She loves me. Tessa actually loves me! I've never been more happy in my life!
She is mine. Only mine. I won't let the boss or him touch her again. No one. I will find a way to get her free. But right now... Now, I am going to enjoy the moment.
Tessa is wrapped in my arms, her head against my chest, sleeping deeply. Her hair is spread around her head like a halo, much like it was last night when I took her. She looks like an angel. My angel.
She fit against me so perfectly, I wanted to never move. Just to watch her sleep for an eternity. No one can get her while she sleeps, it's like a bubble of blissful ignorance. Suddenly her eyes fluttered and I was greeted with a tired smile. I lent down to kiss the top of her hair, but she moved so that she could press her lips against mine.
I wasn't expecting it, but it made my stomach swell with love.
"Good morning," she spoke, her voice thick with sleep as she snuggled closer into my body. Instinctively, I wrapped my arms around her tighter. I felt her smile into my chest.
"Good morning to you too."
After a little while of silence she said, "Oh."
"What?" I asked a little worried. What if she just realized what we did and was already regretting it? I wasn't going to have any of that. What we did was perfect and no one should ever regret something that was so beautiful.
"We're naked." She looked at me, blushed, and hid her face into my chest.
"I know. And may I say what I nice view it is." I teased her. She gripped the doona tighter around her body.
"Um, you didn't have to say anything. I noticed." I took me a little while to gather what she meant, but then she nodded her head in the general direction of my... Well, you know... And I finally got the picture.
I smirked. "Are you gonna take care of that for me?"
Tessa blushed again and I chuckled, wrapping my arms tight around her, loving the feel of her body against mine. It felt so right.
Suddenly she was on top of me, straddling my hips. She lent down to kiss me softly but passionately. I took me a little while to react, I was in such shock, but after a few seconds I was kissing her back equally as passionately.
I sat up with her on my lap so that my back was pressed against the head board. I needed a better grip on her and from this position I could feel every centimetre of her body pressed against mine.
I kissed down her neck until I found her sweet spot. When she moaned, I sucked it and kissed it and grazed my teeth over it. The noises that she let out almost sent me over the edge. I needed to be inside her now.
I rubbed my cock against her entrance, loving the way that she squirmed, wanting more. However, her reaction just made me want to tease her, loving the look of desperation on her face. Desperation for me.
When she realized that I wasn't going to do anything else, she went to lower herself onto me, but I quickly grabbed her hips and held her in place.
"You're such a tease," she whined.
"Only for you." She smiled, but I could tell that it was forced.
"What's wrong?" I asked, confused.
"Do you do this often?" She answered my question with one of her own.
"Sleep with the girls that come here?" She asked, biting her lip. Retaliation dawned on me.
"Jealous are we?" I smirked.
"Alec... I'm serious." I knew that she was, but I didn't want to tell her the truth. That almost every girl that walked through the front door ended up in my bed. How did I tell that to the woman that I love?
I sighed. I had to tell her the truth if I wanted her trust and her complete love. "Yes." I saw the hurt flash in her eyes. "Yes, Tessa, I do this often. Almost every girl that has been kidnapped by the boss has ended up, well, where you are now."
The tears welled up in her eyes and she tried to pull away from my lap, but I held her firmly in place. She wanted to be away from me and it broke my heart to see the disgust and distrust in her eyes. "Tessa, please don't. Listen to me. I didn't want any of them. None of them. The only girl that I've ever wanted, well, she's right where I want her now. You. With me. The other girls... Well, I was ordered to. I couldn't refuse. My family... My sister... It's hard to choose what's right and what's wrong. Is it okay to do the wrong things for the right reasons? To do them for the ones that you love? I know that I would do anything for you, but that doesn't make it right. Do you understand?" I hoped that she did. I hoped so badly.
She just looked at me like she wanted to be anywhere but here.
"Tessa, please, Tess, don't look at me like that. Like I'm the most disgusting creature to ever walk this earth. I can take it from anyone, but not from you. You mean too much to me. You mean everything. I didn't want to do what I did to those girls, I did it to keep my family safe, because I got told to. But never again. The thought of being with anyone else sickens me. I just want you."
Tessa closed her eyes, like the words were painful to hear. I need to convince her to forgive me. She means the world to me.
I released her hips and was relieved to find that she didn't try to escape me. I lifted my hands to her face and rested them there. I brushed my thumbs across her eyelids, wanted her to open them and look at me.
Finally she did.
"You. I love you." I told her. One tear dripped from her eye and I kissed it away. I kissed both of her eyelids, then her cheeks, her nose, the corner of her mouth and then finally her lips.
She didn't fight me, but she didn't fully respond either. I pulled away. "Please Tess." I was shocked at the desperation in my voice, but suddenly it didn't matter anymore because Tessa's mouth was on mine, her tongue gently caressing the inside of my mouth. Her hands ran up my back, where one wound through my hair and tugged deliciously, and the other rested at the back of my neck, pulling me closer.
I could feel the warmth of her entrance beckoning me. She pulled away gasping for breath, sitting on my lap as I slowly pushed into her. I pushed slowly, taking in each delicious centimetre at a time, never breaking eye contact with her.
Her eyes grew heavy with pleasure, and I watched as she fought to keep them open. She rested her forehead against mine when I could go no further, when I reached the hilt of my cock, never once looking away from her sparkling eyes.
We stayed like that for a while, and I could already feel the buildup just from Tessa's proximity, but I didn't want to release just yet.
I flicked my hips up a little and watched Tessa's eyes roll back in pleasure. I did it again and she moaned into my ear. I felt myself getting harder, if that was even possible.
"Alec..." she moaned into my ear.
"Mmm?" I ran my hand up her bare back, taking in all of her soft skin.
"Do something." She replied, almost pleading. I chuckled, and kissed her sweetly on the lips before I started to move inside her. I gripped her hips, bouncing her up and down and raising my hips to connect with her on the down stroke.
Her head came to rest on my shoulder, so every moan that she let out, was sending vibrations in my ear. I loved making her moan because I knew that she was enjoying this as much as I was.
"Ah! Tessa, you feel so amazing!" And she did. Every second in her was sweet torture... I could barely take it anymore. I could feel her muscles tightening around me, which was doing funny things to my brain, and to other places on me.
"Let go." I whispered into her ear, and she did, which was enough to send me spiraling into bliss.
We sat there, with my love on my lap for a few minutes, trying to catch our breaths. She looked at me almost shyly, and I brushed a sweaty strand of hair behind her ear.
This was exactly where I wanted to be. Sitting in a bed with Tessa. If only it was far away from here. But Tessa made me forget, she made the circumstance so much easier to deal with. That's why I love her. Because she is perfect for me.
I only hope that I can be perfect for her too.
We were interrupted from our staring my a knock on the door.
"Blackshaw! I hope you haven't forgotten your duties! Or do I need to remind you?" Came the bosses voice from behind the door.
"I haven't forgotten. I'll be out soon." He didn't reply but I heard his boots echoing away.
I shifted from under Tessa reluctantly. I reached onto the floor and pulled on my boxers. I looked up at Tess and she quickly looked away with a blush.
I chuckled. "Look all you want." I told her simply. She blushed harder but didn't glance back in my direction. I smirked as I finished dressing.
I crawled back onto the bed and took Tessa's face in my hands. "I love you. And I'm going to get you out of here."
I didn't wait for an answer. I just turned and darted out of the door.
(A/N): Finally! I know! I take forever, everything is so hectic! Anyways, got the chapter up! The whole thing is in Alec's POV. Let me know what you reckon! :) xx