hey my love……
I know what ever I am gonna do, will heart you but..i don't hav any other choice so please forgive me.
I love you a lot, I still remember your first word for me, your first touch, your first kiss..i can still feel your breath, right now you are working hard for me only for me but its like your heart is beating in my body.
Its been three years for our marriage, I never had any secrets from you except one, you never complained or ask anything why I don't want babies, why I always prefer protection when you want me, when you show me your love, you are in my blood, but I always kept you away from my blood , whenever I got hurt in kitchen making your favourite food I kept you away from that. Even one day I slapped you that moment is the worst I thought to cut my hands..but, then how will I prepare food for you, touch you hiiii hiiii hiii, this all is just because I m HIV positive. I m suffering from AIDS. And CANCER
I came to know about this just one day before our marriage I wanted to tell you and I knew it will not spoil our marriage but I don't wanted to see you worrying about me, doctors told me that I hav only 3 ½ or 4 years of my life , and I want this time with you with you smile and only love for me that's why I didn't told you , please forgive me. That's why I always maintained a space and now the time has come I don't want a bad death I want to die like your princess so I m doing suicide.
Do you remember our first night after wedding, I am sure you will never forget that that was so funny you were just going to jump on me and you got a cramp in your back and the whole night you were just like a statue, and what you did on our anniversary last year you were trying to prepare dinner for me and the flour fall down on your whole body, you were looking so cute, I even had captured that moment in my phone you will find that picture in our almirah on top shelf. That night we spent whole night just making up our kitchen and next morning our neighbor asked me about my wild night as they heard sounds from our kitchen whole night and our lights were on, that's really funny
Its hard for you to forget me but you hav whole life so may be you will find some other women who can give you what I never. And please don't cry after seeing me dead and I m sending you this letter in your office because I want that you should know about this before my death. So,,,, and my body will wait for you in our sweet bedroom just come and hug me and say I LOVE YOU………