"So, I heard you like cowboys" I looked up to find big blue eyes
staring right at me. It was 7 pm ,I was working the evening shift
again and I had 3 hours left to work. Keely was closing up with
Chris the bartender today, so I could finish at ten. "Yes, I do"
I looked him over, blue eyes the colour of a summer sky, sandy
blonde hair that curled a little above his ears, tanned skin
probably from working outside, but most important of all, he was
wearing a tight white t'shirt that showed off his muscles very
well. hmmm, yummy! I thought as I smiled at him "And you
are?" I asked sweetly.
"Oh, sorry Mam, where are my manners, my name is Dave, Dave Mc Allister, a true cowboy at your service" he nodded and a little wicked smile appeared on his full lips, showing his very white teeth. "Nice to meet you Dave the cowboy, I'm Gemma" I put my hand out over the bar and he shook it. "Gemma, is that Italian?" he asked, a wicked grin on his face. "Yes it is" I smiled back at him"Do you like Italian, Dave?" I asked while I wiped offthe counter "I love Italian" he winked "I bet Italian tastes really good too!" his innuendo wasn't lost on me, and I went to stand in front of him. "You mean you never tasted Italian food?" I asked, acting like I didn't understand what he meant. "Oh, I love lasagne, I have it almost every week, but I wasn't talking about food baby" his smile disappeared and he put both arms on the counter that was separating us while his big blue eyes stared in to mine "I was wondering what an Italian girl like you would taste like" He whispered. Oh my! a sudden tingling feeling crept over my breasts and I could feel my panties getting wet. "why don't you pick me up around ten and find out for yourself" I whispered back and his sexy smile came back. "Sure thing sugar! Have you already eaten? We could get some pizza before we go over to my place." His eyes lingered on my breasts as he said it and my nipples peaked. I licked my dry lips and took a deep breath "I think I prefer to have you for dinner, if you don't mind" I whispered back as he looked at me again. "But before you leave, there are some things I need to know first".
He smiled and nodded "Ok, ask away" I bit my lip and licked itto take the sting away, his eyes followed the movement and I could see him squirm in his seat "are you married?" I asked, his eyes shot back up to mine "what? Hell no!" he smiled.
"Ok, do you have a fiancée?A girlfriend or are you currently dating anyone I should know about?"those were my usual questions, it was a routine I had before every new date. "No Baby, I'm single by choice" he smiled.
"Ok" I nodded. "One last question" I took a deep breath " I only go out with guys who use condoms and don't complain, do you have any problem with that?"
His smile just grew bigger. "Why, sugar, you sure know how to cut to the chase now do you?" his head cocked to the side as he studied me some more "No baby, no problem at all" He answered right before he stood up "So, I'll see you at ten" he winked and walked out the door.
"Didn't you hear me yesterday?" I jumped around to find Ethan standing behind me, he was glaring at the door where Dave hadjust walked out. "What do you mean?" I asked confused. He turned to look at me and his angry face softened "Gemma, you just broke up with Kaden two days ago" .
"I know Ethan, but it wasn't really breaking up, we weren't in a real relationship, we just went out four times and I decided it was enough" I shrugged and he shook his head "Call it what you want, but like I said yesterday, the people in this small town talk a lot, and you behaving like this only makes them believe whatever Lydia tells them" he came closer to me "why do you need to date all these guys Gemma?" he asked one of the questions even I had no answer to, I only knew that it made me feel good, sex was a hobby for me, like reading or listening to good music, it entertained me and I didn't want to go back to being the scared little girl I was in Italy. No, not this time, I left everything I had behind so that I could be who I wanted to be, and if that was a problem for those bitches, well , screw them! "Ethan, my personal life is my own business, if they want to talk, let them talk ! but I won't let them decide what is or isn't good for me! I'm 26 years old, I'm capable of making my own decisions, I don't need to feel guilty about sex!" I turned around and took an empty glass. I was about to fill it with water when a hand on my shoulder stopped me. A warm body was standing right behind me, and I knew it was Ethan, I recognised his perfume. It made me want to turn around and lick his neck all the way up to his jaw, but I suppressed that urge and bit down on my teeth.
"Gemma" his voice was soft and his mouth was close to my ear, my skin felt on fire where his warm breath caressed my cheek. "I just don't want to see you hurt, I'm sorry if that means interfering with your personal life" he took a deep breath and his other hand came to rest on my hip as the one on my shoulder gently put a lock of my hair behind my ear. "But I just can't see why a girl like you needs to lower herself to such a lifestyle" he whispered, his hand on my hip moved up and under my t-shirt. I took a deep breath and suppressed the urge to turn around and kiss him "You deserve so much more than just sex" he whispered, his lips just inches from my neck. Goosebumps ran all over my body, why is he doing this! "Ethan, stop it" I put my hand on his and pushed him away from me as I turned to face him "I care about you, I do, but you need to stop interfering with my personal life, I know what I'm doing, it makes me happy, why can't anyone understand that?" my voice trembled as I tried to make some sense. Ethan pulled me in a hug and kissed the top of my head "Ok Gemma, but just so you know, I think you're running from something, and the longer you run from it , the bigger it grows. I just know this is not who you are, you feel safe because you don't have to feel anything but lust and pleasure with them. But you're walking a thin line here baby, you won't be able to keep your heart away forever, and one day it will all come crashing down around you" he took a step back and looked me in the eyes "when that day comes, know that I will be there for you, I'll wait" He turned around and left without waiting for an answer from me.
Three hours passed pretty quickly and I was standing outside of the bar, waiting for Dave to show up. A big black pick up truck came to a stop in front of me, it had dark windows so I couldn't really see who was driving it . The drivers side door opened and Dave walked over to where I was standing. He gave me a ones over and I could feel my panties getting wet again. I had changed them when I cleaned myselfup in the bathroom. I put on my black mini skirt and my yellow tank top, touched up my make up and straightened my hair. The usual routine I had before leaving work to meet one of my friends "Damn girl, you look good in that skirt! hmmm" Dave came closer to me and kissed me on the cheek. He was wearing a blue button up shirt and dark jeans with sexy boots over them. hmmm cowboys. My mouth watered and I couldn't wait anymore, I had to have him.
I turned my head and put my lips on his jaw, kissing my way up to his mouth. I was planning to take it slow but with a sexy growl Dave took my face between his hands and kissed me deeply. His tongue entered my mouth and started to dance with mine, his hands left my face and travelled down my body. One hand cupped my right hip and pulled me closer as his other hand took my left breast and squeezed it. I pulled away a little to breathe. He was driving me crazy by kissing down my throat and neck to my naked shoulder "Dave" I whispered and then moaned when he bit down on my earlobe, his hand on my breast toyed with my nipple "Dave, we're outside in the open" I whispered while I tried to push him back. He smiled sexily and pulled me to him again "I don't care baby, you're too hot to waste any time" he tried to kiss me again but I put my hand on his mouth and smiled "I know Dave, I'm dying to get you inside of me too, but not here in front of everybody, okay?" I could feel him licking the fingers that covered his mouth. Then he pulled my hand away and smirked "ever had sex in public baby?"
what? "No" I shook my head while my panties got even wetter at the thought. He took my hand and dragged me with him as he walked away from his car and into the dark alley behind the bar. I stopped abruptly when I understood what he wanted and he turned to look at me. "Don't worry baby, I promise you'll enjoy this and no one will see us, if they do, we stop right away and go to my place ok?" I hesitated, a part of me wanted to be alone with him between four walls, but another part of me was curious and excited about the idea of being caught. Of course my naughty side won and I followed him into the alley "Come here" Dave pulled me behind a dumpster and pushed me against the brick wall while he kissed me. I lost all thought, the only thing I knew was Dave, his smell, his taste and the way he was making my head spin.