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But All I Know Is Him...

Novel By: Tray Mac

Tracys relationship with Derrick is a rocky one, but its all she knows...until she starts being persued by someone trying to show her that the grass is greener on the other side. Will she be tempted? Or stay true to her long time love? View table of contents...



Submitted:Jul 29, 2010    Reads: 188    Comments: 3    Likes: 2   

I looked away for a second. "It just hurts to know that Im in a relationship alone. I know he doesn't want this but for some reason I'm still here."
"How do you know that? If you dont mind me askin."
"Because he told me."
"Well I know I'm a stranger but, youre a beautiful woman, you seem smarter than whats happening with you're relationship." he said trying to make eye contact with me.
"Well apparently everything aint what it seems. I don't know what I did or what i should do. I'm fighting for something thats not even there anymore and at that I'm outside on a bench telling a stranger my life story. I'm over it.
"My name is Taylor."
"No offense Taylor but I'm not interested in knowing you I have enough to deal with and if my man knew about this conversation it would just add insult to injury."
"I understand. I gotta get going anyway but before I leave let me tell you something....stranger or not, you're too damn beautiful and if you were with me I would do what I had to do to keep you happy. I bet you he's not telling you what you want to hear and what you need to hear. I bet you he's not makin you feel the way he used to make you feel. All you probably get from him is everything you're 'doing wrong'. I bet you the only time you feel wanted is when you layin up with him. I bet you-" I got up and looked him right in his eyes. Even though everything he was saying was true he pissed me off. This man doesn't know a damn thing about me.
"I don't know who you think you are...some knight in shinning armor or some shit, but its not gonna work with me. Been there done that so forget it!" I stormed off. I was just walking aimlessly. I didn't wanna go home at all but I had no where else to go.
I put my key in the lock and turned the doorknob. I walked into my apartment and the vibe alone was enough to make me roll my eyes. I could hear the television from our room all the way in the livingroom. I wasn't in the mood to look at him so I just sat in the livingroom in the dark. I started thinking about all the things Taylor said to me. I shook my head. He made me so upset earlier, as cute as he was, he didn't know me well enough to just talk to me like that. Im in this relationship because I want to be. I shook my head again. I know I'm playing myself but the fact of the matter is I just don't care.
I jumped up and wiped the drool off the side of my mouth. Disgusting. I realized i fell asleep on the couch last night being that I still had on yesterdays clothes. I sucked my teeth and went to the bathroom. I looked into the mirror feeling defeated. Snapping out of it I took my clothes off and jumped into the shower. For a while I just stood there and let the hot water run on my face. The steam felt so calming. I swear an hour an a half passed before I finally got out. I walked into my bedroom and there he was laying down watching t.v. Him. The man who could do without me. I sighed. "You know I love when you have your towel on." he said. I walked pass him without making eye contact. "You should come over here and let me see that sexy ass up close."
"Wow." I said.
"Wow what?"
"Wow that now on this special day, my ass is sexy. When just last night, this same ass was a 'stupid bitch'". I said sarcastically
"Come on baby you know I don't mean those things. I was mad, we were arguing, you know how it is."
"Yea, unfortunately." He came up behind me and put his arms around me. "I'm not playing this game with you today. You think you can do and say whatever you want whenever you want. Get the hell off of me." I said nudging him. He didn't budge. Probably because he had 200 pounds on me.
"You might as well just get over it Tracy, you can't stay mad at me all day so stop playin and give me what i want. He started kissing my neck and put his hand underneath my towel. As much as I hated him, he put a tingle in my spine. He pressed up on me to make me feel his firmness. And again, a chill. I didn't want to give into him. He doesn't deserve this after the things he said to me yesterday and yet here we go. He picked me up and layed me on the bed. He started kissing me and as he went lower he peeled my towel back exposing my partially damp body. I felt his warm lips graze my inner thigh. I already knew what was coming next. I jumped when his tongue seperated my lips and touched my clit. Slow,soft,gentle. I could feel every gesture his tongue was making. My toes curled as he licked me harder giving me no mercy. I dug my nails into his shoulder as my climax came and put and invouluntary arch in my back. Before it could end I felt his rock hard entrance. I can't lie I was loving the feeling of him. He stroked me deep and slow making me moan his favorite moans in his ear. "Damn" I whispered.
"You like that?" he whispered back. I didn't respond. As good as he felt he didn't deserve any praise from me. Already knowing whats up, "You aint gotta tell me, I already know." He whispered. He dug into me taking the breath out of me. I arched my back and he grabbed me closer. He went deeper and deeper and deeper. I knew he was trying to get a point across. He grabbed my hips for one last thrust. I felt every last drop shoot into the back of me. He came so hard he didn't realize how hard he was holding me.
"Ouch Derrick let go!!" I yelled.
He chuckled. "Damn sorry babe..I was in the moment." I rolled my eyes and got off the bed. I hated myself. I always give in to him. We go through the same circles. Argue, fuss, fight, fuck and the cycle starts all over again and someway somehow he always comes out on top of all of it.
As I wiped myself down in the bathroom I looked out the window. Judging from the uhaul trucks they must've finally rented out that apartment next door. Walking out the bathroom I could hear Derrick and another man talking at the door.
"If you need any help let me know man. Its about time they rented that apartment out." Derrick said jokingly.
"Thanks man. Whats your name by the way?"
"Derrick. I live here with my girl."
"That's wassup. Im Taylor."
"Well its nice to meet you man don't be a stranger."
"Yea I gotta finish getting settled but I'm sure I'll see you around." Derrick gave Taylor a pound and closed the door. I heard him pass the bathroom door and go back to our room. I got so nervous. If I wasn't mistakin...that sounded ike the Taylor that told me about myself just the other day. I wanted to tell Derrick but I already knew it wold turn into an arguement. I quietly walked out of the bathroom and went to the front door in my towel. Looking through the peep hole I couldn't believe my eyes.
To Be Continued....


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