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Without You, I'm Lost

Novel By: Nikkibeth

(FINISHED) *Sequel to Hungry for Love and Characters from Baby Let Me In* Carmen McKenna is the daughter of Dylan and Kylie McKenna, and has it made. Perfect parents, her life sorted out, she is missing just one thing, a man. On her Senior year of high school, a new teacher is starting. Jacob Lancaster, English teacher has her in a trance, wanting him. She knows she will do the same thing her mom done over twenty years ago with her father. Carmen and Jacob's relationship gets heated and she is left wondering, will she end up just like her mom, happy and in love for the rest of her life? View table of contents...


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Submitted:Dec 17, 2012    Reads: 512    Comments: 0    Likes: 1   

*A/N: Hey guys, bad news is that there is only one more set after this. I really enjoyed writing this (espicially chapter 15, that was fun!) I am thinking about continuing Cowboys Can Love Harder, or write a modern day cowboy story. I was watching a cowboy show on TV and THEY ARE HOT! I told Clay that he needed to dress like a cowboy for roleplay, but he said no LOL. Well enjoy!*

Chapter 13

Suspicions Rising

The weekend is finally here, Jacob gets to stay at my house for the weekend. It feels way too weird since my parents will be there. We will have no privacy, except when we are in my bedroom. When the bell rang to end the day, I met Jacob at his motorcycle and he has a huge grin on his face. He has an book bag on his back with his clothes and things to last the weekend. We don't have to use condoms anymore, well, just for a few more days. I got on the pill two days ago and we have to use condoms until it's safe. "Ready baby?" Jacob asked and I grabbed the helmet and we left the school grounds, with students and teachers watching. Jacob explained to the teachers that I had no ride and Dylan granted him permission to give her rides. Oh, he can ride me. Shit, I hate my dirty thoughts! We made it to my house and my mom is already home, but dad is not. Ever since he found out about my relationship with Jake, he acted like nothing happened. I thought he will be either standoff-ish or pissed. He actually talks to Jake a lot at school and they are best of friends. I walked through the front door and mom is on the couch, watching TV. "Where's daddy?" I asked her as Jake walked pass me to get to my room.

"He said he has to do something at school. He just called and he is on his way," She said and she smiled at Jake. "Hey Jake, hope you like it here for the weekend. I know y'all don't got the privacy of your home, but Dylan and I promise the privacy you need for the bedroom," She said and then looked over at me and winked at me. I blushed and I joined Jake as he walked up stairs to my bedroom. I am blessed with the bedroom upstairs. This is a three bedroom house, and the master is downstairs and the other two is upstairs. The extra bedroom is now an office for my dad. Sometimes I can hear people walk upstairs if they walk hard enough, but we found out that I sometimes I don't hear people coming. I closed my bedroom door behind me and Jake sat his things down and I just stood there, watching him. "Well, a weekend with me, at my place," I said and he walked over and pushed me against the door. He put his mouth on mine and kissed me hard. He pushed his tongue inside me and I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him against me. I can feel his hard-on against my belly and I sighed. "Daddy is fixing to be home, we don't have enough time," I whispered and I heard dad's booming voice. "Well, he is home," I added and he frowned.

"I can wait, it will be hard, but I will wait for later," He groaned and pushed it against me.

"If you don't quit, daddy will walk in on us!" He laughed and he fixed his hard-on where is less noticeable and we walked downstairs. Dad is kissing mom, and they are in a passionate embrace. I think they are a very sexy couple, everybody can see that. They still have that passion and love for each other, even after twenty-one years. "I hope we will be like that in twenty years," Jake mumbled to himself and I smiled.

"Same here, that would be nice," I said and we proceeded to walk down the stairs. Dad looked up and he is smiling. "Well, hey Jake, ready for the weekend?" Dad said and Jake smiled at my dad.

"Yes I am, Dylan. I get to be with Carmen all weekend, and hang out with her parents," Jake said and Dad nodded.

"Now, if we get too loud for y'all…" Mom elbowed dad and he flashed his eyebrows at her and growled as he grabbed her.

"Dylan, stop, I am fixing to make dinner!" Mom said and she is laughing as he tickled her. It is so funny watching my parents play with each other. The funniest thing Dad does to Mom is carry her over his shoulder, it looks funny and she is having a good time. Dad stopped and smacked her ass. "Dylan McKenna, that is uncalled for, we have a guest and a daughter in the same room!" Mom said, sounding very amused.

"So what, they have sex too. It's nothing new for them," Dad said and I blushed. Jake has smacked my ass before and it feels good. Mom finally went into the kitchen as Dad went to his room to get dressed for the evening. I plopped on the couch and turned it to a talk show known as Maury. "You like this shit?" Jake said and he grimaced.

"It's funny to see these women get embarrassed in front of millions of people when the dude is not her baby's daddy," I said and he laughed.

"You do got a point there." Jake wrapped his arm around my shoulder and pulled me closer. I snuggled underneath his arm and he smells like his cologne. Dad came in and he grinned at us and he went to his Lazy-boy and changed the channel. "I already seen it, every woman on there gets embarrassed cause the guy is not the baby's father. He never puts anything new on lately," Dad said and I laughed. Mom called me into the kitchen and I went in there. She needed help chopping some mushrooms and onions. As I chopped the vegetables, the voices in the living room stopped. I shrugged my shoulders and continue to chop. All of the sudden, I feel this pinch on my ass. "AH!" I screamed and jumped. Jake is standing there, laughing his ass off and so is Dad. Mother fucker, he goosed me! "I hate being goosed!" I said rubbing my ass.

"Told you she would hate it. She usually smacks me if I do it," Dad said and I rolled my eyes then began to laugh. Mom is giggling and she took my chopped vegetables and put it in the pot. The men left and mom looked at me and sighed. "Men, they know the exact buttons to push," she said and I smiled. After dinner is made and we are sitting at the table, I decided to check my email on my cell phone. There is one mysterious email on my phone.

I know who you are, Carmen McKenna and you are dating the math teacher Jacob Lancaster. You better watch it, or things can get very, very bad.

I looked over at Jake and he smiled down at me, until he seen my expression. "What's wrong baby?" He said and I handed him my cell phone to see my email. "Who is this person?"

"What are you two talking about?" Dad asked and Jake read the message to him and Dad got mad. "Sounds like this person is jealous of Carmen. Do you know anyone else that has a crush on Jake?" Dad asked me.

"I know some of the girls think he is cute, but no crushes," I said and this is beginning to scare me. There is some girl out there, wanting my boyfriend. She hates me because I am with him, not her. I wonder who it is.


"Ellen, do you know anybody, and I mean anybody, that likes Jake at school?" I asked Ellen a few hours later. After dinner, all four of us played a board game, which Dad tried to make it a strip game and Mom had to stop him. It seems like he is more free when he found out about me and Jake having sex. He is more open around us. Jake and Dad is now on the back patio drinking a beer right now, talking about everything and anything. Mom is on the phone talking to Aunt Lauren.

"Like you said, I hear girls saying he is hot, but none of them claim to have a crush on him. It could be a teacher," Ellen said and I sagged onto my pillow.

"A teacher, a grown ass woman, jealous of me? That is highly childish of a woman to be jealous of a teenager…"

"Women get that way when they starting taking a liking for a man. All I can say is that you better watch it. I know you are fine with your parents, but you are not out of the woods yet. Carmen, this is going to be bad." All I want is to have a smooth relationship like my parents. Their principal caught them, but she let them go smoothly. I know this is not going to end up like this. I am not going to leave Jake. They have to pull me off of him.

"I know this is going to be bad. We will take this one step at a time. I will find this mystery woman or girl, and I will talk with her. Maybe we can come to an understanding of some sort."

"Let's just hope so, Carmen. I hate to see you get your heart torn apart because you get caught. I will be on your side and I know Dylan and Kylie is too. You and Jake will make it, y'all have to make it!"

"I know we do. He's all I ever wanted."


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