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Without You, I'm Lost

Novel By: Nikkibeth

(FINISHED) *Sequel to Hungry for Love and Characters from Baby Let Me In* Carmen McKenna is the daughter of Dylan and Kylie McKenna, and has it made. Perfect parents, her life sorted out, she is missing just one thing, a man. On her Senior year of high school, a new teacher is starting. Jacob Lancaster, English teacher has her in a trance, wanting him. She knows she will do the same thing her mom done over twenty years ago with her father. Carmen and Jacob's relationship gets heated and she is left wondering, will she end up just like her mom, happy and in love for the rest of her life? View table of contents...


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Submitted:Dec 6, 2012    Reads: 723    Comments: 1    Likes: 2   

*A/N: I totally LOVE this story. It's one of my favorites thus far. I will keep updating like this as much as possible. I am so glad I have lovely readers and I love you all!*

Chapter 5

A Lovely Outing

I woke up the next morning with the morning light beaming in on my face. I struggled awake and my hand touched something very soft and warm. I looked down and it's Jacob. He is facing me and he is still asleep. His dark eyelashes is fanned across his cheek and it just looks adorable. He looks sexy asleep and I feel like a creep watching him. I got up and dug into my overnight bag and grabbed my pajamas, which is a light yellow camisole and matching boy shorts. I grabbed my cell phone and left the room, well just outside the room. I called my parents first and my mom answered. "Good morning, sweetie, had a good night sleep?" She asked and I smiled, glad she is not seeing it. I slept like a baby last night with Jacob's arm draped across me all night. His warm lips stayed on my neck and it just felt so good.

"Yeah, I slept pretty good, what about you?" I asked her and she giggled.

"Your father went all out for us last night. He took us out to dinner and we um…you know, made love. Between us women, it never felt this good in a long time. It was slow and sensual…"

"Mama, I get it, I really don't wanna hear!" I have to pretend to be that shy teenager to my mom.

"Sorry honey, well, Dylan is taking us to Oceanside to see Jeremy and Lauren. JJ is back from college for the weekend, so I want to see him too." My cousin JJ is just awesome. He is a surfer dude, for real! He is going to the university in Santa Barbara for oceanography. I wish I can go up with them, but I want to be with Jacob right now. "Tell JJ, Jeremy and Lauren I said hey and I love them. Also, tell Penelope I love her too," I said, mentioning my little cousin. Penny is an adorable girl, she is fourteen. She is preppy around her friend, but around her family, she is an angel.

"I will honey, love you," Mom said and I smiled.

"I love you, too, Mama. Tell Dad I love him too." I got off the phone and cracked the door and Jacob is still asleep. I went to the kitchen, which is a good size kitchen, and started to go through the fridge. I found some sausage patties and eggs. I decided I should make breakfast. I grabbed two pans and started on the sausage. I went to the stereo and try to find a CD to listen to, a-ha, Journey! The piano intro of "Don't Stop Believing" came on and I shake my hips as I flipped the sausage. I heard the door squeak open and Jacob emerged from the bedroom. I smiled at him and I mixed the eggs up in the bowl. "Good morning, I thought you might want some breakfast," I said and he smiled at me. God, that smile, I just love it!

"That's sweet of you, after we eat, care to join me in a shower? I want to take you somewhere today," Jacob said and I smiled really big. A shower, together? Sounds kinky and nice!

"Yeah, that sounds nice," I said and he finally made it to the kitchen and wrapped his arms around me.

"I loved last night with you, baby. I want many more nights like that," Jacob said and nuzzled my neck. Oh, I do too, Jacob! I want many more nights and days making love with you.

"Same here, Jacob," I said and he squeezed tighter and I gasped. "I need to finish our breakfast."

"Okay then, I will get my clothes ready. Do you want me to get yours out?" I nodded to agree and he is finally out of the kitchen. If he stayed, I couldn't have finished our breakfast. He looked so fucking sexy in a pair of sweat pants and that is it. I loved staring at his tanned chest all day. I turned around and distracted myself to the eggs and sausage. I finished breakfast and Jacob emerged from the room and sat down beside me. During our breakfast, I feel like I need to get to know Jacob more. "So, you're from Montana?" I asked him and he nodded.

"Yep, in a small town called Deer Park. My parents both worked working man jobs, barely can support me and my sister. I got scholarships and grants to go to UCLA, without them I would never went to college. I would probably be in Deer Park working in the mill with my dad if I never went to college," Jacob said and I swallowed. Shit, then I would have never met him!

"Well, I am glad you got to go to college, then I would have never met you!" I said and I am shocked at my honesty. I guess sex changes your attitude or…something! Jacob smiled and grabbed my hand and kissed my knuckles.

"I agree, Carmen. So, what are you parents doing today? Did they ask about anything?"

"Just asked if I slept well, which I have never slept so good like last night. They are heading to Oceanside, my mom's hometown, to see my uncle and his family. My cousin, JJ, is coming home from college for the weekend," I said and he nodded.

"Do you got any grandparents?"

"No, dad's parents died when he was fifteen, I think. My mom's dad died when she was a baby at work, she doesn't remember him. My mom's mother died six months before she met my dad…" I began to giggle, remembering my parent's situation. Jacob looked at me and tilted his head to the side.

"What is so funny?" He asked.

"My dad was my mom's math teacher when they met on her senior year. They ended up sleeping together and hiding from everybody. They got caught, but it was not really bad. My dad gave up his job for my mom, so she wouldn't get suspended. He loved her so much that he gave up his job!" I said and he slouched back against his chair then he smirked.

"It's just a mere coincidence that you're with me, your English teacher. It's kind of funny and I am happy that your parents had a wonderful life since then. So…how about that shower?" I stood up and we walked hand and hand to the shower. As I got undressed, Jacob turned on the water and he turned around and I am standing there, naked. "I love seeing you like this, naked and wanting me," Jacob said and I swallowed. I bit my lip as he took his sweat pants off and he has gone commando. He is hard right now and he walked closer to me. My heart raced as he pulled me closer and he pressed his lips onto mine. My hands went to his hair and I pulled him closer, wanting some more from him. "Jacob…" I breathed into his mouth and he let go of me and helped me into the shower. The water is very hot against my already heated skin. Jacob grabbed the shampoo and put some in his hand and lathered it in my hair. It smells like coconut and I just love the feeling of his fingers massaging my scalp. When he finished, I got under the hot water and tried to get the suds out. As I closed my eyes to get the suds out from my bangs, Jacob touched my ass and squeezed it. I breathed his name and his hand went between my legs and cupped my wet sex, not from the shower. He pushed a finger inside me as his thumb caressed my clit and I leaned against the wall. Jacob put another finger inside me and I lost it. "Fuck me Jacob!" I moaned and he picked me up and pushed me against the wall. I wrapped my legs around him and he shoved himself inside me. Oh God, this is a hard fuck, it feels so good. Jacob sucked and kissed my neck as pushed himself in and out of me. I can feel myself build up and I began to pant louder and louder. "Come for me, baby," Jacob breathed and I released my orgasm with a loud moan that is his name. He came right after me, filling me up with his juices. I think one time without a condom will be fine. We fell to the shower floor with Jacob arms wrapped around me. I leaned against his furred chest and I closed my eyes. I just want to relax in his arms, it feels so good. "Baby, we need to finish our shower so I can take you to that special place," Jacob said and I nodded. We finished our shower without anymore interruptions and we dried each other off and got dressed. I put my hair in a ponytail and Jacob is behind me, watching me. "I am just putting my hair in a pony," I said and he laughed.

"I just admiring how gorgeous you are," He said and I blushed. He walked to me and my back is now pressed against his chest. He is a lot taller than me, he must be about six feet tall. I hate being only five foot three! "Come on, we better get going!" He said and we left the house and hopped onto his motorcycle. He took us to the park and I smiled. I usually come here on the weekends when I am not with Ellen. I sit on a bench in front of the pond and read a book. "My good friend's band is performing here today and I wanted to take you here to see them," Jacob said and I smiled. We walked hand and hand through the park, watching the children play in the playground and I smiled to myself. I played in the very same playground and I remember my dad chasing me around the jungle gym and I'm laughing the whole time. I can hear a guitar melody start and a small crowd is in front of a small stage. Jacob pulled me to the front of the stage and the band began to sing. They remind me of my mom's favorite band, Winger. Mom said people tell her all the time that Dad looks like the singer, but I don't see it. They played a song about a man trying to win a woman's heart. It's very romantic and Jacob wrapped his arm around me. When the song ended, the crowd cheered and so did I. They went into an upbeat song and the concert went on and on for at least two hours. After it ended, the singer came off stage and gave Jacob a hug. "Jake, I haven't seen you in like, five years!" The guy said and Jacob smiled at his old friend. Hmm, I might start calling him Jake, it sounds sexy!

"Dave, this is my girlfriend, Carmen. Carmen, this is Dave. Dave and I had a ball during college," Jake said and Dave smiled. Dave is not a looker, but he is not ugly at all. His face is a tad too long and his brunette hair is not that well managed. He does have nice brown eyes. "Carmen, this guy right here, he was a mad man! He probably fucked every…"

"Dave, that is enough!" Jake said putting his hand up. So, he does have experience, but I think he is ashamed of it. Hell, I rather have an experienced man than an inexperienced one! "Carmen, how old are you anyways? You look like your still in high school," Dave said and I looked away. Shit, how are we getting out of this one?

"She is in high school, I teach English at her high school and I am her teacher," Jake said and Dave just stared at us blankly. He then made a face splitting grin.

"Dude, that is so hot! You can, like, do role play and she can be like 'Oh, Mr. Lancaster, I'm a bad girl,' and you can like 'Yes, you are a bad girl, I need to spank you!' Shit, I will do that next time with the next girl I get!" Dave said and I blushed hard. Jake gave me an apologetic look, I think he knew his friend is a bit overbearing. We finally got away from Dave and when we made it to the parking lot, I spotted a few of my high school colleagues. "Jake…" I said and pointed at the group. He looked over and he put the helmet on me and his aviator sunglasses over my eyes. I tucked in my hair underneath my top and we got on the motorcycle. "Mr. Lancaster, is that you?" The guy, I think his name is Joe, said as he walked over.

"Why hello, Joseph, how is your weekend?" Jake asked him with a smile.

"Just chilling, who is this hot babe?"

"Um…Becky, she has Laryngitis so she can't talk." I looked over and gave them a nod and a fake cough. Joe just waved bye at us and Jake got on the motorcycle. When we got back to his place, I sat down on the couch and turned on the television. That was a close one, if they have seen us holding hands in the parking lot, we would got in so much trouble! "That was a close one, wasn't it Jake?" I said as he sat down beside me.

"Yeah, but I enjoyed this day today, excluding Dave. I love Dave like a brother, but I just want to smack him sometimes!" Jake said and I laughed. "I love to hear you laugh, and say Jake again."

"Jake," I said bluntly and he pushed me onto the couch and began to tickle me. I went into a giggle fit and Jake is smiling the whole time. This is already a fun weekend!


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