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I just stood there, like a scarecrow, as he walked to me against the door. I couldn't do anything, just stare at him. Carson kissed me and his tongue done cartwheels in my mouth as I relaxed and melted into his body. I never felt like this before. This is all new to me.
"Are you sure you wanna do this?" Carson said and I just nodded.
My hands spread across his chest and I took his shirt off and
toss it aside on the floor. I just stared at his massive chest
and swallowed. He is very built, not built like you can see every
6-pack abs built. He has a nice amount of chest hair, which I
adore. Chris was bald and it was very unappealing to me. Carson
has a VERY nice body. "You can touch me if you want," Carson
said and I ran my nails across his hard pecs and when my index
finger went across his hard bronzed nipple, he moaned. The chest
hair is very soft and dense against my fingers and then I
stopped. I looked up at him, telling him that its my turn to take
my shirt off. Carson took my top off and I stood there, only in
my pink sheer bra. My 36 C breasts are barely contained in my
bra, well this is one of the bras Chris bought me and the purpose
is to NOT contain my breasts. I cannot afford new bras so I have
to deal with these.
"Wow, you got lovely breasts, Tawny," Carson said as he ran his
fingers over my bra and undid the clasp in the front, between my
mounds. I closed my eyes as I felt the fabric loosen and my
breasts go free and he didn't do anything. I opened my eyes and
he is just staring at them.
"Is there something wrong, Carson?" I asked and he smiled.
"No, nothing is wrong, I just love your breasts," he said and he
grabbed one of them and ran his thumb across my nipple. I sucked
in my breath and moaned as massaged my breast and his other hand
went to the second mound. My mind is doing cartwheels with this
pleasure I am feeling. I have not felt nothing as pleasurable and
soft as what I am feeling now. I didn't know hands could be this
gentle. Carson pushed me to the bed and I lay crosswise and I
looked up at him. He has a smile on his face and he unbutton his
pants and I swallowed loudly. Well, there is no stopping here! He
didn't take his pants all the way off and he lay next to me and
ran his fingers down my stomach and I jerked a little.
"I feel like a virgin again," I said and he laughed.
"That jackass took it against your will, I would have savored it
and cherished it," Carson said and I swallowed. Where did he come
"This is my rebirth, Carson. You are taking my virginity. I am a
virgin, I never experienced sex the way it should be." Carson
unhooked my jeans and he pulled them down and took them off and I
am laying there in my matching thong and I just stared at him. I
have a lily tattoo on my hip and he touched it.
"You got tasteful tattoos, unlike mine," he said and I laughed.
He has a half sleeve of flames and skulls, like a man. Men don't
get colorful and happy tattoos!
"Well, I don't expect pretty flowers or butterflies on you!" I
said and he laughed again and he touched the top of my underwear
line and I swallowed again. I looked at him with eager eyes as he
pulled my underwear down and I am now laying naked beneath
Carson, and I am not scared. I covered myself with Chris, but I
am not ashamed of Carson seeing me.
"Your beautiful, Tawny. You got beautiful curves in the right
spots, made just for me," he said and kissed my upper thigh near
my pussy. Yeah, I am not like supermodel or model skinny, I have
some fat, but enough to look curvy and sexy. His hand opened my
legs and his index finger went up and down on my pussy lips and I
lifted my hips, telling him that I wanted more. I opened my legs
and he lay between them and I felt his warm breath touching my
lips. His tongue gently went inside my pussy lips and played with
my clit ever so slowly that it drove me crazy. His tongue went
around and around and my whole body is twisting due to the
intense pleasure. He slid two fingers inside my pussy and
fingered me as he ate me out.
"Oh my…oh my!" I moaned and he kept going. I felt this weird
feeling in the pit of my stomach and it got more intense every
second. All of the sudden, I felt a wave of energy running
through me and it made me moan loud. Oh my god, my first
"Ahhhhhhhh!" I screamed and I felt myself leak some fluid on
Carson's face and he quit and looked at me.
"First orgasm?" he asked and I nodded. "That bastard never let
you cum?" I nodded again. I cannot talk due to the intense orgasm
and I sat up and touched his pants. I pulled down his jeans and
his huge cock is so hard and warm and ready for me.
"I'm ready, Carson," I said and he smiled. I lay back down and he
took his jeans and boxers off and he lay on top of me and he
"Tell me if I hurt you," he said and I nodded. He slid his cock
inside me and it didn't hurt, it felt very good. I sighed and
raised my hips up and wrapped my legs around his waist.
"Oh my god, this feels so good!" I said and he smiled.
"I'm glad it does," he said and he began to pump me. He started
off slow and I moaned loudly and reached up and grabbed him. I
pulled him down and lay my head against his shoulder and kissed
"Please, fuck me hard!" I moaned and he began to go faster and
much harder. He hit my special spot and I already feeling my
orgasm build up. I moaned his name every time he hit the spot and
I loved hearing my name coming from Carson's lips. He reached up
and he kissed my lips and his movements became frenzied.
"Oh baby, I'm gonna cum!" Carson said and I began to moan quickly
as my orgasm is hitting its breaking point. Carson groaned and I
felt the hot, sticky liquid enter me and he collapse on top of
me. He rolled off of me and I just lay there. Now that the sex is
over, what about us? Is this just a one-night stand? I want more
than that. I feel like a whore if it's a one-night stand.
"Tawny, is there something on your mind?" Carson asked.
"Are we gonna see each other again, other than the gym?" I asked
and he just smiled.
"I don't think I can give you up now. You are just what I needed
for over a year."
"Does that mean we are together, together?" I feel like a
teenager again, what a good feeling!
"Well yes, I cannot have sex with you and NOT call you my
girlfriend!" I smiled and I wrapped my arms around him and hugged
him tight. I let go and I knew that its time to know about
something Camille mentioned earlier.
"Who is Rose?" I asked and he sighed and looked away.
"Camille told you about her, didn't she?" he asked.
"Just that you haven't been with a woman since her death, not how
she died or what happen between y'all."
"Well, I met her in college seven years ago. She was a marketing
major and she was a sweetheart. I fell in love with her instantly
and we dated for a long time. We got married a year ago and a
week after our marriage, it was raining and a drunk driver was on
the road. Rose yelled for me to stay back a few hundred feet so
we don't wreck, which I did. But, the bastard began to slide
everywhere and he hit us head on. I had a concussion from hitting
the steering wheel and whiplash. Rose's seat belt came loose and
she flew out the windshield, and died instantly." Tears came from
his eyes and I knew he loved her very much. I hugged him tightly
and ran my fingers through his dark hair.
"I cannot replace Rose in your heart, Carson. I cannot compare
myself to her, she was a good woman and I am sorry," I said and
he pulled myself away and looked at her.
"You are not a bad person, Tawny. You we're just in a bad
situation. I loved Rose more than life itself, but it doesn't
mean I cannot fall in love again," Carson said and he touched my
blonde hair strand and I closed my eyes. I knew what he means.
You can still love one person you lost and still love another one
that is in front of you and in your life right now. It doesn't
mean that he is in love with me right now, it means he can fall
in love with me, which is good. I think I am falling for him
"Carson, please make my life better. I will make your life better
if you just let me in it!" I said and he smiled.
"Baby doll, you are already in my life!" He pulled me closer and
he kissed me so passionately and then, it was interrupted.
"I am sorry to interrupt something, but Max and I are going home now, Jax is sick!" Camille yelled and I got dressed and ran out the door. Camille and Max are looking at me and I looked at Camille.
"Is he alright?" I asked her.
"Just a stomach bug that is going around, I heard him cry for me
and Max in the background, so we are heading home now," Camille
said and I hugged her.
"He told me about Rose," I whispered in her ear and she just
"I am glad he did, he needed to tell somebody," Camille said and
they walked out the door. Carson stepped out the door and gave me
my cell phone. Reggie.
"Hey Tawny, having fun at Carson's?" Reggie said slurring her
"Yeah, I am having fun, I am staying over for the night
actually," I said looking at Carson and he is smiling.
"I think Bailey and I are gonna fuck all night and then all day
tomorrow. We already done it once in the woman's bathroom!"
Reggie laughed and I heard a male voice, Bailey, telling her to
hurry up. "I got to go, Bailey wants to leave so we can be
alone!" Reggie laughed and got off the phone.
"Sounds like Bailey is taking a liking to Regina," Carson said
and I sighed.
"Yeah, Reggie needed a man in her life. She was so into sports in
high school that she never gave any guy a chance. It ruined her
schedule. After high school, she just quit and began dating guys.
She never found the right one, maybe Bailey will be the one for
her," I said and he smiled.
"Bailey has always been a bachelor and he mentioned a week ago
that he needs to settle down and have a life with a woman and a
family. I smiled and gave him a pat on the back. I been wanting
to settle down, that's why I proposed to Rose. I am still wanting
to settle down." Is he hinting around on me? Does he want to
settle down with me?
"Well I am too, but Chris didn't want to. When I THOUGHT I was in
love with him, I wanted to marry him, hoping the sex would be
gentler and more loving than what it was, I was highly wrong. I
want a man that treats me right."
"And you found him." Carson wrapped his arms around me and I closed my eyes. Its like God finally answered my prayers of making me my perfect man. His name is Carson Reynolds, and he is mine. I just wonder if I am the perfect woman for him. He acts like I am his Angel from heaven also, but am I?