RAPED (a Nightmare)

SEX… one of the most beautiful word that everybody likes to say, hear and feel. It’s an addiction a dream for every man and woman but for me from the very first time it has been a nightmare.

That night when 4 unknown men destroyed my soul and crushed my body along with my heart in that dark corner of an abandoned building, Sex became the first thing I hate most.

I don’t want to tell how old I was and how ugly or beautiful I was because it when some body rapes you and do things against your will then the only thing that got hurt is your soul and your heart not your beauty.

That night was no different till I felt that a man was following me and by every turn on those lonely roads I felt that more and more men were following me. I counted them 4 when suddenly they grabbed me, covered my mouth not allowing me scream for HELP!

They pushed me on the wall and they had no plans to snatch my money, my diamond ring and a gold chain. All they wanted was me… They ripped my dress hurting me and took me to that abandoned building in my bra and panties.

I don’t think I need to tell you all how much I was struggling to escape and save my soul because it was happening in real not in movies or something where I can act like a lonely sex crazy girl who got aroused by these men.

I was fighting but there was no chance of me winning over 4 well built men. I got half dead when they pinned me down the floor and ripped my rest of the clothes using their sharp knives. Being naked in front of four men who I had never met was more scary than embarrassing.

Two of them were gripping my legs harder and made me spread my legs while the third one was holding my hands above my head. I was struggling as hard as I could and seeing the fourth man undressing next to me.

He came over me and got himself inside me. I always knew that first time hurts … but this pain was something you can’t describe in books or in theories.

“Fuck! She is virgin” the man who was raping me said stopping for a second and I stopped struggling when I started passing out but still I could feel the moments of “in and out”.

One by one they came over me and filled me with their shit, when the fourth man came over me no body need to hold me down or grab my legs and spread them cause I was in no condition to fight back.

“Agh! Fuck she was good” I heard a voice,

 “and beautiful … let me take a picture of her cause I’m gonna fuck her in my dreams sometimes again” I heard another man,

“Come on guys let’s leave” Some one said.

I could only hear them because my eyes were closed and I don’t want to open them too as one of them has ejaculated their shit on my face.

I was lying there totally naked and my hands were moving a little to grab my torn panties and bra but I couldn’t find them…..

Next time when I opened my eyes I was in hospital with my parents on one side of bed, a police officer on the bottom of the bed and a nurse was standing right next to my head who called the doctor seeing me opening my eyes.

They discharged me from the hospital after I recovered my physical injuries, Police assured my parents that they will catch those rapist but me …?

I was lost.. I was like I don’t exist in this world anymore…. How am I gonna face my friends, relatives and this damn society..

Days started passing and I tried to erase all the memories of that night but it felt like almost impossible.

[ ---- No… Please.. I was crying but this man on me holding my hands above my head with his one giant hand and with other he was unzipping his pants.. I was in bed in my lingerie and he pulled my lingerie up to my belly and I was not wearing any panties.. as his hard dick touched my pussy I cried for help calling “MOM  DAD HELP!” but it felt like I was the only one in the house.

He pushed it…. He pushed it all inside me and I cried in pain and tears filled my eyes. His scary face was above my head and he was fucking me. I was shaking my legs but no use of that. He started doing it more hard and fast and I felt my eyes closing and me passing away in my bed --- ]

“No No..” I was saying as my eyes were closed,

“Honey Wake Up!” I heard a voice and a hand on my forehead … I woke up crying so loud. My dad was standing there in the room and mom was sitting next to me in bed.

I was dressed totally and I didn’t see any other man in my room, mom hugged me crying ..

This was my 4th nightmare and I don’t know how long I’m gonna have these nightmares afters getting raped that night..