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Without You, I'm Lost

Novel By: Nikkibeth

(FINISHED) *Sequel to Hungry for Love and Characters from Baby Let Me In* Carmen McKenna is the daughter of Dylan and Kylie McKenna, and has it made. Perfect parents, her life sorted out, she is missing just one thing, a man. On her Senior year of high school, a new teacher is starting. Jacob Lancaster, English teacher has her in a trance, wanting him. She knows she will do the same thing her mom done over twenty years ago with her father. Carmen and Jacob's relationship gets heated and she is left wondering, will she end up just like her mom, happy and in love for the rest of her life? View table of contents...


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Submitted:Dec 6, 2012    Reads: 635    Comments: 1    Likes: 2   

Chapter 6

Could This Be Magic?

I didn't want our day to end there. I wanted to make Jake dinner. I went to his freezer and found little bit of food there. "Do you eat out a lot?" I asked him and he shrugged his shoulders.

"I never had a woman make me dinner and I barely know how to cook," He said and I never felt so honored. I am the first girlfriend to cook him something. I grabbed a thing of ground beef and decided to cook spaghetti. He did have spaghetti noodles and sauce, so I am good. I began to cook and the area began to smell heavenly. I am cooking my man something to eat! I wonder if a lot of women did this for their boyfriends on their second day together? When I added the sauce to the meat, arms wrapped around me and it's Jake. "You look sexy in my kitchen," Jake said and I smiled. I stirred the sauce in and added the spices, lucked out when he had them as well. I covered the sauce and started the water for the noodles. When I done that, I turned around and wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him. It didn't take him long to kiss me back with passion. I moaned in his mouth when his tongue went inside my mouth and his hands went down and rounded my ass. I want him so bad, like right now. "I want you so bad," I moaned into his mouth. He pushed himself against me and I feel his erection against my belly.

"I want to be inside you right now," Jake said and he lifted me up and pulled my jeans and panties down to my ankles. He reached behind to his pocket and put a condom on the counter. Holy shit, we are going to fuck in the kitchen! He unzipped his jeans and pulled his erection out and put the condom on. I wrapped my legs around him and he pushed himself inside me. I am laying down on the counter now and he is pushing himself hard in and out of me. I reached above me and gripped the edges of the counter and moaned. I can feel myself get closer to come and then… "Jake…" I screamed as I tighten myself around him and my whole body quivered. This feels so fucking good. Two more thrusts inside me, Jake came loud and moaned my name. He put his head on my stomach and I ran my fingers through his hair. I can hear the water boiling and I giggled. "The water is boiling," I mumbled and he smiled into my stomach.

"Well, you better get down from there and get cooking then," He said and he slid out of me. I jumped down and pulled my jeans up and he fixed himself. I washed my hands and put the noodles into the water. About ten minutes later, dinner is done. I made our plates and we sat together at the bar. I wanted to hear how I done, so I waited. He ate a bite of the spaghetti and he smiled. "Wow, you're a good cook!" He said and I breathed a sigh of relief.

"Good, I would have died if it was bad," I said and he laughed.

"No dying on me now. It's really good, baby. Where did you learn to cook?"

"My mom, she loves to cook. She still bakes cookies and cakes when she is frustrated at anything!" I remember one day when mom and dad argued about something I done and she ran to the kitchen and made the best chocolate cake I ever tasted. Dad laughed and everything was forgiven. My parents don't argue much, but she bakes something to calm herself down then they disappear to the bedroom and I finally get it now. They are having make up sex. "My mom does something like that when she gets mad, but she cleans. She is a clean-aholic and she wants everything dust free and not messy. I piss her off as a teenager when my room was a pig sty!" Jake said and he laughed. "I can hear her now 'Jacob Mason Lancaster, you better clean this shit up or the rats will come in here and call this home!' and I just laugh at her and leave it as is." I love his name, Jacob Mason Lancaster. It's a lot better than mine, Carmen Anastasia McKenna. "I love your middle name," I said and he chuckled.

"What is yours?" He asked me.

"Anastasia, it's my grandmother's name." He smiled and grabbed my hand.

"Carmen Anastasia, it's very beautiful," Jake said and I blushed. We finished our meal and Jake cleaned up, how polite of him! I went to the bedroom and dialed Ellen's number. I have not called her since yesterday. "Well, look who decided to call? Having that much fun?" Ellen said and she is giggling.

"Yes I am; I lost my virginity last night and had sex twice today. He took me to a little concert in the park today and I made him breakfast and dinner. He asked me to date him and I said yes. Just sucks that I have to leave tomorrow," I said and pouted.

"You'll talk to him over the phone tomorrow and you'll see him Monday. God, you got it bad!"

"I really like him, Ellen. Jake is the nicest and most caring man I ever met, next to my dad. Just being around him makes me feel so warm and safe and wanted…"

"Shit, I wish I felt that way. The guy I lost my virginity to was a jerk. He was a football player and he just wanted another notch on his bedpost. He was hot, like Brad Pitt hot, but he was just GRR!" I laughed because Ellen's growling is just cute and funny. "Mom said it took twenty-two years for her to find my dad after that bad relationship she was in for several years. She said I will find the right guy, it will take some time. Jason, on the other hand, I think he will just womanize women for the rest of his life."

"Speaking of Jason…"

"Oh yeah, Dad was pissed and he said it was the funniest sight he has ever seen. He said Jason was tied with girly bandanas by his wrist and ankles and he had 'player' written on his chest with lipstick." I laughed so hard that my stomach hurt. Jake came in and he has his eyebrow cocked.

"I have to go, Ellen, see you tomorrow," I said and I got off the phone.

"What you laughing about in here?" Jake asked amused. I told him about Jason and he tried to not to laugh, but he failed.

"Holy shit, for real? Tied up? God, he does sound like a douche bag," Jake laughed and I laughed with him. Jason, good God almighty, nothing can top this!

I decided to bring my homework with me. I knew my parents would be suspicious if I didn't bring it with me. Jake is grading some papers beside me and I offered to help, but it's not enough to split between us. I began with my math homework, which I did not inherit my dad's love of mathematics. I rubbed my temples and about threw my homework across the room. Fuck, this is hard! I finally finished the last problem and started on my English homework. I looked over at Jake and he is still grading his papers. "Are you going to help me on your homework assignment?" I said and batted my eyelashes. He looked up at me and smirked at me.

"Now, Carmen, you can do it without me. I think that will be cheating if I helped you," I said and I giggled. I don't need his help, I am pretty good with this kind of stuff, grammar. I finished the homework assignment within ten minutes and I am done with my homework. "Done with my homework, are you almost done?" I asked him and he smiled.

"Last one, baby," He said and he put a grade, which is a failing grade, sucks for that person, and put the papers away. "Now, I'm done," He said and I crawled on top of him and touched his stubble on his chin. I am only in the camisole and the boy shorts I wore this morning. His hands went to my ass and squeezed my cheeks. I squeaked and then giggled. "That feels good," I said and he cocked an eyebrow. One hand stayed on my ass and the other went between my legs. His hand went underneath the boy shorts and cupped my sex. I closed my eyes and absorbed the feeling of his hand there. He pulled my boy shorts down and I pulled his shirt off and ran my nails down his chest and across his nipples. He swallowed and then moaned. I reached and pulled my top off and then kissed him on the mouth. He rolled me onto my back and kissed my naval. His mouth, his magical mouth, it feels so good! His mouth went down lower and then, I felt his breath on my sex. I opened my legs and his index finger went up and down my wet pussy and I closed my eyes. What is he planning to do? I can feel his tongue go to my clit and I sucked in my breath. Oh my God, this feels so good! It feels magical! He reaches for my lower belly and pressed down on my belly. I raised my hips up and rocked against his mouth, I don't want this to end. My lower belly began to tingle and one of his hands left my belly and he pushed two fingers inside me and he found the special nub inside me. I felt the oxygen leave me as I shook against him and I come on his lips. I gasped for air and then finally relaxed. That is the most intense orgasm I ever had! He pulled his jeans and boxers off and reaches for a condom. When we are face to face, he kisses me and slides his tongue inside my mouth. I can taste my own come and I taste good, shit this is a turn on! He grabbed one of my legs and wrapped it around his hips. He pushes himself inside me and he fucks me and fucks me good. He pushes the air out of me when he shoves inside me. I love hard sex, I love making love with him, I love any kind of sex with Jake. I lean up and wrapped my arms around him and I can feel myself come again and I moaned his name out and he came right after me and collapsed on top of me. When he rolls off of me, I feel this weird feeling around me. Could this be magic that I feeling with him? Shit, I want it to be magical with him, he is the first man I been with and I want it to last for a very long time. Will it?


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