheek as she felt the verge of her orgasm. Her shivered uncontrollably, as she moaned louder, and her body opened up to him.

"What do you want from me? How can I please you my darling, Carly?" he whispered in a seductive voice.

"What do you want me to do to please you?" she said softly.

"I want you to lay down on the bed. Then we can continue what I have planned for you." he said as his other hand brushed against the hard nipple of her breast.

Carly slowly turned and made her way over to the side of the bed and then crawled to the middle of it and then laid down in the middle of it. Her eyes stared at him as he approached her. Her hear raced wildly, not sure what it could be that he was going to do to her. He sat by the side of her legs, his hand reached over and gently ran his hand up and down the inside of her thigh. Just the feel of his touch made her spread her legs wider, without her even thinking about it. She moaned she her closed and she felt his fingers pressed harder on her skin. Feeling them move up her thigh and then to the waistband of g-string. It was then he pulled it off of her, as her legs closed and then lifted as she felt them move down to her feet. After he removed them, his hands grabbed her ankles and spread her legs again, this time even wider. Carly could feel his lips caressing her inner thigh, slowly traveling up, lightly nibbling on her sensitive skin. Each caress making her body shiver even more with a sudden lustful yearning. One which deep in her soul, made the disgust of this whole moment hurt her. But there was nothing that she could do about it, for she had let it go too far for her to turn back. She could feel his lips reach her sex, suckling it as his tongue ran over their wet lips and then slid inside her. Flickering in and out making her moan even louder and start to grind herself against his mouth. Carly had no idea why she was doing it, but she found herself now losing control of her actions. Absorbed within the gratification her body was feeling. In the back of her mind she imagined that it was Brian, her beloved, that she was making love to. It seemed to be the only way that she would be able to get through this without her getting him mad by her pushing him away.

"Oh Brian, please forgive me."

"Tell me what you want from me right now. Tell me and I will give it to you. I know you want it, so tell me what you want." he whispered in her ear.















"I want you inside me." she said in a shivering voice.

"Talk dirty to me. I know you can." he whispered in an excited voice.

Carly found herself not really wanting to do that, for she never liked the way it sounded. But she knew that Justin would keep telling her that, until she finally gave into him. She tried to get herself to say it, but at first she could not get herself to say it. For it would just lower herself from the woman that she really was. And yet, she was already doing that by letting him do this to her.

"Fuck me. Fuck me Justine." she begged as a tear ran down from the corner of her eye.

She could feel his stiff manhood rubbing against the lips of her sex, the friction bringing about such pleasure that she wished she was not feeling. It was then that she felt it penetrate her, thrusting deep and hard into her. His hands grabbed her thighs and raised her legs over his shoulders, leaving her defenseless. The only thing that she could do was to drum her feet against his back as he continued to thrust into her womb. Carly moaned and screamed out as the pleasure overcome her. Over and over again she felt his manhood driving deep into her, as her breath became rapid.

"That's it Carly. Let yourself go. Enjoy it. You know that this is what you want." he said.

"Yes….Yes, it is." she said suddenly, unable to resist him any longer.

She could feel the muscles of her sex tighten around his member as his hand grabbed her wrists and held them down. Carly never had any man be so forceful as Justin was doing right now. In a way there was something about it that excited her, even though she would not admit to it. She wanted to tell him to let her arms go, but before she could her orgasm flooded through her. Making her body stiffen and she screamed out suddenly. After a couple more of his thrusts, she could feel his climax flood into her as he moaned and closed his eyes tightly.

Her legs fell off of his shoulders as her body became limp and she just lay there, sweaty and spent. He pinned his body on top of hers, his lips meeting hers in a soft and gentle kiss. Telling her how wonderful she was and that this was something so special between them. But Carly did not say anything in return. The only thing that she thought about was how much a fool she was to let herself do something like this. How she let herself cheat on Brian with this man, just to get her artistic career going. Why in the world did she do this? That was the one thing that she did not know. All that she knew was that she would live with the guilt of what she did for the rest of her life. Never able to forgive herself for what she had done and how she had forsaken the love she had with Brian for something that she wanted.

The End,

she thought.

She knew too well that if Brian ever were to find out what she had done, he never would forgive her for it. And even if he would forgive her, she could never forgive herself for what she had done. His tongue continued to thrust in and out of her sex, driving her deeper and deeper into the lustfulness that Justin was subjecting her to. Her hands reached down, resting on the back of his head and pulled his mouth tighter against her sex. Letting the feeling of his tongue flickering around, touching all sides inside her sex, driving her mad with such desire.

"Oh God! Oh my!" she started to moan.

Suddenly he stopped and then crawled his body up hers. His lips caressing her skin with each inch that he moved up her body. Moving over her firm stomach, and then to her breasts. Sucking hard on one, lightly biting her nipple till she gasped and moaned, and then did the same with the other. Carly wanted to beg him to stop, to tell him that she could not take much more of this. But she could not find a way to get the words out that she needed to say. Her mind was swimming within such lustful sensations, making it impossible for her to ignore.

"We can't do this. Please stop, I can't cheat on my boyfriend." she cried out in such panic.

"But you already are. So why should you stop now? You should just enjoy it." he said in an almost wicked voice.

She knew that in a way he was right, but she had to try and stop this before it went any further. The only thing was, she would not be able to. Because he was stronger than her and would force her into doing what he wanted before he would let her go.

"Now, turn around and face me." he said in a demanding voice.

When Carly did, she saw him standing there , his naked body so close to his as his dark eyes stared at her so lustfully. His hand reached up and touched the side of her face, then gently wiped a tear from her eye. She wanted to tell him that she did not want to do this, to make him take her back to the gallery so she could drive home. But her fear kept her from doing so. His hands held onto her hips as he pulled her closer to him. Her breasts crushed against his chest as he kissed her so passionately, She tried to fight him off, but she could feel his fingers returning to her sex, manipulating it again and weakening her. The only thing that she could see of doing was to give into him, for there was no use into fighting him. The weakened her as let herself fall into his kiss. Then he pulled away from her slightly, his glaring with such lust as that wicked smile stayed upon his lips.


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