*A/N: Happy Easter everybody! All my family is at work :( but they should be back, so I decided to waste time and write a chapter! This a very dark chapter because of the flashback Tawny has. The flashback is in italics and its probably disturbing to some people. If it is I am sorry! Enjoy reading!!!!! Remember to comment!*
The next day, Carson took us to the gym for a little workout. He didn't want me too wore out from the workout for tonight. Gerry is not in the gym due to the fact its Saturday, so Carson followed me to the girls locker room and he watched me dress. When I took my top off, he wrapped his arms around me and he kissed my shoulders.
"Why do you have to be so damn sexy?" Carson said as his lips
went up to my neck.
"I'm not that sexy," I moaned out and he nipped my neck.
"Yes you are, my angel." His hands went down to my jeans and he
unbutton them and pulled them down and he turned me around. I am
only in my bra and thong and he got on his knees. "You got the
body of an angel and you taste so good," Carson said as he kissed
my belly button and his hand cupped my already wet pussy.
"Carson, we cannot have sex in here, there is people outside!" I
moaned as he pulled my underwear down.
"Yes, we can, and it will be fun and exciting!" he said and I
laughed. I took my bra off as Carson took his clothes off and he
lay me down on the nearest bench. He got on top of me and he
pushed his cock inside me. I moaned loudly and he covered my
mouth, so no one can hear me. I pulled him down on top of me more
and I pressed my hard nipples against his furred chest and rubbed
them across his chest hair. It sent shock waves down to my
already almost orgasmic pussy.
"Harder Carson, please harder!" I begged and he smiled and fucked
me even harder. I can tell he is about to cum and I felt my pussy
squeeze him as my orgasm erupted and I cum all over his cock. He
cum a little bit after me and he lay on top of me,
"I cannot get enough of you, Tawny," Carson said and I
"Is that a good thing?" I asked and he chuckled.
"Yes, very good. I never needed Rose this much." He sat up and
grabbed his boxers and put them on. I put my underwear back on
and we sat there.
"Why didn't you need Rose as much?" I asked him.
"She was beautiful, yes, but not as beautiful as you. She
concentrated on school then work so much, she didn't pay any
attention to her complexion or her hair."
"Are you calling her ugly?"
"No, she was beautiful! All I am saying you pay more attention to
yourself more than she did. She never wanted sex as well, so I
learned to not need her."
"Strange, when I just looked at you yesterday, I wanted you right
then and there. I could have had sex with you on the boxing
platform!" He laughed and he grabbed me and wrapped his arm
"Rose was a very quiet person as well, and you are well open
minded. I loved her, Tawny, I really did and I miss her so much.
Its finally time for me to move on and find me somebody new. I
know Rose will approve!" Carson pulled me to his body and he
kissed me so passionately I felt it down to my toes. I didn't
know the door opened and I heard somebody whisper to somebody
else, a male voice, and a giggle.
"Damn, somebody stole our idea!" Reggie said and I looked up and
Reggie is standing in front of Bailey and his arms are around her
"Sorry, you want the locker-room now?" I asked and she
"Yeah, see you outside!" Reggie urged us on and Carson and I
quickly got dressed and we ran outside to the gym area. He took
me to the bench weights and he added ten more pounds for a
whopping sixty pounds!
"Lets try this for a little bit, then we go to the treadmill,"
Carson said and I nodded. I benched the weights for at least ten
minutes and my arms are already getting pretty sore. I sat up and
I rubbed my arms and Reggie and Bailey FINALLY came out.
"Wow, took y'all long enough!" Carson joked around and Bailey
punched his arm.
"Do y'all want to go on a double date tonight?" Bailey asked
Carson and he looked down at me to get an approval and I agreed.
As the men talk, I looked out on the street and I seen a familiar
face. It sent chills down my spine and made me cringe in fear. He
looked at me and blew me a kiss. No, it cannot be him! Of all
places, why does he have to see me here?
"Tawny are you okay?" Reggie asked me and I shook my head.
"Yeah, I thought I seen someone familiar," I lied. I knew it was
Chris walking down the street, but I don't want Reggie or Carson
"Well, let the men talk and we will walk on the treadmill and
catch up," Reggie said and we went on the treadmill. Reggie told
me about her night with Bailey, which I already can tell she is
falling for Bailey. She keeps looking at him and I looked at him
as well. Bailey is pretty good looking, but he is not as good
looking as Carson.
"So, did you actually enjoy sex last night?" Reggie asked
"Yes, I wish I could make that night the night I lost my
virginity," I said and she smiled.
"I seen Chris last night at one of the bars. He asked me about
you." My heart began to race as she just mentioned his
"What did you tell him?" I asked her.
"I told him that you moved on and you are having fun for once in
your life. He got pissed and told me that women are not suppose
to have fun, that's why you got your punishment all those
"Punishment, for having fun?" Carson said behind us and I got off
and wrapped the towel Carson threw at me. "He is one of those
guys that believes women only should please him and have no fun,"
he added and I looked away.
"He is, I tried to go out to dinner with Reggie when he started
to beat me, and he gave me a black eye and a cigarette burn on my
arm," I said and Carson cursed underneath his breath.
"He is worse than I thought. No wonder you feared of leaving him,
you couldn't leave his side!" I shook my head and began to cry. I
began to remember the first night he actually REALLY hurt
Two years ago…
"Tawny, you better get your ass in here girl! I need to speak to you!" Chris yelled at me and I ran down stairs, scared shitless.
"What is it, baby?" I asked him, I have to call him baby, and
he slapped me across my face.
"Where did you go with Regina today?" He asked me. I held up
my hands and showed him my acrylic nails that Reggie bought for
me. "I told you that you cannot go out with that bitch, did
"Yes, you did, Chris. I cannot stay in this house all day and
night!" I cried out and he slapped me again.
"Don't you sass me girl! You will get your punishment, right
now!" I heard him unbuckle his pants and I breathing got hard. I
am getting use to him raping me as my punishment, so I just sat
there, crying. He pushed me down to the couch and jerked my sweat
pants off and then my underwear. Chris pushed his pants down and
his hard on is sticking out at me. I licked it for him because he
always wanted me to get it wet for him so it won't be as rough,
like he fucking cared. I decided that I need to stand up for
myself, so I began to fight back. I slapped at his face and he
shoved his cock inside me and it really hurt. I screamed in pain
and he loved when I screamed. I slapped him a couple more times,
and that really pissed him off. He punched me two times in the
face and I spit blood onto the floor, which caused him to punch
"Your going to clean that up, bitch!" Chris said and he
fucked me hard. I cried because it hurts so bad.
"Please, Chris, stop! It hurts!" I cried out and tears are
falling on my cheeks.
"You're my little slut, are you Tawny?" Chris moaned and I
shook my head to disagree. He slapped me then I cried some
"Yes, I am your slut, Chris!" I cried out. He cum in me a
little bit afterwards and he got off of me and I lay on the
couch, crying and he punched me.
"Learn your lesson, Tawny?" Chris asked me and I nodded.
"What did you learn?"
"Not to go anywhere with anybody!" I cried out and he kissed
"That's my girl!"
That flashback cause me to shack all over and Carson lifted me up and took me to the locker room. Reggie is not that far behind me and she gave me a water bottle.
"She just had a flashback, she does that sometimes. She hasn't
done that in about two months," Reggie said and Carson ran his
fingers down my hair and kissed my cheek.
"Baby, its okay, its all over now. Chris is gone, I am here. I
will never hurt you, ever! I will kill myself before I hurt you!"
Carson said and I leaned against him.
"Tawny, care to tell me which flashback you had?" Reggie said and
"The first time he punched me. You took me to get my nails done
and he raped me and punched me as my punishment," I mumbled out
and Carson squeezed me tightly.
"I don't give a fuck what you do with Reggie, you can go out of
state with her. She is your best friend, you can have fun with
her," Carson said and I smiled. That is when I knew I loved him.
Girls that fall in love this quick only happens in fairy tales
and soppy romance books, but this is happening, to me, in real
life! I love Carson Reynolds!