*A/N: Sorry I have not updated as much. I have so much stuff going on. Still sick, but getting better. Preparing for state boards so I can work as a LPN. But, I have updated and this chapter is H O T! Enjoy my Lovelies!!!! Make sure to comment!*
First Time is Normal
When I agreed to be his submissive, Darin smiled. He walked to me and placed his hands on my cheeks and kissed me. I began to feel butterflies in my stomach as his hands start to roam my body. No other man has touched me like this. My nerves began to show and he looked at me and shushed me. I knew that we are going to have sex and I want to so bad; I know Darin wants to also. "Don't worry, you are not going to do any submissive things tonight. You are a virgin, so I think your first time should be normal sex," Darin said and I nodded. I don't understand the concept of BDSM and the submission thing. I just know that I have to call him "master" or "sir" or whatever he wants me to call him. I know handcuffs and whips and punishments are in that thing too. Am I scared of it, kind of. I am a virgin, I am scared of anything sexual right now. I may like it, I may not. I think Darin will stop it if I don't like being a submissive. Darin grabbed my hand and he lead me to his bed and sat me down. "Take my shirt off," Darin said and he sounded sort of dominant. I grabbed his shirt and stared at his chest and looked at his washboard abs. His abs are not as prominent as Carter's, but still sexy. I just stared up at him and he grabbed my hands and placed them on his chest. I began to touch him and he sucked in a breath. I love making a man moan because I am doing something that he likes, well what I found out. I let go and Darin reached and tried to pull my top off and I instantly covered myself, with a bra on. My nerves kicked in and he can sense it. He smiled and kissed my cheek and looked into my eyes with his sexy dark blue eyes. "There is nothing to be nervous about, we are a man and woman fixing to make love," Darin said and I let go of my breasts and Darin proceeded to take my bra off. I still have the urge to cover myself but I didn't. He grabbed my breasts and massaged it with his palm and I moaned and bit my bottom lip. It feels so good to be handled like this. He pinched my already sensitive nipple and I moaned even louder. He done the same thing to the other one and his hand trailed down to my bottoms and just place a single finger in the loop hole. It's like he is waiting on me to give him permission. I waited on his demands and he didn't say anything, so I just stood there, very still. Darin finally moved and he pulled my pants off and I am standing there in a red lacy thong. "Take my pants off and boxers," he demanded and I done just so. I got on my knees and I pulled his tight jeans down and then his boxers. His erection bounced in my face and I gasped. He is pretty big and thick and I felt so scared about what is about to happen. "Lay down," he said and I went to the pillows and tried to relax. That relaxation ended when I felt his hands take my thong off and I am exposed to the air and him with my nakedness. I feel sort of scared and excited at the same time. Darin spread my thighs apart and then he looked up at me and he smiled. "Tonight is all about you. I will get pleasure next time," He whispered and I nodded. Does that mean I have to suck his cock or…something? His warm breath hit my sensitive bud and I moaned and raised my hips. His tongue softly touched my bud and I cried out. That is the best feeling in the world right there. He began to go faster and faster until his lips surrounded my clit. I moaned and ran my fingers through my hair and pushed him closer, wanting more. He slid two fingers into my pussy and pushed them in and out as he sucked my clit. I felt the tingling in my stomach as he ate me out and it got very strong and I sighed. I knew EXACTLY what it is. "Oh god, I am cumming!" I screamed and Darin went faster with his fingers and tongue. My pussy squeezed around his fingers and he lapped my juices with his tongue. Darin sat up and he smiled down at me.
"Did that feel good my pet?" He asked seductively. I just nodded,
still recovering from my intense orgasm. He reached to his drawer
and grabbed a condom. My heart began to race. I am about to be
de-flowered. Summer Young is about to have sex! He got on top of
me and rubbed his tip of his cock at my entrance. I want him now,
so I raised my hips and rubbing against him. He groaned and
grabbed my hips and his head is hovering above mine. "This will
hurt, Summer, and I am sorry," Darin whispered and I nodded. I
know it will hurt, but I am ready. He pushed himself in and he
stopped at my lining.
"Are you ready?" he asked again.
"Yes, please go already!" I moaned out and he smiled. He pushed
his way through my lining and I feel a tearing and I can feel the
blood and the pain rushing in. A tear came from my eyes and Darin
kissed them away. He began to thrust in and out of my pussy and
the pain began to subside and became pleasure. I wrapped my
thighs around his waist and my arms went to his back. I matched
his movements and I felt so much of him. Darin began to pant and
his eyes shut tight. I began to feel the tingling in my stomach
again and it came faster than last time. "Oh God, I am cumming
again!" I moaned out and he grunted and moaned.
"I am cumming as well! Cum with me, Summer!" Darin moaned and I
erupted and pulsated on his cock and he pushed inside me all the
way to the top and grunted. I knew he came right after me. He
collapsed on top of me and he ran his fingers through my hair. I
stared at the roof and I smiled. I just lost my virginity to a
very hot man and I fucking enjoyed it! Darin got off of me and
took off his condom. I looked at it and its full of cum. "Did I
feel that good?" I asked and he began to laugh.
"Are you seriously asking me that?" Darin asked me and I nodded.
"Why yes, all virgins feels good the first time. Very tight and
warm." I nodded and he gave me my clothes and I put them
"I'll be right back, you can go to the entertainment room and
watch some television," Darin smiled at me. I walked down the
hallway and I heard the door slam behind me. Darin went into a
room at the end of the hallway and I went down to that door and
tried to open it. Locked. Wonder what's in that room. I hate my
curiosity, so I went to the entertainment room. I watched several
television shows and about two hours later, Darin still has not
shown up with me. I grabbed my cell phone and seen that my mom
tried calling me. I called her back and she sounded kind of
annoyed. "When are you coming home?" my mother asked.
"Whenever I want to. I am with a friend and he is preoccupied at
the moment," I said and she sighed.
"You had sex, didn't you?" my mom became quiet, like she is
ashamed of me.
"What if I did?"
"Well, you are an adult, so I cannot stop you. I just wish you
have told us about the man."
"His name is Darin and I met him at the club. He invited me to
his house and we had sex and I lost my virginity."
"Well, I will see you whenever you get home." She hung up and I
slid down in my seat. I know my mom is ashamed of me. I am not my
sister, Jessica. She is twenty-five years old and already a
successful History Professor at University of Florida in Orlando.
She is engaged to be married to another professor named Jacob. He
teaches Biology and he is freaky, but Jessica loves him and so do
my parents. She has been their ideal child since birth. I never
had good grades, never had dreams and I never wanted to go to
college. I think twelve years of school is enough. I know my
parents love me because I'm their daughter, but they love Jessica
I waited another half an hour for Darin and he has not shown up.
He is still in that room. I turned off the television and yelled
his name, hoping for a response. Nothing. I stood up and walked
down to that very room and tried to open it again, and it's now
unlocked. It's like he wanted to come back out, but forgot
something. I opened the door and its very dark in the room. There
is not a single thing of light in the room. It also smells kind
of funny, like leather. "Darin? Are you in here?" I said feeling
sort of scared, like I didn't belong in here. The door slammed
shut and I screamed and jumped. I hit Darin's chest and he is
breathing hard. "Darin, I…I didn't mean to…" I said and he
covered my lips with his finger.
"I know, you have curiosity the size of Texas and I forgive you.
If it was any other time, I would have to punish you," Darin said
"Punished?" I stumbled out.
"Yes, do you want to see what's in this room?" I didn't know if
he could see my head move to agree, but he proceeded to turn on
the lights. I looked around and there is a chain against the wall
and loads of interesting things on a table. There is probably ten
kinds of handcuffs on the table and there is a whip on the bed,
which is a blue satin. There is a mouth harness with a red rubber
ball also with the handcuffs. "What are these things?" I asked
touching the pink fur on a set of handcuffs.
"These are the things I am gonna use on you. I hope you're ready,
Summer because once we start the dom/sub relationship, I will not
be stopping!" Darin didn't sound threatening, but he is like
warning me. I already agreed to it, so I am not stepping out of
"I am ready, Darin," I smiled and he kissed me with joy. I wonder if he will start by being gentle with me or go full speed ahead and be a full blown dom?